Saturday, June 20, 2009

LORD, si Jumpei ba pinadala niyo sa akin para tibayan ko pa ang service ko sa YFC? Kasi kung siyanga Lord, aalagaan at mamahalin ko siya ng sobra. Salamat po! :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Just as what I feel now

On this day of your life, Yane, we believe God wants you to know... ... that happiness has nothing to do with pleasure.
You feel pleasure when you want something and you get it. Or when you don't want something and you remove it. Pleasure is always relative. Happiness is absolute. Happiness is the understanding and acceptance of life as it is in this very moment as completely perfect, because every creation of God is perfect. The degree to which you do not accept life in all of the Divine forms is the degree to which you suffer.
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Naiiyak talaga ako ngayon eh. Nagtataka lang ako na sobrang bait ni Lord, eh, pinatawag niya pa si Dave sa kin for sake na ma-explain ang mga nangyayari sa buhay-buhay YFC. :))
Madami siya nabanggit, kaso feeling ko inaantok na ako? :D Lord, may pain pa rin po dito sa loob, hindi ko lang talaga maalis. Parang ang hirap lang. Pero, Lord, kaya ko to eh. Anjan kayo. Kayo ng bahala dito. Idol ko kayo Lord e. :) Wag niyo hayaang mawala ang Fern sa mga kamay at puso ko ha? :)Please? Nagsisimula ko na silang mahalin eh. O, minamahal ko na sila? At patuloy ko nang mamahalin pa...
Gusto kong sisihin si Alain. Naiinis ako sa kanya na di ko magets. Wala namang totally makakabasa nito so it's better to blurt it all out. Pag tinatago, mas sumasakit eh. Sorry ha. Kung nangyari man to, na there is only 1 HPV per school, either co-ed or not at bawal naman talaga ang partner-partner. F*ck pare. Sana di nalang kami pina-asa at pina-abot sa ganito na handa ko nang ibigay ang sarili ko sa mga batang yun. Mga loko yun, kahit di ko pa sila kilala, mahal kona sila. :(( Naiinis talaga ako sa kanila e. Ayoko pa sabihing naiintindihan ko na sila Alain, Kitin, Ate kreng, Ate Tin. PERO :(( Ang sakit kasi na walang nag-alaga sayo eh. Ang sakit na di ako dumaan sa household. Ang sakit na naturingan akong I.A. pero di naman talaga ako minahal nung Household head ko. Akalain mo yun?
LORD, KAYO NA BAHALA. DI KO PA ALAM GAGAWIN KO NGAYON. PERO I SWEAR, ANG BAET MO, AT DINALA MO SA KIN SI DAVE. ANG GALING MO. :) LOVE KITA. :*:*:* Goodnight na muna ako. Loveyou ulit. :D

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

First day is irremarkable. Arggggh! I hate to be alone, especially when I walk at the corridors. :( People there are definitely low profile. Lower than what I imagined. They looked not like students, rather workers and employees. Haha kidding! :)
And so.. I get to know some friends naman, they are: Maricel, Krisinia, Kristine, Anna, Kathleen, Joahn, Melai, Arwin, Carol.. and many more. Actually? They are my blockmates. I enjoyed their company, but I still missed those laughtrip I had with Amorsolo. Hayyyys :
And so, the day had gone fast, or am I not really noticing the ticking of the clock because of my obvious amusement to my new school. Haha! :) Hum 1 lang ang prof na pumasok :)) Cool nga eh! :) Ayoko pa iedit to tinatamad talaga ako. Ayun till next time bye :D

Monday, June 15, 2009

Highschool Program Volunteer (HPV) na ako ng Youth for Christ Far Eastern University Diliman!!!!
It's fascinating to know that I have grown deeply inlove serving with God. :) I could have rang the red glass button, with "Fire alarm" letters on top of it, could have ran away from that HS Overnight and could have scream my lungs out as I knew it! Malapit ko na dapat gawin yun. Kaso, nagpanic lang ako. And panic. Nervous. Panic. Nervous. Panic. Nervous. Pan. Nervv and so on. Pheww!! Good thing, I almost-accepted it. It's some sort of half-hearted acceptance..kasi, ewan, first timer ako and I must admit, my skills and experiences aren't enough for me to take these risssks. I could fail FEU Fern in the near future. And it's not impossible na ako ang cause ng tumult at pagbagsak nila. And if that happens......well, di mangyayari yun. As far as I know, I am affirmed by God eh. Why must I not grant the privilege given to me? Minsan lang ako ma-tititle-lan ng HPV sa buong buhay ko, pakakawalan ko pa. Bobo ko na nun. L O S E R pa. : HAHA.
And so...I'm starting off my job since last June..no. days before our household. Ang saya. At ang sarap magmahal. I have nothing to worry coz I know..and I believe, He is always within me. :)
Love you Goooood! Hmwaaa :*

Paz misses meeeee

Nyahahahah i so love the title :D My besty truly missed the hell of me. He called me over the landline and we had an almost 2hours of chit-chat about our recent updates in life. It was incredulous, that I, Ariane Gale D. David, a univeristy blahblah student, is still capable of laughing out loud with him, of reacting naturally to his jokes and everything. Wala lang, I just thought of dying as a serious collegian, yung tipong, di na ako makakatawa, pero narealize ko, di ko pala kaya. At ayoko. May difference diba. I can, but I don't want to. :)
Paz is my Besty for life! Siya lang ang may trono para sa Besty na title! ;D He is my prom date lastlast prom and so I enjoyed his acquiantance all-through out my sophie, junior, senior year. Indeed, without him, without his nagging attitude and whole-package of kakulitan, my HS life would not be that perfect. Ironic amp. :p Well, perfect pa din naman kasi anjan sila friends, pero parang naging sweeter and more colorful with him. Naks! Ngiti na jan Paz! :))
I f*cking missed him, too.
"Paz; pag nabasa mo to, go to bed. Kunyari wala kang nabasa. Haha."

Shauna's!

It's Shauna's birthday celeb yesterday.. yeah it is so-called celebration but there were only 4 of us in the condo. So cooool. :D Only us, the closests of friends ever, Me, Shauna, Apol, Christa :) I had great time with them, especially, we have eaten tons of sweets and anti-diet foooooods. Grrrrr! I'll miss them :-\ Happy bday again, Shauna! :D

Sunday, June 14, 2009

It's last May 30 since I had an overnight for HPV's, whether incoming or old ones. According to my clueless mind, it meant Higher Power Viction, hahaha, it got my nerve knocking when I learned from the North B HS multi site that it is Highschool Program Volunteer. Whoooo! Speculations! ;)) Syempre pumunta din ako doon,


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Diane sent an sms and it goes like "Ate yane!:) i mishu! Haha."
*OMG! OMG ulit! OMG talaga! OMG nanaman! Wait let me scream. HUWAAAAAAA*
Kahit nagpa-share-a-load lang ako kay Inay ng diyes pesos, nagawa ko pa ring titigan ang text niya, at dahan dahang pinindot ang Option at sinunod ang Reply na button. Ito ang adrenaline ng isang ate pag nagtext ang alaga, "Wiiiiii imytoo! Musta kna? Nsa manila kna?" syempre, dali-dali kong sinend dahil baka maghinayang pa ako sa load. Na sdya ko namang ikinataka. Imagine? Since I was born, Im teased (or insulted, in other word haha) na yayaman daw ako paglaki, dahil bato daw ang pera sa kamay ko. UNLIKE my sister na, over-extra gastos at unta sa tindahan kung may extra singkong mapulot sa ilalim ng kama. As isang dosenang kendi at lollipop yun. :-\ Tapos, tapos, tapos pag sa mga damit naman, yung mga cheap yung binibili ko para may extra money ako, and guess what, every time na grumagraduate ako, napapa-realize ako na "Huhuhu! Sa projects lang LAHAT ng pera ko napunta? Walangya! Nag-ipon pa ako! :((" Siyempre na-bitter ako, malapit na dapat tumulo ang gintong luha ko ng sinapak ng kanang kamay ko ang hugis-bilog kong ulo, parang narinig ko pa siyang nagsalita ng, "Tange! At least now you know how to manage money matters! Dibale ng kuripot, basta't maganda ang kinapuntahan ng pera." Wohoooo? Kampeon ang kamay ko eh no? Nagsasalita! *Palakpak*

Segway lang yun pampahaba lang. Ang totoong story, uhm, di naman peke yan pero may mas cute pa na story, which is *drumrolls please* nagkatextan kami ni Dianne, AT, take note, I even did impossible ways just to have a chit-chat with her! Swear! Di ko ginagawa to. Yung tipong mag-feefeeling close ka, mangungumusta kahit di mo siya kakilala talaga, at mag-kwkwento ka ng buhay mo sa stranger. Akalain mo yun? Sa batang to, parang na-witness ko na ang pagbabago sa sarili ko. Hindi pa naman ganap na pagbabago, ngunit kahit papano'y nararamdaman ko na ang salitang, "Magmahal ka lang." Dahil, nagmamahal na ako ngayon, totoong pagmamahal. :)

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Yung tungkol sa HPV Camp, naipalabas nun ang widest smile ever ko! Even my teary eys, pinalabas niya. Wala pa ang broken heartd dun noh. Super lakas ng tama ko dun. Kudos kay Ate Tin! Mahusay na mananalita. Yuck! Mananalita? Pwede namang speaker. Parang ang lalim nun huy. Haha :)

End ng camp, no not yet, kasi nasa venue pa kami. I was called by the sector youth head and he told me I will be the partner of MarkDave in serving FEU FERN. I expressed almost everything na lahat ng pwedeng ma-express. Joke. Wait. Tuloy ko tom :)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

May kwento ako bukkasssss ;D;D;D Nakakatakot kasi ito eh. Wala lang. ;) I felt the need to be understood kahit minsan lang.
Hi pare, musta na yooouu? I miss the hell of you eh? I've been out for soo many days this week, mostly because of YFC activities. Namiss talaga kita! I missed talking to you! Musta ka? ;D
Heck, what am I speaking to my blogging site. Geez! Di ako makakatulog ng hindi ako nakakasulat sayo. Tae, I felt that twinge of insecure na dumaloy dito oh..sa spine ko, sa back leg ko, sa ilong, sa tenga, sa lahat. Ang laaabeeeet talaga ng Blogs ni ate kitin!!!!!!!! I want to be like her, too! In some other way naman noh, like being a writer eh. :) She's an ultra natural writer, and I love how her feelings touch and press on the keyboard and poof!!! It's like yun yung hinahanap kong kind of blogs since then pa... :)
Really, I wanted to be fluent in English. Tas bigla pang nagparamdam ang site ni Ate kitin, oh shit na talaga =) LORD, Sana maging mahusay din akong manunulat, sa Ingles at tagalog. Huhuhu ;p
Tra-la-lalalala-lala-lala-la-la. Wala na akong LSS. Nawindang na ako sa mundo ng boredome without music. At ito, hindi ko na alam ang mga kanta nila Ne-Yo, Paramore, Jamiee Foxx, etc. Sana bumalik na si social life. Excited na ako. :)
PSSSSST. Namiss talaga kita! May isang tao kasi jan na nagtake-over sa mundo ng pagiging writer ko! I don't blame her for the thesaurus-abusive-act she have done, pero my gulay, naapektuhan ako no! Now, I felt the need to write at my own cause and purpose. Not because I wanted to impress you people, but because I need to express my deeper insights ::

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Papunta na ako ng future school ko. This is it. Enrolment na :) Pray hard for me guys. Mahal ko kayo.

HAPPV ANNIV APOL DOLOR AND RAMUEL GRIMALDO! :)
HAPPY ANNIV FRIENDSARY SHAUNA 'BHEST' CERVANTES