Saturday, December 13, 2008

A Promise

Magpapamiss.ü

Hope it will work. Kung hindi... Probably, I should stop wondering.. and somehow, hoping, and expecting. :(

It's difficult to stand on your own words. But this time, I'm clearing it to this blog, that whenever, wherever, whyever he texted me or whatever, I would simply ignore him.

La la la la la la :) 50 % Shopping not yet done. Cramming!!!!!!!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Worrying

is my biggest problem lately.

I don't know how to say it. But hello dear? At the end of everything else, mapapaisip ako, onga no, why do I worry about certain things na immeasurable naman? If God really destined me to that something, then there isn't anything to be worried about.

Para akong tanga. Dami ko iniisip. Sometimes, beyond wild imagination na talaga. But.. somehow. I STILL HOPE na may resulta tong ginagawa ko. :]

Besides...masaya naman ako. Last year ko na. Di ko na siya makakasama slash makikita slash mangingitian slash masusulyapan sa 3rd floor slash makakausap ulit. Aray. Yoko grumaduate.

BANG!!!! Huli yane! WORRYING OH! Hai. When kaya mag-eend ang fears and fears ko sa mga ganito. Ge na nga. I lift up my prayer, body and soul to GOD ALMIGHTY. ;3

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Scornful. Very.

Waaah grabe tong araw na to? Paano ko ba sisimulan?

Kagabi (Nov. 9 08)
NagGM siya,
I saw her with someone else daw.. Edi okay. Fine. Biatch. Kung sino man yun, takte. I think I'm hurt. :( Tinext ko siya, I said, Ok ka lang? Nagalit lang siya, sabi niya, Oo! Tas di ko na nireplyan ever.

Kanina (Nov. 10 o8)
GM ako. Kasi bday ni Kwago. Yun lang text ko sknya.
Ni di ko siyaPM, goodmorning ingat ka. Wala ganun. Ok fine accepted un. Pauwi na.......Watdapak? Nasa mcdo ako. Nagtext, "Bye Isnabera" Wow? Nashock ako. Edi tinanong ko. Kelan? Natarayan ba kita? Saan? Paano? Lahat as in tinanong ko. Tas last niyang text. Tama na nga. Isang tanong mo pa, di na ko magrereply. Eh hello? Ano siya pa-importante? Nireplyan ko, "EDI WAG! Ssbihin mo lang nman sken..mahirap ba un."

Edi hindi na nagreply. NgGM si Pat Go. May special mention. Ok nakalagay yun dun. Tinanong ko Pat, Sino yan? Sinabi niya siya nga. Ahh
tnanong ko close kayo, pano kayo nagkakilala? Sabi nia nagpapansinan na daw sila since after ng sem break, namiss daw kasi niya si Pat. (Which is ouch?) Then...edi okay pa ako.

Nag-aaway kami ni Pat. Eeee kay 4th year ako. Kinikilig ako dun! Tas snsabi nia, kay 2nd year daw siya.
(Which is ouch ulit?) Tas ng GM siya. Guess what? Super special mention ako? at SIYA? Nakalagay dun. "Ate Yane, mas ok pa kaya si 2ndyear kesa kay 4thyear..nyek. hahaha" tas next special mention, "2ndyear, xori."

WATDA? ANO PA MUKHANG IHAHARAP KO DOON?
NI DI NA NGA ATA MAGTETEXT YUN EH? WAAAAA SCARED AKO. :s
NAKAKA-GAGO NA ARAW. GRABE :-/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHRISTA HANNAH S. GAUDIEL NALANG :( :)

Friday, December 5, 2008

Mag koo

So dahil blog ko to. Unang patakaran! Hindi ako magmumura para kay Harley James Barcena. Waa sana matupad ko rules ko (Lord please).

*Oy Pols Bu pag nabasa mo toh..wala lang. Special ka talaga. May blog entry ka pa saken. Appreciate mo to! >:)*

Kinikilig ako sa lalaking yan eh! Kaya mahal na mahal ko. Isipin mo yun? Nagpupuyat ako hanggang 2-3 AM para lang sa kanya? Ayy.

At take note, hindi ko sia kayang iwan, at siya iwan ako. :( Kaya ang tagal tagal namin mag-bybye sa isa't isa. Siguro 20 bybye muna bago mag-out at magskating siya.

Dahil minsan minsan nalang kami mag-usap, namimiss namin ang isa't isa nang so0o0obra-sobra.
At sympre special ang miss you namin, "pakyuusomuch" at "pakyumore." Sweet no? Sobrang ka-sweetan niya, pina-alis niya si "Angel Yane," kay "Demon Yane" daw sia, kasi doon daw siya nasanay at mas masaya. Mas namomolestiya at natotorture kasi nia!

Grabe kinikilig talaga ako. Napaka-sweet namin. Actually, binilang ko ang
P.I. sa chat namin, lam mu kung ilan? 15! Onti no? Tas yung iba (eg. lul. gagu. shit. bull. etc).. more than 20 na. Ganyan kami ka-sweet magmurahan! este magmahalan. Kakilig no. :3

Oy harley kung mabasa mo to, wala lang, loveyou bee! nakakapanindig balahibo tong ginagawa ko! kasi naman! Namiss kita agad, 30 minutes palang nga tayong di magkachat eh! :((

-GTFO-
-Learnings from Pols Bo Dictio-

*Pahinga nako. Ang shit-head ng tinatype ko. Ahaha! Nights. :|*

hospital freaak

never did wanna go there AGAIN!

1.
nakakita ako ng putol na kung ano ano (specifically: tuhod, braso, hinlalaki sa paa, ilong, tenga, pak-pak, upuan, toilet bowl, etc)
2.
ang sangsang! (trash-junk smelling ward. oops.)
3.
ang sikip omggg (but that's better kesa sa ipisü)
4.
red-bloody duguan! parang new year na pumutok mga mata at kung anu-anu nila.
5.
kung anu-anu tinusok sa loob ng ilong ko. ano ako tester? lol nila.
6.
POSITIVE 'DAY! BUNTIS MEEEEE! :)) very much lol.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

69

Hahaha. Wait kinikilig daw ako eh. Hahaha give me a sec hahaha :3 :3 :3
..chillax.

Pero, ang CUTE talaga ni #69 ng Seniors B'ball Intrams!!!! (super exclamation point!!!!!!)
(!!!!!!!)
(!!!!!!!!!!!!)
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
=))

Alala ko tuloy sa Bagobo dati. Aw. Gwapo gwapo ng mata nia. nipuds! i really love chingkitos! hahaha :))
Pero bakit 69? at bakit may blue high socks? para san un? hahaha.
Ayoko na nga. baka may ano pa ko masabi. hahaha. I missed him na kasi na eh. Shet lande! ge. hahaha. :))

You know that mini-store sa ilalim ng overpass sa St. Peter?

Well kung alam mo, wow. makakarelate ka samen.ü

Guess whaaat mga pare. New adventure. New fun. New hang-out. New food? and drinks? SOMEHOW. =))

May mas lalakas trip paba nila Tabs and Bhest?

UNANG IBEDENSIYA NG KAINDIYOHAN- Nanunuod kayo ng Intrams sa gym, biglang magsisigawan at magpapalakpakan ng walang dahilan. Ang matindi dun, kasama pa si MONTY. O paano na? Edi sadlak na kami sa kahihiyan?

IKALAWANG IBEDENSIYA NG KAINDIYOHAN- Sino senyo araw-araw naglalakad from DPS to St. Peter?? LAKAD ah. WALK. AS IN STRIDE. No trike. No bus. No puj. Then.. Itaas niyo ang kanang kamay!!! at sampalin ang mukha nio!!! Signus ng kawalan ng ulirat yan. Lumipat na kayo ng bahay! >:| Joke!!! tawa kayo ngjojoke daw ako! Bilisssss :)) Anyways, nakakatanga pala yun no at nakakapagod, pag maglalakad ka ng madaming kilometro, tas tagaktak pawis? nakakatanga talaga.

IKATLO(at ang pinakabonggang) IBEDENSIYA NG KAINDIYOHAN- Mula sa mcdo, yellow cab, starbucks, pizza hut, trinoma, condo, north..... presenting! chanchararan! *drumrolls please?



Manong cherva sa tapat ng St. Peter na fishball na nagkakahalag ng 5 pesos for 10 pesos, which is very sulit compared to Mcdo's coke float which is 27 php. Coke and ice cream lang yun ah? (naks. gumaganun na ako. whu!!!!)

PLUS (+) in cooperation with...

Manong cherva's pineapple juice,
and the St. Peter overpass under-store's.... (ok anu daw.)


Pop-cola na sobrang nakakatunaw ng ngala-ngala ang lamang bula sa loob, instead ng cola mismo. New lesson kay Shauna, sa patay daw, nadiscover nilang cuzins na sandakmal na bula ang prinoproduce ng pop kaya pala PHP 10.00 lang. Tskk.

But wait! There's more!

Ayaw paawat ni Cervie. May surot ata ang tiyan nito. Or, normal lang yun pag broken hearted ka..laging gutom? Well, she's the living proof!

TOMY

na nakapag-sanhi ng pagmimilagrong 20 minutes kong katatawa dahil sa sobrang convenient na size nito. Wow.

PLUS (+)

Snacku na di mabilang ang laman. Ang dami kasi. Sobrang nakakabusog. Dina kelangan magdinner. Diba shons at tabs?

EQUALS (=)

Pagnanasang makasakay sa jeep na de-erkon kahit Laguna pa ang biyahe! Kumakain pa kasi kami ng libre ni shauna na Tomy at Snacku (PHP 1.50 each, na sobrang bigat sa bulsa. ngunit kinaya ni shauna dahil madami siyang baryang kayamanan), nang biglang may dumaang love-of-our-life-puj. Nakakagalak siguro maexperience ang makasakay sa jeep na parang bus na parang fx at taxi no? Lol. :)

HAYS.. So aun. Nag-end ang day na nakapagsalamat kami kay Amang Lord God sa blessings niya, nakahingi kami ng wisdom at guidance para sa kinabukasan at nakapag-paumanhin sa kahit anong kapandarayaan at kasalanang aming nagawa (ehem.)

Sana mas madalas ang aming pagiging religious-babies. Mas mainam kesa mag-mcdo na kakain lang, na walang salvation at pray-over. lol. :|

Saturday, November 29, 2008

http://www.jibjab.com/view/2934

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity:


1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.

2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that.

4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In."

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.

6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds"

7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy."

8. Don't use any punctuation

9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.

11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."

12. Sing Along At The Opera.

13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme

14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.

15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You're Not In The Mood.

16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.

17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won!, I Won!"

18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking lot, Yelling "Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!"

19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go."

20. And The Final Way To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity.......

Send This E-mail To Someone To Make Them Smile.


Its Called therapy.

http://www.jibjab.com/view/2934

Friday, November 28, 2008

Trinoma craze (after cheering :c)

At mcdo, I, Ramuel, Tabs Apol and Bhest Shauna, ate lunch, and talked a lot about the 1st place award we got from the Cheering Competiton. Huhu. :( It's very heart-breaking.

With Jop (laki-boobs) and Rona (wiit-wiiw.)

Then we rode to St. Peter Memorial Chapel to visit the wake of Ryan Grimaldo, Ramuel's eldest brother. :( It was an irony, his wed would be this Dec. 31, 08, and everything are well-planned already. Tas doble-gastos sa reservations, at sa wake. Grabe talaga. Parang kung ako sa lugar nung girl, mawawalan na ako ng hope. Imagine, all are set for your most awaited day, then in a glimpse, you'll see your lover lying inside his coffin. Isn't that.... STUPID? :|:|:|

Then as we are about to go, Ram introduced Apol (his gf) to his parents. Ha-ha-ha. She was very nervous, and would prefer to ran away! Yet she didn't. She smiled with her full charm, and listened to Ram's dad advises. I think everything worked out fine. Thus resulting to Apol's contentment with their relationship.

TO TRINOMAAAAAA:

DQ. (16 oz Oreo Blizzter) with Tabs.
Hint! Shauna still starves after eating her 16 oz Rocky Road. Whoaa?

Bhest and me: Very narcissistic!
No shame sa mga people na dumadaan at tumatawa samin. Haha

Because of this staircase pictorial..
(Na somehow scripted, maybe hindi? That upper pic, can you guess if that's candid?ü)

..We saw Jacob (my Headstart Katipunan-mate)
and Rovel, an old classmate, siyempre todo-kilig si Bhest. Starstruck muna. Napa-hi hello nalang sila eh. Tas sapul ulit ni Kupido. Di na nakarecover! Tsk :s

The statusque men and women of Coke Zero.
They were sort of scary! I'm nervous all the time nakapose ako with them. Brrr.

BUSY kakacheck ng inbox kung nagtext na sia.
Almost 3 hours din ako antay a, yun pala umalis siya.
Then with the mother fcuker Globe, delayed pa messages! Damn. :|

Though J made my day frustating, thanks for my I.S. friends, I didn't expect a more complete day! Masaya din pala kahit kaming tatlo lang. Love you Tabs and Bhest! Mwah <3

To check more of our pics, click the link to direct to my photobucket: Click hereü

Biased judges! >:s

:((:((:((

I'm so freakin' sad, about what happened yesterday. I just can't figure out how it results to that? :|:|:|

3rd placer - Freshmen
2nd placer - Juniors
1st placer - Seniors
Champion - Sophomores

=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

We got what it takes to be the champion! But,... How come. DAMN!

-Dahil wala kaming bangs? (Pony eh.)
-Dahil di kami nakabasketball na jersey? na costume? (With hood kami)
-Dahil di kami nanggaya ng stunts? (Original kami! With helicopter pa!)
-Dahil di simple ang steps namin? (Unique!)
-Dahil di simple ang stunts namin? (Complicated kasi!)
-Dahil sobrang smile kame? (SUPER smile kami kasi)

Ano paaaaaa? Ina talaga. Last year na nga natalo pa. Ina talaga. :| Yung dalawang judges doon galit pa samin. Yung isa second year P.E. teacher. Napaka-bias talaga! :|:|:|

Sorry sa makakabasang Sophies. Ang sakit lang talaga sakin e! :|:|:| Tanggap ko to kung wala kaming laban, pero hindi eh.....MAY LABAN KAMI EH.

Ge kabadtrip na mag-blog!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Zonta Gift-Giving for Cancer Patients

This is incredibly nice. I didn't know that I belong to a prestigious organization in our school. Truly, my heart floats every time Zonta Club do acts of kindness.

But what exactly is Zonta Club of Quezon City? It's an all-women organization that tends to uplift women's status in the society.

As far as I have known, they had their tree-planting activity and charitable events last year. And just yesterday, we had our Gift-Giving for Cancer Patients at the Philippine Children's Hospital. :)


So nice doon. Even though I feel pity for the children, however, I'm so glad na nakapag-ligaya kami ng mga less-fortunate people kahit once upon a time lang.

Una, nag-welcome address si Mother "forgot-the-name" Pangilinan, mother of Candy Pangilinan, a comedian, then yung host si Maam Nelli pinapalakpak kami. One clap daw for us, either you, me or they. Two claps daw for Mama Mary and three claps for Jesus. From that scenery, I become closer to the heart of this Zontanians.


Subsequently, Candy taught us of "Beautiful" song. She told us that her child cannot speak, and the first song he learned was this "Beautiful" song. It was soo nice. And it talked about alot of Jesus. Sabi pa niya, we cannot sing this Beautiful kung nakasimangot tau. So all of us MUST smile while singing this song. Wala daw kasing effect to if we don't uplift our minds and spirits.


Then.. GAMES na! Hep-hep hurray sila Mommy and Daddy. Pati ang thunders ng Zonta. Hahaha jokepeace Titas! :)


..Gift Giving and Food Giving! Yiiie. Sarap tignan nung mga cancer-patients na kumakain ng foods nila, while receiving their gifts. Aww. :(( tas nagpray-over na kami. Hinawakan namin yung mga cancer-patients para mas madali marinig ni Jesus yung prayer namin for their recovery. Tas yung patient na hinawakan ko? Si Jayson. Eto siya oh:


May share ako.. Alam mo ba yung third table na naupuan ko, at inentertain ko, eh yang nasa taas. Tas name nung cancer-patients: JULIAN at JAYSON =) oh coincidence ba? iisang table pa ah. Here's Julian, (she's a girl. look at the ID for evidence. hihi.)

Naging close pa ako sa ibang Zonta Club of DPS. Here are some of our pics:

II - Ifugaonians.

Halo-halo.

Nicole Sarcos of III- Magbanua

Ayun.. :) There ends our very memorable experience with the cancer-patients. xp Sana maulit muli.

After this, nag-set ako ng goal. Demn. i wanna be VERY RIIIICH. Not for the reason na I'll boast my wealth, but to share my blessings to those less-fortunate. Narealize ko, swerte talaga ako, na nabuhay pako ng mejo sunod sa luho. Tas yang mga cancer-patients, wala nang pambili ng damit para lang may pangtustos sa operation nila. :(( Tas ako? Nagaaksaya lang ng pera at pabili ng pabili ng kung anu-ano. Shameful!

Kaya I really wanna be RIIIICH. Para makatulong din ako sa mga tulad nila..... :3

Monday, November 24, 2008

J ^_^


Cute oh-- it symbolizes Him.ü
I missed the hell of him.
So sira ulo, and batugan.
But sweeeeeet. :)

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Sad irony.

This poem I wrote for our DPS publishing: BlueView, and to be released by next week.
Together with this, is the literary cartoon of Christa Gaudiel, our BV cartoonist. Look how nice it is!
Hope you get the message I'm trying to imply. :3

CAKEü

Amidst of the night,
A smoke from beneath
As light as his heart
Clouded the room
Tickled his nose
Concealed his fears
Lifted his soul

In his ears, small whisper
“Come with me.”
Rushed his blood
Alarmed his nerves
Knocked his tears
“What do you wish?”

Confusion and curiousity
What should I do?
I lie here weakly in my bed
And never noticed the words
“I want the cake,
Can you bake that for me?”

Heads in the room
No idea what the cake
He is dreaming of
And just the moment,
A scary “teeeeeeet”
And green vertical line
Run in the machine

From his body stepping
Into the stairs of His paradise
Sobs sorrowfully
And told his angel,
“That day I was wearing red…

…And people offered
Gifts of happiness,
I want that cake
For beyond its sweet icing fills,
Is the family I want-
Souls tied altogether.”

- David, Ariane Gale D.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

El fili to Ram's house

AT THE SCHOOL GOING TO AFP THEATER:

7:30 AM

Departure. Naiwan ang makupad naming kwago na si Istha.

8:30 AM
We're at the AFP theater, Camp Aguinaldo, Edsa, Quezon City. There are lots of students from other schools, too.

10:oo AM
Start of El Filibusterismo Stage Play. Donya Victorina was so colorful and so arte! Haha. I like Blue or Basilio in the play. He's yummy. :p and he played a role in the Kapamilya set "Let's Go".

The overall El Fili play was nice. I was carried away by the artists, esp Isagani, and Pelaez.... I'm really proud of Jose P. Rizal's creativity. Imagine? He made such a fantastic novel, that brought realizations to the hearts of the Filipinos. :x I love it. Now, I'm liking El Fili more..

...So here, I saw Tiffany. Oh when I looked at her, I never realized how much I missed the hell of my Headstart Katipunan Review Center-mates. Deym. I also saw Matthew, Denise, Erika and Eman. Awww I missed them. All those foolishness, and lokohan. Awww. :((

Nakaka-asar. :D Umulan. It's rainy. At same din nagpa-ambon si God ng papabols. Mga super yummy na guys. Grabe. ;] Ang dami dun. They all looked so cool. haha.

AT RAMUEL GRIMALDO'S HOUSE:

Order chowking. Gutom na kami lahat. It's past 1:oo PM. Dumating na delivery.. 8 na Chao fan. Takaw ni Monty, 2 chaofan sakanya. Tsk. May isang siopao na hindi nabayaran. Hindi namin alam kung promo. kaya kinain namin. :)) Andun kami sa sala.. with my barkada, the I.S., or La Montago El Angelitas: Shauna, Apol, Christa, Monty, Marren, Ramuel, ako. :D

Chismis time! From a IV-Joaquinian to IV- Avellanian.... Halos lahat na grabe, :)

Movie marathon! "DISTURBIA" It was a thriller film, haha, I think I'm the only one who drew full attention in watching it. Pano naman, Apol is busy with Ram, si Monty at Marren napanuood na nila, si Shauna tulog. Wowowow. :))

So...dahil indiyo si Apol, may pic siya ng muka siyang gorilla. hahaha. At nagpagawa kami ng jacket nung parang sa Senior's cheerer. Ala lang. It looked soo cool dear. :D

Tas pinaglaruan na namin yung bilog bilog na bola na malaki na pang-exercise ni Ram. Parang kang tatalsik pag nabato sau un eh! Bwahah! Tumitilapon nga ako! Langya. :z

Hayyy. Ang saya na eh. Nakita ko pa YM stat ni B,.. I think it's about his x-gf. Oh well. I'm kinda hurt. Pero.. kelangan ko nang tapusin ung oil paint ko eh. So di ko nalang pinansin. Di pa nga ako pini-PM until now oh. WHICH IS A VERY BIG MIRACLE. Nipuda. :x

Haba ng kwento ko.. naligalig lang talaga. haha saya kasi ng araw na toh eh. bye.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Paint my world :]


As soon as I'm done here, I'll take a pic of these monochromatic painting, and silhouette? and oil painting? haha

I'm not into art really. But as time goes by, my heart keep falling for it. I'm now more interested to combine colors and mix up water with it.

Stress-remover ata eh. Try niyo! Express lang kayo ng express, draw lang ng draw, paint lang ng paint. Then if your already finished, you'll feel relieved, and proud? haha i think so. Kahit hindi siya ganun kaganda. There's something special sa ginawa mo. You put effort in it eh! :]

...tooot. Tooot. Tumawag si daddy. Kausap ko siya as of now. And I'm about to cry. But I can't show him I'm weak. :(

So .. gtg. I need to finish this silhoeutte >>>

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Is the world against me?


...if so, so sana lahat kinuha nalang niya.
For the 5 hundredth time, whoaaaa, i lost my cellphone. >:v
Why do this things happen? Have I done something wrong?

Being emotional in public, is a big no-no! I dcontrol any cause of exposure of my emotional feelings, but this time, lumabas na eh. Hirap na. From the marketing dept, sa Twilight ni marga, sa digi ko, sa cellphone, saan pa? Ano pang susunod na kamalasan ang mangyayari?

Hindi ako ganito dati, this is so not me. I'm
ALWAYS A POSITIVE YANE! And NEVER A NEGATIVE YANE. But this time, the world has turned 360 degrees upside down! At lahat naka-patong na sa ulo ko! Whoaaaa

Actually, it took me several hours before ko directly nasabi sa Mom ko bout sa lost cp.. Here's what really happened: I, Christa, Juji, Dyari, and others are internet scamming. Parang wow. It's weird na I don't even noticed na wala na sa back pocket ko yung fone ko, narealize ko lang after I had just gone from the classroom, and went to the canteen.

At first, no state of panic.
Big hope na Amorsolo casual tripping lang yun.. =)

But our uwian was coming near na. So ano paba? I'm waiting for that someone loko-loko na nagtago nung cp ko, na ibalik na sakin...

Hays. Tik-tak-tik-tak. 4:20 na. Wala pa rin.

Closer. Closer to 5:00 pm. We watched the cheering rehearsals pa nga, tas wala parin talaga. Then, inside the jeep, nakatulala ako.
Sad, and furious about the reality. But still hoping na may mabuting pusong magbalik ng sim ko at nang matext ko na si JCC. =)) wahaha ang landi ko.

Oh well. So I end all those expectations! And crap!
Badtriip! All my contacts talaga nandun! :(

... Tas un, 11:50 PM, November 18, 2008, I told my mom what exactly happened. Although she keeps on blaming my schoolmates, na
magna daw sila.. I know. I just know. It is always my fault. =(

It's ok sana kung first time ko toh, but f*ck mehn. It's like this is the hudredth time, kung hindi nasiraan ng piyesa, nanakaw sa jeep, makukuha sa I.T. lab, e mahuhulog sa inidoro.

Parang tanga no? Sumpa ba tawag dito? At least, I've conversed in her calm state. Kasi pag H-o-t si mudrei, ay patay na. Let's just forget staring at her. Para di tau tamaan ng bunganga de armalight niya!

Parang whoaa?!
At difficult times ng mga friends ko, I'm always there for them, but now, I stood all alone. Ngaun ko natanto, ang hirap pala talaga mag-isa. Sobra.

I fought this hidden fear, and sided to morality. Kaya proud ako sa sarili ko, imagine mo un?
kaya ko pala mag-sorry kay mama. At kaya ko pala sabihin sa kanya ang katotohanan? WOW. That's once in a millenium a! =) I used to tell white lies to her, and sinasagot ko siya pag nasermonan ako. ü

Naalala ko ung quote na sinend sakin, I think its' by Eugene Mabborang, "
Hard trials are sent by God to the braver people, but not all could stand, so most of them cry and walk through God's path."

Oh well.. I think it's HiM who
helped me. It's HiM who gave me courage. It's HiM who stood beside me, and told me.. "Enlighten your mother's anger with you.. Say sorry. I trust you." And so, I just did. Thanks for HiM! I just love HiM. I just, no cut that, I always love my GOD.

Sana after these shitheads, magandang results naman. Kahit sa pasko na. :(

I missed my guy. No, he really isn't mine, sorry. Am I expecting TOO much? This is how I love eh. :3

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Be black or bright?

BLACK LISTED: patay.
  • I lost Marga's hard bound "Twilight!!" And it will cost me about a thousand box to repay for it. Bitch. >:|
  • The Student Council attendance sheet. OMG. 75% are misplaced. 15% lang andito. Haha. Lagot kay Ms. President! :/
  • Art Asylum painting. ALL = PENDING (or shall I say, hey! i got zero art work! tgssh)
  • Blue View articles, 15% not yet done
  • FS is disaster. I got 46 friends left, out of 2K? How chaotic
  • YM friend not replying (Jb)
  • Text friend replying.. but bs. he's very ma-L and it's t-off (Jc)
  • 09261158777 >> texted me, "P!@#$%ina mo." "I will kill you." -- Wow english no? Ateneo passer ka na!
  • I think may magbabalikan. Yung akala ko, wala na. kaso nagkaroon bigla ng pag-asa.
Oh well.. that's all. According nga kay Kuya Mark Dave, HPV ng Mt. Carmel YFC, "Look at the bright side of everything."
There's always brightness in every darkness, kaso masiado lang ito masilaw, kaya di na natin pinapansin. Di ba? :]

So only here is where I can share my thoughts and feelings. Nung tinanong ako nung yfc meeting, I'm so utal! At napahagulgol pa. Ni di na nga ako nakaharap kila Kuya Jim, Kuya Allain, Ate Ghil, Ate Aiko. Hayz.

Why is it that I always breakdown at YFC events? Ano ba meron dito? :/

Oh well.. here's a glimpse of our activity. We are asked to pick which candle represents your heart. There are two kinds. The BLUE which means your heart is heavy. The other one is GREEN, which specifies that your heart is at ease.

Yeah. You guessed it right. I picked up the blue ones.... :)

Lakas-loob kinuha ang kandilang asul for the sake na matapos agad. But in reality, I am really hurt. Why? By many people. By many consequences and shortcomings. By the hardships brought by life to me. Hays.

.. *Change mood* =))

Oh well. Haha who cares? GOD is with me. ALL THE TIME. So I must answer my own question regarding being black or bright?

Syempre "OR." haha. Goodnight. ü

LSS as of 12:10 pm, Nov. 15

I Caught Myself
Paramore

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that
I should have never thought

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that
I should have never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

You got it, You got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, Hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
When God is my witness

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that
I should have never thought

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that
I should have never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
When I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that
I should have never thought

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that
I should have never thought

Of you, I knew
I know in my heart it's not you
I knew
But now I know what I want
I want
I want
Oh no, I should have never thought

Friday, November 14, 2008

Misplaced puzzle.

Boy 1: Lost
Boy 2: Here
Boy 3: Here

Boy 1 will never be mine, until the sand reach the sky. Sayang memoirs!
Boy 2 is nice. I like him, but he is uncertain. Too childish.
Boy 3 is .. my bestfriend? :) But there is nothing left now. :/

<3

Friday, October 31, 2008

An intro?

Hi. I'm YANE. Do I need to introduce myself? Okaai. Just for you.

Look, I'm not really fluent in English, yet I'm showing enthusiasm in becoming one of those
spokening dollars. Nyaha. trying hard? Yeah you could tell that to me. Even in front of my face pa eh! Kung gusto mo! Haha.Justify Full
So here's the fact, I am
Ariane Gale Delfin David of Quezon City, Philippines. I'm young, or shall I say, I'm still a teenager, and I'm loving it? A sweet fifteen turning 16 this January 15, 2009. I study for almost 6 years at Diliman Preparatory School, or "Disenteng Public School" as what my classmates say! Haha kidding.

I am the eldest of the three daughters of Rowen and Victoria D. David. My siblings, who are Abby Gail and Ara Joy D. David, seemed to be my modern replica! Haha we all look closely alike to each other. Yet the thing that makes us different, is I think, our attitudes. We are unique and that is proven. Abby (in the pic below with me) is more sophisticated, or liberated? Meticulous. Nyaha! While Ara (solo pic below) enjoys her youth! Very playful, and she has all the modern gaming gadgets you could buy! Whatever spoiled bratt! =)

So, why I'm here? Kase ngaa.
I'm starting to practice my writing skills. Some day, I know I could work on ABS-CBN, GMA, Phil. Star, Manilla Bull, as a writer, or whatever you call those persons who has the job of writing. Haha sobrang hangin ba? Wala lang. Mataas ako mangarap. Pero I know my limitations, My dreams usually turn into GOALS. Kase, wow. I wanted to hit that 99% almost-perfect-life I'm always wishing to my fairy-god mother! So, I'm keeping a journal with me, and still got his nick pending. Some other time, recommend me cool and cute name to name him, okaaaai?



Other than that,
I'm adventurous. Superrr. I wanted to take risk. Even in simple days, I got this instinct to try whatever it is that I can! Lalo na ngayong Senior year ko na, :( This would be last of my highschool days. So I must explore every single detail I can. Tas every flaw, nakikita ko agad, then nag-iisip if I can manage to improve or change it. PERO, it seemed like, it's not working. :( Hayyys. Perhaps, there should something to be done. And wait for that on my next blog! Nyaha :)

Pero
, I'm jolly naman and friendly. And baliw most of the time. Siguro my classmates wouldn't be sooo happy if God hadn't blessed me to them! Hahaha. Lakas ba? That's true naman eh! Kasi I give my biggest offering (HELP yun, pina-sosyal lang haha.), to every person, in the BEST way I can. Aba! Why not? Who knows if thatw ould be my last help to him. Oh diba, at least, I left a remarkable memoir in his heart.

So till here? Have you got something inspriring? I think naaa! Haha if you think my blog is useless, and very common, well,... Fine. That's very fine to me. Coz once I learned
"People have different point of views". For you it's nothing, for me it's SPECIAL! VERRRRRY SPECIAL :)