Bheszt is officially back!

Wiii this calls for a celebration!

Good thing my KAS 1 class yesterday has been postponed. As my rough school day is about to end, another unbelievable experience made it smooth and manageable in the end. Thing is, I didn't know why Dyari asked me to go to Technohub, he even asked all the II-Bagobo to go there, too. Why would I go there, I said to him, but he said it wouldn't be a surprise if he tell me right away. And so..... He fooled me for believing it would be Ruzzel Ticsay, Charles Rivera or most specialy, Marc Ching to come over there. But it's not. :|

@ Technohub
I noticed Dyari is walking towards the restroom with a couple of friends. One of whom I thought is Joseph Alonzo. Then I saw a very attractive girl wearing yellow clothes from top to bottom. I got a hint, it would be her, but I said, why now? I rushed over to the restroom to fix my messy do. Yes, even my hair is already rebonded, it just can't resist tangles and waves. The air from the pub caused too much dryness in it. :(

@Thub rest room
There, I reached the threshold of the restroom. I saw Keith. There, it confirmed that maybe she did really arrived here. But I keep myself cool and I tried not to expect too much. I know it would hurt me, again, if I expect that she's coming home. Then I opened the heavy white door. The rest was a fuzz. I couldn't remember the details, but I remember myself squealing and shouting, and of course hugging, an ultimate bear hugging experience with my bheszt. It was just good to recall everything. High school days rolled back in my mind. I missed the noise, the trouble, the sweet and not-so-sweet people, the crazy actions and everything else. Finally, after a couple of conflicts, there, I am with my bheszt friend Reika Yamada once again.

@outside the rest room
(Yes, it has to be detailed. Because, I knew once I read my blog once again, the details would make it lovelier and fresher to recall.)
Hey you Dyari Paz, you told me it's not her! How could you! I said to my Besty. And if I told you, would it be this exciting to meet up with her again? I replied a smug with that. And then started the "Kumustahan-session" with my long lost friend.

@TOSH (it's good that Nathan and Dyari know this and shame for me not know this. It means The Old Spaghetti House. A restaurant at the ground floor of Thub)
Tons of talking and sharing of stories about Japan. Dyari and Nathan has been interrogating her about how women was there. Reika told them that unlike the Filipinas, Japanese are wild and liberated. Men don't need to court, they just admit their feelings and if the girl likes them, there they go. The relationship is on! Of course the rest made us rolling on the floor laughing. She also said if you want to have sex, just say it to the one you like and he/she would compromise and most likely do it everyday, as long as you want it. Hayy... Good moments. On the pic above, Jonathan Gatchalian, Dyari Paz and Reika Yamada. I missed having good times with them.

@Ministop
I treat them ice cream. Yumm! I texted our old barkada, the Ekkerz to come over and see me because I have a problem. Haha. And the plan failed because I and Reika didn't even planned for it. i just texted them right away, without thinking what to reason out for them to go to Thub. I want them, too, to experience how was it to see a friend in a surprisingly, unexpected moment.

@taxi
KBYE. Kidding. Dyari has been flirting all the way to Reika's house and I can't help "kiligin" with it. We're just waiting for Evert's confirmation if she's coming.

@Reika's house


*to be continued and edited some other time. I need to finish my darn Hum1 assignment. Yesterday is a wonderful day. Very unforgettable.*

Lord, alam ko mahirap maging isang manunulat. Pero as I go on with this homework, I know, everything would be perfect as long as You are with me. I lift up to you my worries and anxieties. Lord God, help me with everything. Help me with my time management. It's never easy. Amen.

August frustation

WTF. NEWS WRITING HAS NEVER BEEN THIS HARD FOR ME. YES, LORD, I GUESS THIS IS MY BIGGEST FEAR NOW. TO BE REJECTED. I’VE BEEN WANTING TO EXPRESS MYSELF IN THE NOT-SO-NORMAL WAY, AND IF I FAIL TO COMPLY WITH IT, IT WOULD CAUSE ME RAPID DOWNFALL AND ENDLESS FRUSTATION. :( DID YOU ASK RAIZA MACARAEG FOR ME TO THINK ABOUT, OR BETTER YET PRAY OVER WHAT I’VE DECIDED? I’M SORRY FOR CAUSING YOU SO MUCH TROUBLE. I’M SORRY FOR MY CARELESS DECISION, NEITHER HAVE I ASKED YOUR CONSENT REGARDING THIS. AND IT MAKES ME FEEL WRECK IN THE INSIDE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. WILL I STILL PURSUE THIS? PLEASE LORD, HELP ME, L WHAT TO DO NOW. WHAT TO DO NOW. WHAT TO DO NOW. GIMMMMMMMME SIGN. I’M A AFRAID TO MOVE FORWARD WITH YOU. IT’S JUST….THERE’S THIS SMALL BUT HUGE DIFFERENCE WHEN I STEP FORWARD WITH YOUR LIGHT AND GUIDANCE.

Ribyu ata ito ng Toradora (not yet edited)

Bitin ang Toradora! Si Aisaka Taiga (Palmtop Tiger) at si Takasu-senpai. The best :D Napahanga na naman ako ng mga cartoon mula sa ibang bansa. Hindi ko sinasabing perpekto ito, ngunit dahil, simple ang pagkakalatag ng istorya dito, hindi ako nahirapang irelate ang sarili ko dito. Maaaring isa na ring dahilan na nais kong maranasan ang buhay ni Taiga. O dahil love story ito, kaya sobrang bukas ang isipan ko habang pinanunuod ito.

Naalala ko ang Boys Over Flowers noong winter-snow accident na. Niligtas ng guy yung nadulas na girl, then napatapat ng pag-ibig ang girl sa guy, well, unconsciously.

Ang sweet ng flow ng events kasi very light lang nito. Hindi iisipin ng manunuod na may napakalalim na problema ng mga pangunahing tauhan. Kahit ako, hindi ko inisip na sisidhi ang ganoon nilang mga suliranin. Kaya, sakalagitanaan na-hook ako.

Ang cute ng personality ni Takasu, kung yun nga ba talaga ang tamang term doon. Hindi siya arogante. Kahit may itsura at appeal siya sa mga kababaihan, hindi niya ito inaabuso. Tipikal na torpeng lalaki. Mahiyain at hindi handang umamin ng nararamdaman. Sa kabila ng kahinaan sa pag-ibig, isang malaking side ang naitulong ng pagiging suportado niya sa kanyang kaibigan na si Taiga. Hindi iniwan sa gitna ng kadiliman. Tinulungan siya sa mga pagbagsak niya. Ang loyal at masugid na aso ni Taiga.

Si Kitamaru, noong una gusto ko, kasi nabibigyan siya ng sapat na atensiyon. Naipahahayag ang pagiging gentleman niya. Pero noong huli, gusto ko pa rin siya, kaso, weird lang na naging comedy ang dating niya ng iniwan siya ng minamahal niya. Binansagan pa nga siyang "God of the Brokenhearts" Ano kaya yun. Parang tanga. Pero nakakatuwa.

Si Kushieda, ok ako sa kanya. Nakita ko ang sarili ko sa kanya. Yung tipong palaging masaya at matibay sa labas, pero sa totoo ay nagdurugo at nanghihina na sa loob. Wala akong ibang komento kundi martir siya matalino at napakabuting kaibigan. Hindi ko alam kung magagawa ko ang mga sinakripisyo niya, pero hanga ako sa katibayan niya.

Si Kawashima, pansin ko lang, halos lahat may K ang pangalan, or nabubulol lang ako kaya K ko na nababanggit ang letter T at L. Bumalik tayo, si Kawa, ok feeling close ako, akala ko noong una, inlove siya kay Takasu. Akala ko isa siyasa mga masugid na admirers ng bida. Yun pala, nakadikit ang paghubog ng personalidad niya sa bidang babae na si Tyga. Na kahit may isang tao lang na makaka-intindi sa kanya, masaya na siya. At si Tyga iyon, kaya nais niyang ibalik ang pabor kay Tyga na mapaligaya din ito kahit papano.

Syempre, ang pinakahuli at impostante sa lahat, si Palmtop Tiger o si Aisaka Taiga sa tunay na pangalan. Ito ang taong basagulera, pang-babaeng term ang basagulera, mahilig sa suntukan. Ah hindi lang pala, binubugbog niya ang mga tao, babae man o lalaki. Pag nagkaaway kayo, oo, hindi ka lang uuwi ng may 2 o 3 pasa, mga sabihin na nating, 7-10. Kaunti pa lang yan sa mga pasang natamo ni Takasu sa kanya. Sa totoo, siya ang simbolo ng bunga ng niyog. Napakatigas ng ipinakikita sa harap,ngunit sa loob ay nagtutubig na ang damdamin sa sobrang hirap ng nararanasan. Hindi ko masasabing gusto ko ang ganoong karakter, pero dahil napangatawanan niya ang pagiging Bully-type na soft-heartened girl, oks din siya. :D


Quotable quotes:

"There's somethig in this world that no one has seen before. It is gentle and sweet. Maybe if it could be seen, everyone would fight over it. That's why no one has ever seen it. The world hid it so that no one could get their hands on it easily. However, someday, someone will find it. The person who deserves it the most will definitely find it."

"Since ancient times, the dragon has been the only best to equal the tiger."

"When you trip while running in the hallway, you'll get a nosebleed. When you trip in life, you'll cry."

"Even after 10 years, 20 years, 60 years, life goes on."


P.s. Sorry ha. Trip ko magreview sa ganitong oras. Minadali ko lang ito. Kasi yung feeling of excitement, wala na bukas eh. Kaya isusulat ko na :D goodnight.

8/16/09

I went to TriNoma with Neil Selva. Details to follow later. Got to go :)

Here's the details I've promised:


Dora - very exciting ang laki ng pwet at ulo niya.
Had a long walk in the corridors of Tri. As in, looong.
Finally, we decided sa KFC na lang kumain. First time ko sa potato thing food na may cheese, syempre nasarapan ako. Nag-fully loaded siya. HAHAHA. sabi niya kasi mag-over loaded daw siya. E di ko nagets haha.
Super fun--KWENTUHAN! at TAWANAN! This is what I missed with my HS friends. I missed small talks and picks on me. Rather bother, it completes my day.
Kahit hectic sked ko, I did find a way na makasama si Neil. And just what I thought, may plano si God. :)
Ganon pala ang relationship nila ni Kath...
At, ang pangit ng kinain naming icecream. Makunat ang cone. Sinuyod pa namin ang tri for that. amff.
Dumaan kami sa Adidas, nagsisi daw siya sa shoes niya. Sabi ko ano ba naman yan, okay lang yan nabili mo na e. Sabi niya, kung gano kaimportane ang sapatos sa akin, ganun din ang mga damit mo sa iyo. Napa-Ahh okay lang ako e. Hahaha
Gusto ko na maka-ipon ng malaki! Oo nga pala, naghanap kami ng ATM machine for Landbank, naman kasi, nakalimutan ko yung password ko. :| Eh wala na talaga kaming pera, kaya siya naman yung Landbank, basta tagal naming umikot. Tapos sa foodcourt sa ilalim kami ng kwentuhan. Hay HS days, kamisssssssssssssss :(

8/15/09

I had a great time with my blockmates @ June's 18. Held at Bistro Mateo, Tiendesitas, everyone wears a semi-formal attire. I am with Abby's long gown with black, white & red circular designs.
It was fantastic. I thought, it's going to be melodramatic, and serious on one side. But it turned out as an informal, wild birthday celebration. And me myself, I enjoyed every minutes sitting there, laughing and giggling with my funny UP friends.
That night, I came to imagine, how am I suppose to celebrate my birthday. Before going to this event, I want it as a simple dinner with my most important friends. But now, having experienced the real debut thing, Oh my gosh, I want one, too!
Well, that's the drill. I just hope we could afford such ostentatious celebration. :)
p.s. I am to raid the malls for new dresses! Dress means cocktail, not long gown, okay? :D

Nagtext si Kua Pol: Eventhough he likes surprises, hindi niya bet ang Workshop surprises.

Ako, petix kanina pa, nagsesearch ng bagong sites dahil naguilty sa discussion ni Sir mykel na i-explore ang internet -kung maaari pag-aralan ang mga pornong pelikulang napapanuod, e naghanap nga ng mga makabagong websites na mapag-kakaaliwan. Pagkatanggap ko ng mesage, kinabahan ako. Nangatal. Ano pa ba i-eexpect ko? Ayaw na ayaw na ayaw na ayaw kong na-prepressure ako. Pinaka-una sa listahan ito na nakakapagpasira sa kaygandang simula ng araw ko. Ayoko ng rush sa mga pinapagawa. (Pero, gusto ko ang rush id. at rush printing. Malaki ang tulong. Magkaiba lang talaga sila.) Nasisira routine ko. Nagugulo utak ko.

Dahil sa text niya, nag-ugat ang aking pagkakaba sa gagawing akda. Alam ko, hindi ako ipinanganak na mahusay sa pagsusulat ng malilikhaing akda. Kasama pa kung iisipin ko kung maihahabol ko ang akdang ito upang mailathala sa Bagito9. Sinong hindi mag-aalala hindi ba? Sobrang pressure na. :|

Pampalubag loob. Sisimulan ko ng magdasal. Gusto ko bago ko gawin ang napakahalagang akda kong ito, mapanuod ko muna si Jesus. Miss na miss ko na kasi siya. Nawala ko kasi ang Didache ko, kaya hindi ko masubaybayan ang gospel sa buwang ito. Sige, magdadasal na ako. Para mawala na lahat ng kaba at pag-aalala ko sa puso at isip.

GUSTO MO MALAMAN ANG SAKRIPISYO NI JESUS SA IYO? Here's the link of At The Cross by Hillsong. Sana kahit limang minuto lang, mapanuod mo, limang minuto lang naman mababawasan ang pag-Facebook mo eh.

A Letter of Parents to their Children

posted by xo_chaka (Feb 21, 2009 @ 9:13PM) from this link.

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Sa aking pagtanda, unawain mo sana ako at pagpasensyahan. Kapag dala ng kalabuan ng mata ay nakabasag ako ng pinggan o nakatapon ng sabaw sa hapag kainan, huwag mo sana akong kagagalitan. Maramdamin ang isang matanda. Nagse-self-pity ako sa tuwing sisigawan mo ako.

Kapag mahina na ang tenga ko at hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi mo, huwag mo naman sana akong sabihan ng “binge!” paki-ulit nalang ang sinabi mo o pakisulat nalang. Pasensya ka na, anak. Matanda na talaga ako.

Kapag mahina na tuhod ko, pagtiyagaan mo sana akong tulungang tumayo - katulad ng pag-aalalay ko sa iyo noong nag-aaral ka pa lamang lumakad.

Pagpasensyahan mo sana ako kung ako man ay nagiging makulit at paulit ulit na parang sirang plaka. Basta pakinggan mo nalang ako. Huwag mo sana akong pagtatawanan o pagsasawaang pakinggan. Natatandaan mo anak noong bata ka pa? kapag gusto mo ng lobo,paulit- ulit mo ‘yong sasabihin, maghapon kang mangungulit hangga’t hindi mo nakukuha ang gusto mo. Pinagtyagaan ko ang kakulitan mo.

Pagpasensyahan mo na rin sana ang aking amoy. Amoy matanda, amoy lupa. Huwag mo sana akong piliting maligo. Mahina na ang katawan ko. Madaling magkasakit kapag nalamigan, huwag mo sana akong pandirihan. Natatandaan mo noong bata ka pa? Pinatyagaan kitang habulin sa ilalim ng kama kapag ayaw mong maligo.

Pagpasensyahan mo sana kung madalas, ako’y masungit, dala na marahil ito ng katandaan. Pagtanda mo, maiintindihan mo rin.

Kapag may konti kang panahon, magkwentohan naman tayo, kahit sandali lang. inip na ako sa bahay, maghapong nag-iisa. Walang kausap. Alam kong busy ka sa trabaho, subalit nais kong malaman mo na sabik na sabik na akong makakwentohan ka, kahit alam kong hindi ka interesado sa mga kwento ko. Natatandaan mo anak, noong bata ka pa? Pinagtyagaan kong pakinggan at
intindihin ang pautal-utal mong kwento tungkol sa iyong teddy bear.

At kapag dumating ang sandali na ako’y magkakasakit at maratay sa banig ng karamdaman, huwga mo sana akong pagsawaan alagaan. Pagpasensyahan mo na sana kung ako man ay maihi o madumi sa higaan, pagtyagaan mo sana akong alagaan sa mga huling sandali ng aking buhay. Tutal hindi na naman ako magtatagal.

Kapag dumating ang sandali ng aking pagpanaw, hawakan mo sana ang aking kamay at bigyan mo ako ng lakas ng loob na harapin ang kamatayan.

At huwag kang mag-alala, kapag kaharap ko na ang Diyos na lumikha, ibubulong ko sa kanya na pagpalain ka sana … dahil naging mapagmahal ka sa iyong ama’t ina…

Lord, can I pray here?

Help niyo ko. Ang dami pinagagawa ng org ko. Pina-pagaw ako ng bagong akda. :( Kinakabahan ako. :| Hindi talaga ako creative writer, pero Lord, I know I could do this with you. I know you could help me Lord. Sana all through out the process na ginagawa ko yung work ko, wag niyo ko iiwanan. Wag niyo ko pababayaan ha, Lord? Ang hirap mag-isa.
Pero here's a small truth, I'm starting to love my course. Well, I don't know how. I don't know why. Pero starting noong nabasa ko yung sa Blogger ng isang poet. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaay. nainggit ako. Sana in no time. Makagawa din ako ng ganun kagagandang akda. Yung mapapa-ohhhhhh at iyak talaga. Hay. :)
This day, wala naman masiadong gagawin, pero sana matapos ko yung Fil25 ko. I know kaya ko ito Lord God. :) I lift up my worries and anxieties to you. Bigyan niyo po ako ng peace of mind.

AMEN.

Procrastination. It does no good with my schedule. Would you believe I explore Facebook a lot in this very hectic time of my college life? In time where it's mandatory to be aware of political issues and course-related issues.
Instead of brainstorming on my papers and overdue workloads, I overwhelmingly stare on my restaurant in Restaurant City, a popular FB game. Just by watching it, I feel extremely proud with the number of my furniture and the continuous level up of my menu.
It cuts down all my pressures. It unwinds me. How can I help it? Temptations really are everywhere. And internet is the best provider of it. Well, FB to be specific.
Please try not to procrastinate. It's indeed a bad omen to a better future.

3rd hh @ Mary's place

Ransacking Mary Nielle's home-made ensaymada :)



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