GG

Can I ask for a miraculous sign? Something that will lock my mind into reality, that ends are also beginning. Something that will take me farther at hand, reaching the topmost goal I could grasp. Something that will withstand all my shortcomings and see the brighter side of it. Something that will turn my skepticism towards life into faith and belief. Something I could call GG (God's Gift) and is designed ONLY for me.

When will that something happen? Do I need to join the circus team and swallow snakes and flames of fire to receive applauses from the viewers? Do I need to carry thousand of tons of boxes of fruits and veggies in the market? Or do I need to slice off my legs (I remember the creepy Saw Movies) to be taken to the hospital?

What? What? Nothing is certain at the moment or even tomorrow. If that would happen in the near future, why not now? Should I consider my Commencement Rites today as the sign I've been looking forward to? If it is, it must grant all of my wishes.

Deadly upbraiding

Being upbraided is one of those low-life shits that could surrender me from my struggle in life. I'm afraid to loath at it. But it keeps crawling beneath I couldn't help. Especially. Most especially if that person scolding you vehemently thinks she is much wiser and respected, than YOU. Oh please cut it off. I'm expecting a morrrrrre fabulous grad tomorrow, with curly hair, french tipped fingernails, high-heeled shoes and fresh make-over. Get rid of drawing creepy eyebugs and aging lines on my face. Give me a well sound sleep, just for once. Goodnight. :-|

Peculiar mind

Oh how I yearn to obtain a blog entry in which I could include my last days in graduation. But as I dig for the right words and phrases, only blank thoughts and notion pictures in my mind. Odd? Yeah, sort of.

It's hard to sit back for couple of hours attempting to type something (yet you end up typing...nothing), especially if your pc set is located somewhere in the middle of a mountain and swamp. And to fulfill my great desire of blogging and youtubing (New term! Haha slothfulness.), I must sit 4 kilometers away from the monitor and extend my sight at its farthest possible. Why? Because my sick sister has showcased her excellent skills in interior designing and began turning our room upside down. Okay I appreciate her effort for reconnecting all the wirage and extensions of the equipments, for relocating the entire computer parts and for (once again and again) damaging our very precious HP printer. How nice noh? Even I'm stucked here and ill-fated, my fingers still would want to run and press down the keys and write whatever it is hat comes in my mind. Strange, really.

Hey, guess what? My guts and courage are now regaining their strength (most of the time I lose them) and it is evidential by the way I welcome back the following songs, Tonight and Hey Now of FM Static and Fall For You of Secondhand Serenade. The said are likely the most enraging and exasperating tune in my ears after January day-something. It reminds me of sweet, yet fatal memories from a darling second-year student in the past. Yeah you heard it right. Past. For thousand of times, I knew well that it's my fault to create such relationship with low-life dreamer. No cut it, make it lovely shits. I demand myself to draw more attention to him for a too personal reason. In the end, fate struck us the arrow of destiny and it indeed hurt me big time, no idea if he felt the same. I get rid of him after discovering the fact that flirting is his HOBBY. oh! and not mentioning HIS collection of girls running after him. Damn crazy of me to believe to such person.

Siguro I could have not resumed my ALMOST-NORMAL life without the love and aid of my DPS friends and YFC Family. Thanks to them.

Back to the song, dati kasi, nearly weeks after my b-day, we seldom talk and have conversations na, which I feel very akward na. Eh, music is my self-comforter and/or sense soother so if he pays no attention to me or to what I'm saying, I simply switch my MP4 on and listen to those. Kaya I tend to remember him (especially his rude attitude and insensitivity) to those irremarkable songs e. Yun palagi ko pinakikinggan in times of doubt and whateverness!

BUT now, see how I've grown? Much more than what I expected. Omagad. Hearing the complete lyrics isn't bothering after all. I can even grin and chuckle for the memories we had. And, I am able to deal with the pressures and anxieties as I checked his Friendster profile (because it contains FS comments and featured friends from ladies). Siguro, there's the word MISS. Pero the word LOVE, it's fading na. Not yet sure if it faded na. But maybe, only a couple of percent nalang para madissolve yung feelings. It's really outrageous to embrace such unprepared and unlucky love affairs. ^_____^

Surcease here. Rest well my dears. :)

Boredomology

1) FOODOLOGY
What is your salad dressing of choice? I am a salad-hater forever
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Where do I find that here?
Food you could eat for weeks and not get tired of it? Macaroni slash chocolate slash toast
What are your pizza toppings of choice? Pineapple, extra extra extra mozzarella cheeseee!! (wiii my tummy's craving now)
What do you like to put on your toast? Butter and sugar (if I'm in rush) or something meaty (hotdog or ham would do)


2) TECHNOLOGY
How many television sets are in your house? Four or five (we hate tv☺ )
What color of cell phone do you have? black (dark and gloomy black) (oh i missed my orange and red cellphones)


3) BIOLOGY
Are you right handed or left handed? Right ( I could in left but sheepishly)
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Nope but I wish my fingernails (i hate when dirt invades them)
What is the last heavy item you lifted? My hunchback (it's getting worse and disturbing)
Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Nope


4) BULLCRAPOLOGY
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? Oh yes? exciting but creepy. Woo!
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? AeiouX Quioa (read as ey-yu-ex kyu-wa)
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? Sure thingy darling (just to purchase my OWN laptop)


5) DUMBOLOGY
How many pairs of flip flops do you own? They're overflowing in the house
Last time you had a run-in with the cops? Nope
Last person you talked to: Abby (cut the talked, it's argument dear)
Last person you hugged? Din-din (she calls for a powerhug)


6) FAVORITOLOGY
Season? Summer (even if it jerks my sweat out)
Holiday? Christmas (i long for the vacation and the cold season itself)
Day of the week? Thursday (it's YFC DPS day!)
Month? January (coz of my boring birthmonth)


7) CURRENTOLOGY
Missing someone? So-so
What are you listening to? This is my desire - Hillsong
Watching? Saw V
Worrying about? Clearance signing (i lack clearance recqs!)


8) RANDOMOLOGY
First place you went this morning? Bacca something mass (correct me, is it Baccalaureate mass? Hmm, sounds right?)
Do you smile often? Yes


9) RANDOM QUESTIONOLOGY
1. Do you always answer your phone? Never, especially when it's Papa
2. It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? A basketball guy varsity friend (because of their early sunrise training)
3. If you could change your eye color, what would it be? Sea green (very sweet)
4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? What?
5. Do you own a digital camera? Slay me if I don't. I own 2.
6. Have you ever had a pet fish? It will took me several years to love them. ü
7. Favorite Christmas song? Twelve days of christmas (oh playful childhood days!)
8. What's on your wish list for your birthday? Tons. 1) French lesson 2) My dad 3) Him. haha.
9. Can you do push ups? Huhuhu! Unfortunately, no. I always do the stupid reverse way of it! crap)
10. Can you do a chin up? Who could not?
11. Does the future make you more nervous or excited? Nervous (entering college is more of pressure and anxiety rather than excitement)
12. Do you have any saved texts? Yea. Numerous of them
13. Ever been in a car wreck? Are you out of mind? Nooo
14. Do you have an accent? Tagalog accent (plus Aklanon pa if you want. lol)
15. What is the last song to make you cry? Heart of worship - Hillsong
16. Plans tonight? It's a routine, never a plan. To sleep sound
17. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? Yea, Feb something
18. Name 3 things you bought in the last week? Pub fare, Mcdo, Load
19. Have you ever been given roses? Nope
20. Current worry? You've asked that already
21. Current hate right now? B1 of the honor's list (Only Christa, Chelle, Juliet and Jean knows)
22. Met someone who changed your life? Yes and He keeps on changing it constantly
23. What song represents you? Dreaming of you - Selena (don't know hahaha)
24. What were you doing at 12 AM this morning? Talking at my talking journal (in english)
25. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? Bacc mass!!!! Late!!! Waaa
26. What did you dream of last night? I mostly forgot it after waking up
27. What's your biggest fear? Cockroach attack and Rejection (I'd consider Superman those who aren't fearing them)
28. How do you feel right now? Indeed grateful, yet fairly contented


*Sorry for the credits of somebody to this survey

Heart rush

Imagine, you're in a pedicab with your long-time crush. I mean that person your eyes are attracted to. That person that keeps your heartbeat rushing and gushing. That person you really wanna know more. What will you do?

Chill. Act normal and smile :)

We, the enchanting production team of Markdave, Chelle, Debbie, Yu, Agie (and 2 anonymous friends.sorry new face e.), Mikko, Alain and me had a farwell documentary, or shall I say silly adventure for the search for Avanza!!!! Kulit ni Mikko eh. Avanza taxi daw dapat masakyan namin, si Sanitino naman todo-hanap. Kaya yun it took us almost an hour before finding the "perfect taxi." It's like as if our taxi is that purrr-fectt. Kaskasero si manong, he is eager to take the lead. Like, for the purpose of what? :)))

At the pedicab terminal, (*dromrolls please, exciting part e?*)

Ped 1: Dave, Agie, Deb
Ped 2: Yane, Chelle, Alain
Ped 3: Yu, Mikko (those who made me feel stupid, kase I thought sabit sila sa back of our pedicab ahahaha)

Chill. Act normal. Smile. Talk.

Since Alain desires to walk, rather than ride, we are teasing him to jump off the ped na, napabanat pa nga ako, "Environmentalist." Kahiya. Nobody react at first, pero nag-comment siya. Ahahahahahahah kaya wala lang I felt safe sa troubles ng pahiya when I'm around him. :)))))))))))))))

I'm giggling at the top of my lungs because of Chelle's prolific imagination. She supposed the ped as the means of transpo in their compound, my gaddd, how tremendous it is kung paakyat and paalis na sila considering the passengers are her, Tita and Tito! Padyak- break. Padyak-break daw! Okay application of Physics. Dave and Mik couldn't hold their annoyance anymore kaya napa-comment sila, "You both seemed to cackle, like chickens." "What a chortle! Very earsplitting!" Then another exclaimed, "Yan..si Yane po." Yung ped-seatmate ko nagsabi nun!!!!! B-)

So I gave my 5php payment, plus Chelle's so 10 na. Then he asked, "You paid for it?" Actually? Know what I replied? Snorts and short-crrunchy words. A phrase of confusion and panic. How I wish to disappear at the very moment. It is really a good thing, he is ALWAYS kind enough to understand such stuffs. And gently paid for his fare.

Chill. Act normal and smile. :)

Sampaguita St., Permaline Homes, San Mateo is getting near, and I'm getting near with him too. We are walking ourselves sideways of each other. If I'm that courageous, I'll jerk over him so I could meet his chest. Eh hindi e....KASI ASA PA. HAHA :))

We are entertained well at Kuya ez's house. His lola, brother and younger sister are kind and very loving, just like him. I'll direct you to the link nung na-take kong vid. I'm at the moment of shock and disbelief, kasi he brought a new flat-screen tv for their house. He even gives pension to his lola and allowance to her sister. He renovate their rest room from his own profit. Napa-isip tuloy ako, ganito pala ang napupundar ng YFC. Very generous and God-fearing. There are bunch of good stuffs pa na sinabi pero what struck me the most is yung fact na, hindi siya selfish to others and kahit siya lang mag-isa, mag-sisimba talaga siya. Oh how I wish mas naging close kami ni Kuya EZ. :-(

The tribute message is already on-going when an alarming voice chimed-in, "Nasa Marikina na si Kuya EZ!!!!!" Ahahahahahaha guess who said that? =)) Kaya I simply walked out of the house and secretly laughed at him kasi naman hysterical. The house is at the farthest peak of Marikina, so what to worry? We came to think tuloy, what's with Alain? Weird. HAHAHA.

One last direct conversation niya sakin, "Yane nasend mo na yung pics?" I was able to catch up from shame and answered right away, "Yeaa? Kaso onti lang nun e", "Ako nga puro solo pics nila sinend ko." "Ahh" I wanted to say more words pa eh kaso tumalikod na siya! Wahahaha and besides, wala na rin ako masabi. Poor. Ahuhu. :'(

At last....sa jeep. Magkatapat kami. Wala lang, he's so cute and adorable! (para sakin ha. please walang magrereact) I love his aura. Argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg cease na! Halt. Halt Halt.

I texted the "Santino" Production Team and thanked them for the fun they shared. Alain replied and so we shared stories about the day we had. I felt comfy to him, plus pogi points is his cute sweetness. We were able to talk number of sms only but it's okay, there more YFC activites to come. Bet he'll serve as my inspiration to grow more in YFC and become her partner as Mission Volunteer, SOMEDAY. :)

Poot ng Laurel - B1

Sadlak sa kapahamakan
Mga kamalian at kalugmokan
Pinalakad ang kabubuan
Ngunit mga miyembro'y nabuwal

Kabutihan kuno'y ipinakita sa mga guro
Kadakilaan kuno'y ipinamalas sa kaytaas
Paglingap at paghanga nila sa iyo'y
Lubos na ikina-abuso't ikinalaki ng iyong ulo

Ipinutong na laurel sa iyo
Sapat na bang patunay sa kahusayan
O mababaw na batayan lamang sa pag-usad
Na ikaw at siya lamang ang nakamasid?

Oo nga't mga tao'y galak na galak
Sa pitong medalya sa iyong leeg
Ngunit natatanto ba nila?
Mga kabulukan ng iyong pag-uugali?

Oo nga't ikinalulugod ng lahat
Ang iyong mga natatamasa
Ngunit natutuhan ba nila?
Na pagkilos mo'y kayraming kakulangan?

Bagama't ngiti mo'y abot-langit
Sana'y sa paglisan
Huwag maalis sa isipan
Kung wala kami'y
Wala ka rin

Kung hindi man maiwaksi sa amin
Na ika'y parungita't maliitin
Kami sana'y patawarin
Sapagkat hangad namin
Pantay na atensyon ng mga guro sa atin

=)
If you think it's you, then..I suggest start praying.ü

I do it for faith

Prayer

.

It enlightens.

It prevents.

It soothes.

It mends.

It hears.

It dares.

It loves.

.

But know my favorite?

It speaks.

For it opens my heart

Closes my mind

Opens my soul

And closes my body

.

Check photo here.

Time of My Life - David Cook

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart


and I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.


Voted by majority, Time of my Life by David Cook is the DPS Batch 2oo8-2oo9 Graduation Song.

You can check the song here.

So let's see..grad practice for almost 2 weeks which includes silly clapping and marching, boring sitting and standing up and hopeless receiving of diploma. Uhlala! We're really into outrageous fun moments! >:)

Good thing I could hope for, is his presence. Just a glimpse of him could instantly switch my day into winning the million-jackpot lottery! My gaaaaad, his sensually alluring eyes completes my day. . I can't help but fall for.... him. I mean his eyes only. :))

One whiny weeping fetus emotionally blurted earlier because of HER LIFE daw. (or The L'amores Excellente - Official IV - Amorsolo newspaper publishing). Simpleng nalukot slash natupi daw yung paper, kaya she went into her gloomy moments and cried out for her soul! Like.... hindi ba tinutupi ang isang broadsheet paper? How would you manage to hold it for a day without folding it. Hello ha. Very weirdoooo.

Oh well. .. I could sense a bit of insecurity upon reading the Commencement program which includes the awards: Journalist of the Year, Best in Journalism and Leadership Awardees. Those teeny little awards I jerkily hoped for. Gawrrrrr I wonder why did I ever had this lazy bug within me!!

Hahahay. So an end here. English spokening daw ngayon. Maybe I could explore more of this language sooner. I know more will come.

Happy Graduation Practice to us! ^_____________^

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New url. Sawa na sa ynnedavid e. :)

Kaliwa o kanan?

Minsan mo na bang tinitigan ang daan sa kaliwa?
Kung oo’y, sinubukan mo ba itong daanan?

Ang maakit sa landas na ito’y kaydali
Lalo pa’t kinabibilangan ito ng mapagkandili
Mga pagpapakasakit ay hindi maiisip
Sapagkat panandaliang kaligayahan ang inaasam

Sa landas kung saan tanging mga hangala ng tutungo
Kahangalang dulot ng kawalang-pag-asa’t pagmamaktol
Sa landas na tanging mga daga ang nakararating
Mga dagang naghahangad ng miminsang pagngiti

Kung tinahak mo’y ang kabila
Maaring lubos na kaligayahan iyong natanggap
Walang balakid at mga kagambalaan
Kundi malayang konsyensya lamang

Ang landas na bukas sa pagsubok
Tanging malalakas ang loob ang handang sumubok
Ang landas na mailap sa pagsisisi’t pagdurusa
Ngiti sa puso’t kaluluwa ang handog na tunay

Minsan mo na bang tinitigan ang daan sa kanan?
Kung oo’y, sana’y hindi mo sinubukan kumaliwa.

Bunso

Ang kulit mo..yan ang totoo
Kahit pagkain ko'y iyong nilalapa
Kahit tsinelas ko'y kinakaladkad
Mahal ka ni ate mo..oh bunso

Ang ingay mo..oh bunso
Kahit mga kwento'y walang tigil
Kahit ang pang-aabuso'y walang habas
Mahal ka ni ate mo..yan ang totoo

Ang liit mo..yan ang totoo
Kahit sungay ay kay haba
Kahit dila'y kay tulis
Mahal ka ni ate mo..oh bunso

=)

Miti ta itup

Natinag mo na ba sinag ng araw?
E ang buhos ng ulan iyong natanaw?
Kung oo'y paghandaan kapanganakan
Ng haring bahaghari sa kalawakan

Sa hardin ni Manong Ian
Iyo bang nasilayan
Mga rosas na kayligaya sa kulay,
Sampagitang lutaw sa kaputian?

Kung ang budhi'y may bahid ng karumihan
Ito'y pinamamalutan ng itim na kalungkutan
Kung ang budhi'y may tingkad sa kabutihan
Ito'y pinamamahayan ng puting kasiyahan

Pula at berde
Nagbibigay pagmamahal at kasaganahan
Asul at dilaw
Nagbibigay kapayapaan at kaligayahan

Kapwa miti ta itup
At ang kasalungat
ay may kahuluga't
mimithing pag-asa

I Am

I am the voice and ears of my family
I wonder about space and nature
I hear the buzzing of the bees
I see my mouth speaks French
I want to see the Leaning Tower of Pisa
I am the voice and ears of my family

I pretend to be an idiot
I feel really important
I touch the heaven's clouds
I worry about my college life
I cry for gloomy films
I am I am the voice and ears of my family

I understand that God is my only savior
I say that He is whom I'm in love with
I dream of becoming a real astronaut
I try to study harder
I hope for passed opportunities to come once again
I am I am the voice and ears of my family

=)

Family

P isikal na pagpapakasakit iyong patawarin
A ng tanging hiling ay iyong pagka-mabutihin
M andirigma ng iyong pusong naghihinanakit
I sasakripisyo para sa iyo buhay man ang kapalit
L ingid sa kaalaman mo'y
Y aman mo'y hindi nila minimithi
A ng makasama ka'y sapat na sa kanila bilang langit


=)) And I do love them. Really.

Kaibigan

F From happiness until Trouble
R Ready to offer full time to you
I Instant shoulders to cry on
E Encourages in times of doubt
N Never fails and betrays you
D Discovers the real you
S Sun and moon of your life

=)

Kung Ako Ay Isang Astronaut

Kung Ako ay Isang Astronaut
Sa paglisan patungong kalawakan
Mga mukha ninyo aking pagmamasdan

Sa paglakad sa kaylubak na daan
Dudukot ng lupa mula sa buwan
At iuuwi sa mundong kinalakhan

Sa pagtanaw sa planetang bilog bilog
Habang tinatamasa ang tagumpay sa tugayog
Ilaw ng pag-asa sa isipa'y nahuhubog

Kung Ako ay Isang Astronaut
Ako ang magiging pinaka-una
At susundan ako ng kaydami pa

Sa dako pa roon

Nais kong makapag-lathala ng isang akda sa wikang tagalog. Maaaring ito'y isang suntok sa buwan kung inyong iisipin, ngunit minsa'y kinurot ang aking isipan ng mga ideyang maaaring maging pribelehiyo ang pagiging mahusay sa pagsulat sa wikang ito at maaari rin itong maging daan sa isang trabahong hindi ganoong napupuno ng makabagong mundo. Kung ako ma'y mapabilang sa mga nilalang na mapapamahal sa wikang ito'y...ABA! Nariyan ang ipagmamalaki ko pa ito at itataguyod. Nalalaman kong nadadalang na lamang ang nagnanais magwika sa sarili nilang wika. Tanging wikang Ingles, Korean, Mandarin Espanyol at kung anu-ano pa ang nais matutunan, ngunit ang tunay na lengwaheng kinalakha'y halos itapon sa kawalan.

Naisip mo bang maaring natatamnan mo ng hinanakit ang ating Mahal na Inang Pilipinas sa iyong ipinapakita? Kung oo, sana'y marinig at maramdaman ng puso mo ang paghikayat niyang ibalik ang sarili natign lahi sa wikang ngayo'y sadlak na limot at kasaysayan. Kung hindi, tigilan mo na ang pagbukas sa blogspot website ko at tahasang pindutin ang start button, kung saan naroon ang Shut Down at patayin na ang iyong kompyuter.

Dahil hindi ako maaring magwika sa Ingles, (dahil narin sa sariling kalokohan at mga naiisip), hinahamon ko ang sariling magsulat ng purong Filipino lamang. Kahit ako'y balunguyngoyin na dito.

Haro josko! Ang isang tatsulok na Tobleron sa aking daliri'y gumulong sa ibaba ng hindi ko napapansin. Sayang naman. Huling piraso na lamang iyon ng mga tsokolateng dinala ng aking ama mula sa kanyang pagbalik sa Qatar. Hay naku. Malimit itong katamaran ko'y umiiral, hindi lamang sa paaralan kundi pati sa tahanan. Kahiya-hiya. Akalain mong nag-aatubili pa akong pulutin ang kaydugyot tignan na tsokolate sa ibaba ng aking lamesa.Kung hindi ko pa ito pulutin ay malamang, dadagsa na rito ang mga langgam na akala mo'y may biglaang piyestang inihulog ang Diyos Langgam nila sa kanila. Ngunit akala lang nila iyon. Ayoko namang maging ikalawang tahanan ng mga surot na iyon ang aking silid, kaya marapat na pulutin ko na. Ngayon na. Ngunit napakabigat pa ng aking puwit at ayaw maalis ng aking mga daliri sa pagmamanikiliya. Titigan nalang natin ang dahan-dahang natutunaw na tsokolate. Aba't kay-inam pala pagmasdan. Tila chocolate hills na dinaanan ng delubyo at naglalandslide ng putik na kaylagkit ang mga bahagi niyon. Ngayo'y nakadikit na sa sahig. Dikit at parang kinakailangan ko ng kumuha ng tisyu para mapunasan ang maiiwan niyang mantsa.

Sandali! Nag-iwan ng mensahe si punong patnugot. Mag-online diumano ako. HA-HA. Malamang hindi ko gagawin iyon. Kahit sabihin mong mahal na mahal ko ang pagsusulat at ito ang kukunin kong kurso sa kolehiyo, kung siya naman ang tanging mag-uutos sa akin sa araw -araw na paninibilhan ko sa mundong ito'y, ABA. SALAMAT NALANG. Ikaw nalang ang magsulat sa pahayagan niyo! Hindi naman ako galit. Marahan pa ako. Kalmado. Ngunit minsa'y natitinag ko ang pagmamalait niya at pagiging mapag-hiling na tao. Marunong at nasisiyahan akong sumunod sa mga utos ng nakakataas sa akin, ngunit, kung labis na ito at siya'y nawawalan na ng respeto sa akin, aba'y may karapatan dina kong hindu sumunod, kahit minsan. Masahol pa siya sa........ :-/

Hindi pa naman natutunaw ang dakilang tsokolate. Buhay pa siya. Walang tinag. Ay sus, kay pala din at magigipitan ka ng hininga at mag-lalandslide ang mga kalamanan ng iyong katawanan. Ipasak ko kaya muli ito sa repridyeretor? Mukang mas mainam ang kanyang pigura. Hindi. Hindi pigura. Lilok! Isa na siyang obrang lilok kung imumuli ko siya sa rep. Mabenta ko kaya kung ito'y hindi matunaw? Hmm.

Ahh. Tapakan ko kaya? Kaso nakakapanlumo namang isipin. Hindi lang basta kadiri, nakakapagod pa. Siyempre, hindi lang iyong putikin na sahig namin ang lilinisin ko, pati iyong kaylinis at singputi ng papel kong paa ang huhugasan. Ayy. Huwag nalang pala. Matatakpan ang mas-maiitim-pa-sa-uling-na-dumi ko sa paa ng asungot na kumuloy na iyan.

"Mike Torio is now online." Ang aking kaibigan, online. Wala lang. Commercial.

Alam mo ba? Kanina napanuood ko ang "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" kasama ang pinakamamahal at pinakamagandang kapatid , na si Abby. Walang kasing-tuwa ang naramdaman ko nung malaman ko ang kwento nito. Ito ay tungkol sa binatang si Benjamin, hindi, hindi binata. Matanda. Matandang kay daming wrinkles, mahina ang pandinig, malabo ang paningin, puti ang buhok, nakasakay sa wheel chair at kung anu-ano pang mga senyales ng katandaan. Magulo? Sige ulit. Ito ay tungkol kay Benjamin, na ipinanganak na matanda. At tuluyang nagiging bata ang pisikal na kaanyuan sa pagtanda. Isang taong gulang ay walumpong taong gulang na ang kanyang anyo. Mababa. Hirap maglakad. Ugod-ugod. Mahina ang pangangatawan at kung anu-ano pa. Ito ang napakalubhang kadahilanan kaya siya ipinagtabuyan ng kanyang tunay na ama, at siya'y inampon na lamang ng kanyang ikalawang ina mula sa pagkaka-iwan sa labas ng kanilang tahanan.

Naroong nakilala niya si Daisy.... ang babaeng may asul na mata na talaga nga nama'y kaakit akit titigan kaytulad ng isang rosas sa kanilang hardin. 7 taong gulang si Daisy ay 73 gulang ang kanyang anyo. Ngunit sila'y masayang - masaya sa pagsasama nilang dalawa sa paglaro, pagbasa ng libro, pagtungo sa ilalim ng lamesa upang magsabihan ng sikreto, pagsakay sa barko at kung anu-ano pa.

Nakita ko na lamang ang sarili kng umiiyak noong dapit na sa pagkakasakit sa puso't damdamin si Ben. Maaring natanggap na niya lahat ng kutsa at pang-aapi, at lalo pa itong ndagdagan nang matukoy niyang si Daisy ay may iba ng mahal. Kay sakit-sakit para sa kanya niyon sapagkat sa paglusob niay sa giyera, pagrinig niya ng mga balang lumilipad at pagkita ng mga bangkay na duguan sa karagatan ay tanging ang pamilya niya at si Daisy ang naiisip niya. At malalaman niyang...... :-/

Siyempre pelikula. Palaging may masayang pagtatapos, kahit may kaunting panunuya. Bumunga ang pagmamahalan ni Ben at Daisy. Ngunit dahil na rin sa napaka-pahamak na sakit ni Ben ay ninais na rin niyang mailagay sa tahimik ang kanyang pamilya. Tinahak niya ang kinabukasan ng walang kasiguraduhan ngunit dala-dala sa puso ang pagmamahal sa kanyang asawa at anak na si Carol.

Kinuha si Ben ng Maykapal mula sa bisig ng kanyang asawa na hele-hele pa siya. Oo nabasa mo iyon. Hele. Kinakantahan talaga siya. Dahil bumalik siya sa kanyang pagkasanggol sa kanyang ganap na kamatayan. At tanging si Daisy lamang ang naka-alam nang tunay na mga sinapit niya sa malupit na buhay niya. Malupit, ngunit pinasalamatan niyang buhay dahil sa mga biyaya nito sa kanya.

Kaylungkot talagang isipin kung mayroon mang nilalang na mabibiyayaan ng ganoong karamdaman. Mararanasan niyang makipagtalik sa mababang edad pa lamang. HA-HA.

Pumasok lamang sa isip ko, mas mainam pala magsulat sa sarilig wika. Mas madali mong maipapahayag ang iyong nararamdaman. Mas malaya mong naipapakita ang iyogn sarili. Hindi na kailangan pa ng mga salitang konyo na wala namang ginawa kundi balinguyngoyin ako. Hay naku. Tara mga kaibigan, magFilipino na tayo.

Hindi naman masama kung minsa'y masubukan mo. Tunay siyang nakakatuwa. Malayang pagsulat eh. Kung mapadalas man ang pagsulat ko sa wikang ito..aba. Sana'y dalawin niyo parin ang aking website ha.

Yung tsokolate. Hay. Napulot ko na kanina pa. Napakahabang deskripsyon pa bago ko pinulot. Bulok naman kasing pagmasdang natutunaw iyon sa aking mga mata. Parang nais niyang ipahiwatig na H-O-T ako. Hay ikaw talaga tsokolate. Makatulog na nga. =)

Once a crammer, always a crammer

IV - Amorsolo, since that of III - Magbanua, are used of rushing things out, or cramming (a popular teenage term). It is their trademark to cram for projects, homeworks, thesis etc. And nobody could change that, even our advisers or parents, I guess. So here am I. Very proud of being part of this somehow Presteyyygious section! Tweeeeep. AMORSOLO 2008 2009 = CRAMMERSOLO They've seen my real color thru ups and downs. They've been there for me thru thick and thins. A fantastic world of emotions lit before my eyes as they welcomed me in their lives. A deep contentment surrounded my soul as I learned that their love and affection will never fail me. It is only they who taught me how to vanish pride and eliminate anger. Without them, I could be less eager to study efficiently. Other people may know I am happy with my life..but it is only they, who knows that I'm not just happy, but also much contented of living this life. To take this right time, I'm offering my deepest apology to those I have planted hurts and pain whether physically, mentally or emotionally. My aggressiveness and pride I'm lowering at the very moment. So forgive me, and let's start a brand-new beginning. I hope this end will signify a new beginning to our crossroads. How i wished it is them whom i could spend my lifetime with.. Got lots of things to say, but let me remind you that this picture...hope this will keep us together kahit nasa palawan or hongkong na kayo. Friends keep in touch..kasi whatever happens I WILL MISS YOU GUYS. LAB NA LAB KO KAYO. SOBRA. ='( Subscribe to: Posts (Atom) About Me Used to be an angel I was once blinded by darkness, but now I can see Their light - the light of Elohim Gods Father and Mother. Your Elohist [Elohim's Protagonist] forever and ever. View my complete profile Blog Archive ►  2012 (1) ►  March (1) ►  2011 (79) ►  June (1) ►  May (1) ►  April (2) ►  March (10) ►  February (25) ►  January (40) ►  2010 (61) ►  December (15) ►  November (1) ►  October (2) ►  September (9) ►  August (17) ►  July (4) ►  June (7) ►  May (1) ►  March (1) ►  February (3) ►  January (1) ▼  2009 (89) ►  December (3) ►  October (3) ►  September (1) ►  August (13) ►  July (20) ►  June (11) ►  May (16) ►  April (3) ▼  March (18) GG Deadly upbraiding Peculiar mind Boredomology Heart rush Poot ng Laurel - B1 I do it for faith Time of My Life - David Cook www.sunnyane.blogspot.com Kaliwa o kanan? Bunso Miti ta itup I Am Family Kaibigan Kung Ako Ay Isang Astronaut Sa dako pa roon Once a crammer, always a crammer ►  February (1) ►  2008 (20) ►  December (7) ►  November (12) ►  October (1) The Daily Motivator 6 Add Writing Tip ________________ Add this to your site Followers WHERE ELSE YOU CAN FIND ME Tumblr Twitter Formspring Youtube Cut Out + Keep Flickr Search This Blog Simple theme. Powered by Blogger.