O: i love girls with curls... kaya hinimatay ako nung nakita ko picture mo =))

O: rerequest ko nga e... sa date natin, paganun ka ulit...

O: AAHAHHAHHAHA JASKEEDING! EFFORT MUCH. =))

O: basta di na kita kelangang makitang naka-ayos ng sobra.

O: para masabing maganda ka =))

O: naman kahit nga nung naka super luwag na paramore shirt with matching sex hair, gandang ganda nako sayo =)) :">

Yan ang nagmamahal sa mga kulot K =))

Things Bears Love

Fart war

I saw this pic here & suddenly remembered your fart war with Jill.

Also imagined you fart like this. OSOMMMM HUH HAHA pati ba naman fart, wild? =))

:*

Bakit ako nagpifreak-out sa graphics na yaaaaan?

Waaaaaaaaaaaaajsjsjskajsjkajskjskssss hshsjaajakamqnqnmqnmqnmqnmq

Wala naaaaa. Nabahiran na ng memories ang smiley na yan. Lagi ko na siya maaalala pag ginamit ko yan, or nakita ko. =))

ito yung linike niyang photos =)) okay wala lang hihihihihi :">

nag-sosorry pako sa kanya ngayon.. e kasi naman :( napaasa ko siya ahuhuhu :( k :| :| :|

Omg maganda raw ako =)) :P

10 Science Says Will Make You Happy

1. Savor Everyday Moments

Pause now and then to smell a rose or watch children at play. Study participants who took time to “savor” ordinary events that they normally hurried through, or to think back on pleasant moments from their day, “showed significant increases in happiness and reductions in depression,” says psychologist Sonja Lyubomirsky.

2. Avoid Comparisons

While keeping up with the Joneses is part of American culture, comparing ourselves with others can be damaging to happiness and self-esteem. Instead of comparing ourselves to others, focusing on our own personal achievement leads to greater satisfaction, according to Lyubomirsky.

3. Put Money Low on the List

People who put money high on their priority list are more at risk for depression, anxiety, and low self-esteem, according to researchers Tim Kasser and Richard Ryan. Their findings hold true across nations and cultures. “The more we seek satisfactions in material goods, the less we find them there,” Ryan says. “The satisfaction has a short half-life—it’s very fleeting.” Money-seekers also score lower on tests of vitality and self-actualization.

4. Have Meaningful Goals

“People who strive for something significant, whether it’s learning a new craft or raising moral children, are far happier than those who don’t have strong dreams or aspirations,” say Ed Diener and Robert Biswas-Diener. “As humans, we actually require a sense of meaning to thrive.” Harvard’s resident happiness professor, Tal Ben-Shahar, agrees, “Happiness lies at the intersection between pleasure and meaning. Whether at work or at home, the goal is to engage in activities that are both personally significant and enjoyable.”

5. Take Initiative at Work

How happy you are at work depends in part on how much initiative you take. Researcher Amy Wrzesniewski says that when we express creativity, help others, suggest improvements, or do additional tasks on the job, we make our work more rewarding and feel more in control.

6. Make Friends, Treasure Family

Happier people tend to have good families, friends, and supportive relationships, say Diener and Biswas-Diener. But it’s not enough to be the life of the party if you’re surrounded by shallow acquaintances. “We don’t just need relationships, we need close ones” that involve understanding and caring.

7. Smile Even When You Don’t Feel Like It

It sounds simple, but it works. “Happy people…see possibilities, opportunities, and success. When they think of the future, they are optimistic, and when they review the past, they tend to savor the high points,” say Diener and Biswas-Diener. Even if you weren’t born looking at the glass as half-full, with practice, a positive outlook can become a habit.

8. Say Thank You Like You Mean It

People who keep gratitude journals on a weekly basis are healthier, more optimistic, and more likely to make progress toward achieving personal goals, according to author Robert Emmons. Research by Martin Seligman, founder of positive psychology, revealed that people who write “gratitude letters” to someone who made a difference in their lives score higher on happiness, and lower on depression—and the effect lasts for weeks.

9. Get Out and Exercise

A Duke University study shows that exercise may be just as effective as drugs in treating depression, without all the side effects and expense. Other research shows that in addition to health benefits, regular exercise offers a sense of accomplishment and opportunity for social interaction, releases feel-good endorphins, and boosts self-esteem.

10. Give It Away, Give It Away Now!

Make altruism and giving part of your life, and be purposeful about it. Researcher Stephen Post says helping a neighbor, volunteering, or donating goods and services results in a “helper’s high,” and you get more health benefits than you would from exercise or quitting smoking. Listening to a friend, passing on your skills, celebrating others’ successes, and forgiveness also contribute to happiness, he says. Researcher Elizabeth Dunn found that those who spend money on others reported much greater happiness than those who spend it on themselves.

From YES Magazine

PS: Dec 22 is the new X-mas ah?

Dec 23

2 am magkatext pa kami. Kagigising ko lang nun. Di ko sinabi sa kanya yung ginagawa ko. :P I slept around 5 or 6 am because I attempted to finish my "effort" gift for him hahaha wahaha hohoho. Unfortunately, di ko natapos, so alam na ang kasunod, rinush ko. cramming pa rin hanggang sa gifts! :( pano ba naman, xmas party ng hh mamaya, like helllllloooo, di ko pa nababalot yung mga gifts ko hahahaha kasi feeling ko ako si Wonderwoman na kakayanin lahat in 30 minutes.

(Now playing: You & me by lifehouse. thru blackberry ni kuya jobert. o sige siya na!)

If I'm not mistaken, nung mga panahong yun, panic ako at siya dahil hindi pa ako nakakapagpaalam. Sure ako naparanoid siya, sabi niya e. Kinakabahan daw siya kung papayagan ako. E siyempre, last meeting na yun if ever.

Pero ewan ko lang, ang galing ni God. Paggising ko nasa Shopwise daw sina Mama, so nagpabili ako ng chicken for YFC xmas party, ambagan kasi yung food dun. Tapos nagbihis ako. Pinagalitan pa ako ni Papa, kasi wag na raw ako magpahatid kung san-san kasi kailangan daw niya ng labor blabla. At since, hindi naman siya nagtanong kungs an ako nagpunta... e di, parang clear na sa kanya sa X-mas party yun. Lalala. Okay yun e. :)) Ang hirap lang isipin na may "ibang" lakad pa ako at di ko napaalam. Kung malakas lang loob ko, kinuwento ko na sa kanila to e. Nahihirapan kasi talaga ako magpaalam.......

Buti na langgggg, andito si Ate Krystel! Naipabalot ko yung gifts ko, at yung photo clamper. Hihi. And I got the chance to rethink of what shall I say dun sa likod ng pictures. Ayoko ng bara-bara. Gusto ko kahit crinam ko, inisip ko talaga. Kung paano ko yun nagawa, ewan ko! :))))))

Btw, nung sinabi koa kanyang pinayagan ako, sabi niya nakahinga raw siya nang maluwang at na-excite raw siya nang sobra dahil makikita na niya ako ulit. :">

11AM

Meet-up @ Mcdo T.sora. Lakad hanggang New Era. Tricycle. Whoaaa nag-trike kami! That's a new experience HAHA. Nag-away pa kami dun sa "tama/magandang" tiklop ng folding-umbrella. E sa gusto ko flat yung mga gilid e bat ba hahahaha

While walking sa street nila, nakuwento niya sa akin yung sabi ng househelp nila. Parang ganito yata:

J: May bisita ako

H: Uyyy bisita niya yung girlfriend niya

J: :|

=)))) Di ko na maalala basta parang ganyan!

Sa bahay na niya... Binigyan niya ako ng Sylvanas, biscuit form ng Sans Rival cake. Err, ang sarap <3

Then sa room niya... Sexytime. =)))))))))) :>

Joke. Hug lang. Maraming maraming hugs. tas minasahe niya ako, the best massage yet wahahahahhahahah lande k

(Hallo, if youre reading this Im really sorry di ko na maalala lahaaaaaaat)

Hmm next naki-internet ako sa kanya. May mga notifs ako nun e, pero di ko na pinansin. Heehee kasi baka matagalan ako sa pag-FB, e last meeting na nga namin ni oso for that year. What is FB compared to him. BUT BUT BUT, nagmessage si Apol, something na "I'm really happy for the both of you" tapos nag-tithank you pa si oso e. kaps forever! joke hahaha

Oh wait! I remembered, sabi ko gusto ko ng tignan ang new baby niya. Kinuha ko yung camera bag sa table niya, then I opened it. Tapos ako, for about 5 seconds ata, napatulala ako sa laman. Gifttag na nakalagay, "To: Kwago From: Oso" something.. tas wala, napatulala lang ako for a moment. Nag-iisip kung para sa'kin ba yung nasa loob. Nung tinignan ko siya, he smiled. Then poof :)))) dun lang ako nag-react. Merry Christmas daw. Waa. Di ko alam ang look ko nun sa face. Basta, masaya :)

Una kong nabuksan yung small gift. Bookmark na teddy bear ang laman. I named it, "Marti, the Bear" e ba't ba. Ang cute e. Ang cute nung bookmark ha, hindi nung tao :)) JOKE >:D<

tapos endless picture-picture na naman.. yung picture-picture na yun, parang ang memorable :P :D parang nahinto yung oras ko. wala akong ibang naisip, kundi siya lang :D basta memorable.

ITO. YUNG PINAKA-CUTE NA NANGYARI SA'MIN.

Nag-video kami!!!! Kung ano yung vid na yun, kami na lang nakakaalam :3 ahahahhahahah twas so cuuuuute! uberly yeah! but then, may villain e :| nabura niya sobrang distracted sa effort gift ko! na-feel ko talaga ang pag-shatter ng puso ko nung sinabi niya un e! asdfghjkl :( well, nonetheless, uulitin na lang daw namin. :( hirap ko pa namang sinet-up yung cam nun! basta, ganda ganda na nun e! excited na nga akong makita, tapos tinawagan ako sinabi na-delete raaaaaaaawwwww. waaaaa. okay exagge na. sabi naman niya, uulitin namin, so okay nuh ahahahahhahahahhahahahaha i am zu excited ahihihihihiiiiiiiiii :3

bla bla bla. tuloy ko bukas. antoks na :)) bukas na lang din photos. :P

hoy! magtext ka naman, miss na kita! napaka-antukin mo talaga forever and ever and ever!

will alter my dress na for Tiffa's debut tom! Yaaaaay! :D I hope he's here so we could be together sa iisang debut :s :)) alam ko kasi di pa nangyayari yun e hahahaha oh well, bye!

GRABE ANG PAGKAKAALALA KO, NAG-PROMISE NA AKONG TATANGGALIN KO NA ANG SMILEYS SA BLOG KO, BAKIT BIGLANG BUMALIK? =))) :3

Namimiss ko siya pag di siya nagrereply. Bat ganuuuuuuun

December 17, 2010

December 17, 2010

Yan ang status niya ngayon. Sabi niya sa'kin, date raw yan para sa iba. Para sa kanya, date namin yan. Para sa'kin naman, pang-ilan date na namin kaya yan HAHA. Nung first time naming kumain ng devil kwekkwek, kinonsider ko na agad na date 'yun. well, friendly date in that case hahahaha tas lahat lahat ng times na nagkasama kami ng kaming dalawa lang. as in lahat, for me, mga date! hahahaha. Ewan ko sa kanya bakit dapat sa Sbucks pa para masabing date HAHAHA.

Btw, second cake namin yung molten cake ng Sbucks. Masarap yung cake. Pero feeling ko, yung mas nagpasarap dun e yung fact na kasama ko siyang kumain nun. :D

Marami akong nakuwento kagabi. Lahat na ata nasabi ko, lalo na sa mga super duper ultra mega wala-akong-balak-ibulgar-until-forever-ends na mga secrets, e.g. yung YFC crushes ko HAHAHA pero sinabi ko namang walang depth yun. crush lang talaga hehe. pero yung iba, super crush, okay hihirit pa e! haha

Nanghiram pala ako ng shirt sa kanya, kasi epic fail yung suot ko kahapon. Naghanap kasi ako ng white top para ma-emphasize yung owl necklace na bigay niya (HAHA), e kaso yung top e pang-hippy, di ako komportable lalo kung iha-hug ko lang siya maghapon sa bed niya haha whatever haha. Yung pinahiram niya, white Paramore shirt na bigay niya kay Jillian, pero rarely used dahil sa size HAHA dress na nga sa'kin e! Amoy lupa tuloy ako buong araw dahil sa shirt ng oso na yun HAHA

12 hours and 30/45 minutes kaming magkasama kahapin. Sagad-sagaran yun hahaha. Pagdating ko ng Thub mga 2pm yun, kukunin ko kasi invitation sa debut ni Susa (wearing blue at the pic above). Btw, proud ako kay Susa, di pa rin siya nagbabago. I’m so happy na pinagkatiwalaan niya ako nang sobra sobra, at ngayon close friends kami. Siya yung tao na trineasure ang friendship namin kahit halos mawalan na kami ng communication dahil sa YFC ko. Masaya talaga ako naaalala niya pa rin ako, at kinukuwentuhan pa rin niya ako :) kaya di ko siya maiwan kahapon e, kailangan niya kasi ng kasama ayun. 2:45 kami umalis, tinawid namin siya ni J.

Tinanong ako ni J, “Pupunta ka pa bang Cal?” sabi ko ayaw ko na nga e, tinanong ko kung saan na tayo. Suggestion niya, “Bahay.” ewan ko, pero napa-nod na lang ako e=))))))))))

Nagtaxi na naman kami. Forever na ba kaming magtataxi HAHA okay lang naman sa’kin magjeep, kaso kung sa bagay hinahabol namin ang oras haha, bilis kasi ng oras pag magkasama kami e haha k

Nag-attempt kaming manuod ng movie, the Hole yata, pero walang pag-asa mag-movie lalo kung ang gusto ko lang ay i-hug siya buong hapon hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahah okay. okay na ako.

Binuksan niya yung copy ng convo namin last night, pati yung blog ko! Ayokong tignan! :| naiirita akong mabasa ang sarili kong kaartehan habang kasama siya hahahahahahah, pero nasabi niya pangarap niyang masulat sa blog, kasi dati raw yung crush niyang iniistalk niya sa xanga e may bina-blog na crush. wala lang. so, ngayon featured na siya sa blog ko. sana naman masaya na siya, lol k.

Ang kulit niya :( inaaway ako huhuuuu. inaaway niya ang kilikili kong maganda HAHA joke. intense kasi mangiliti. sigaw na nga ako ng sigaw kahapon e. swear ang ingay ko na! tas di na ako makahinga. pano ba naman, para akong tinatanggalan ng ribs. feeling ko plano niya talagang tanggalin ang ribs ko e, para kunin niya sa loob ng dibdib ko ang puso ko, tas tatahiin niya yun katabi ng puso niya HAHA ok exagge na exagge na!

Okay naman kahapon. Napagod ako. Wala naman kaming ginawa. Joke. Nagpicture pala kami. Ang sweet nga ng picture e. Kairita. Naka-sex hair pa ako, siya naman, Edward cullen hair. tapos super gusot ng top namin haha pero picture pa rin. My galliwaw! Pag lang talaga may nakakita nun HAHA pero para sa akin, okay lang magpicture kami ng ganun, para at least, memories, you know haha k wag lang i-publicize, or else........... =))

Btw, nung late afternoon, I received one hundred hugs! :D how? ganun talaga pag malakas sa oso e. kahit di ako magaling mag-acting, naniwala siyang patay ako at mabubuhay lang ako sa 5 hugs. But after the fifth, di pa rin ako nabubuhay HAHA tas umabot sa 10, then 20, 30, 40, 50, and so on, until 98, 99, and 100 hug aheeeee :"> tas after nun hinug ko siya, tas nakikipag-karerahan siya sa hininga niya. Napagod ko siya nang sobra :( so hinug ko ulit siya hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha

Rinevolving hug niya ako. twice ba yun, di ko maalala haha. Grabe. bigat bigat ko e, nakayanan pa ako. iba na talaga pag laking-gubat :’>

then we hugged each other forever.... then the black curtain fell..... then the audience applauded....... then the end of the story....

okay joke.

tinatawag na nga kami sa dinner, di pa kami makababa. e, sa matagal na ulit kami magkikita, so sinulit na namin HAHA nakausap ko pala si kitin over the phone, wala lang, first time, so unusual.

Kumain na kami, omg, may nangaroling ulit, tas tinakot ni J hahahahaha sabi niya parang “Piso pa lang yang kanta niyo, kanta pa!” omg natakot mga bata, lumipat sa kabilang bahay e hahahaha tapos dumating sa gate yung tita niya, na intrigera raw, nagtago ako, natakot ako e :(

buti-pa-siya-may-bangs hair.

Taxi. Migrain. Shizz. Wish ko, mawala na to. Mahirap e. Di ko maenjoy ang maraming bagay pag sumasakit ang ulo ko. Pagdating tuloy namin sa UP, parang ayaw ko ng tumuloy somewhere. Ni magpicture nga ng FA lanterns (which I totally love!), e ayoko na. Ayoko na nga umalis sa tabi niya kagabi. Naman kasi. Nahihilo na ako and it ain’t funny dude. Hindi talaga. Joke pa siya ng joke kagabi e, di na ako maka-ride, ang mitch kasi ng ulo ko, di marunong makisama :(

Nakita namin si Eric, na guwapo, pero ruler na lang talaga ang straight e. Nahiya ako. Ewan. I let go sa kamay niya. Sabi niya... “It’s okay” sana nga ganun lang ka-okay slash kadali yun.

Near Kioske. Kitin&John. Finally, I get to meet my sectorhead’s boy friend! Cute nila haha may pinapakita pa sila kagabing drawing ni Kitin, gift daw ni Kitin sa 2^nd anniv nila. Wow :”>

Fireworks. Sabi niya, pangarap daw niyang makapanuod ng Fireworks with a friend, at hindi ng pamilya. Thank you raw kasi ako yung nakasama niya. Tapos, palipat-lipat yung tingin niya. Nananadya e! =)) dati kasi, sabi niya, “Di ko alam kung saan ako titingin...kung sa fireworks, o sa’yo” i remembered that night, sa shopwise yun. and i can’t help but grin =)) utang na loob lang, out of the blue na naman kasi e. Any, ang gondo ng fireworks, worth watching..esp if you’re with an oso. Lol jk :p

Sa likod namin, sila Ate Mai. UPY. Nakita ko si Liz. I DIED =)) ewan ko parang ang awkward sa part ko hahahahahahaha :| sabi pa ni Liz, “may utang kayo..” nung nakita niya kami magka-hh. my goodness. ano sasabihin ko? nagsmile na lang ako hahahahhahahaha that’s how helpful smile is pag sa mga emergency. lol k

Fishballs? Mangga? None of the above, because we’re off to Technohub! Okay pinilit irhyme. HAHA

Ang daming tao sa Technohub Luneta Park Subic Bay. May naglatag pa ng mat sa gitna e. Benta lang hahahahaha. We stayed @ Starbucks. Basa pa yung upuan fail forever hahahahaha di ko talaga malimutan,e bat ba nabasa yung paramore shirt e hahaha.

Bumili na kami ng 2 choco cream chip. Joshua yung name na binigay niya, sabi ko, “Dapat Joshie” sabi niya, “No, ikaw lang pwedeng tumawag sakin nun.” Okay. Tameme.=)) tapos naalala ko sabi niya nung nabili namin yung molten cake, "Sweet yan, parang ikaw." Di ko alam kung tama yung pandinig ko e pero parang ganyan HAHA wala lang nasingit ko lang. tas umalis na sila Kitin, tas kami na lang, tas alam na ang next na mga mangyayari. Hihihihi *insert devil laugh*

JOKE.

Ayun, kuwentuhan. Di ko maalala lahat. Basta nakuwento ko na sina Julian at Marc, my dirty little secret. lol :| :| :| :| :| :| :| :| :| =))))))))))))))))))) at nakuwento na niya sila Mitch, Biber, Liz, and 10 other YFC girls.

1 am, tumawag tatay ko, tinanong ako kung saan ako, Thub po with a friend, aantayin niya ako. Sabi niya traffic daw. 2:30 nagtext kapatid ko, wow! paalis pa lang daw sila from Makati. Nagworry ako agad e! Not for myself ha. For the oso, of course. Kanina pa kasi siya tinatawagan ng dad niya, pinauuwi yata, idk. tas nagsorry ako :( kasi umagang-umaga na e :( :( :( :( :( sabi ko, umuna na siya, sabi niya, “it’s okay. i promised i’ll stay” OH KAMONNNN HAHAHAHA HE’S THE FIRST GUY TO STAY THAT LATTTTTTTTTTE FOR ME! naalala ko 12am pala yung latest, sila Gian, Neil, Kebkeb pa yun e. Pero gets, ang late nito e, early na nga e, kasi umaga na. HAHA okay joke yun.

Pwede naman ako magpasundo kagabi sa driver e :P e ayaw pa namin both. so antayin ko na lang sila papa hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahaha. Galing ng oso e, natuto akong magpasundo nang late simula nung magsama-sama kami HAHA

Pinagplanuhan pa namin yung pagmano niya, kasi ipakikilala ko siya kila Mama. Kinakabahan talaga ako e. Alam mo naman tatay ko, poker face! di mo alam galit na pala, tae.

Y: Papa, si Marti, schoolmate at ka-YFC, inantay po niya ako.

P: A! Pasensiya ka na ha, medyo na-delay kami! Salamat ha! (full flash ng white teeth)

M: Po?

P: (inulit sinabi niya hahahha)

M: Ay hindi okay lang po yun bla bla

So yun :)

"Sa tingin ko sa mga knkuwento mong efforts niya, i think seryoso naman siya. And hndi lang simpleng efforts yun ha? Tingin ko nga rin like mo nman na siya eh." - text ni Shauna =)) Nagkausap kami kanina ni Shauna, my Bhest, tas sabi ko kasi sa kanya, di ko muna lalagyan ng label yung feelings ko, kasi pag di pa pala ako sigurado dito, at nasabi ko sa kanya, masasaktan ko lang siya. Basta, honest ako sa kanya. Honest talaga. Never akong naging ganito ka-honest sa mga dati ko hahahahahaa oo na ako na! Sabi ko kay shauna, for now, honesty ko lang kasi mabibigay ko sa kanya. Unfair kung pati honesty ipagdadamot ko. Mas komportable nga ako sa aming dalawa dahil honest ako e. I really try to tell him everything. Alam mo yun. ALTHOUGH, SOBRANG MAHIRAP HAHA. At ngayon, mahirap din iexplain hahahaha.

Ka-text ko siya kani-kanina lang. Bakit parang may super tiny piece inside of me na nadudurog pag maikli lang reply niya, or matagal siyang magreply. okay wala lang as if naman. K. sabi niya nanuod daw kasi siya ng ms. eng’g. pero wala lang, ewan, siguro gusto ko yung full atention niya, since di naman kami magkasama ngayon. HAHAHAHA CONCEITED. PERO, KANINA LANG NAMAN AKO GANUN. I meant, kasi seryoso yung usapan e, tungkol sa mga pressure challenges na sinusubukan ko thingy. Ewan whatever. sige yun muna for now, byebye.

Y, you take my breath away. :)

Yes, I miss you.

Isn't it obvious? I'm staying this late just to chat with you.

MISSING YOU, OSO.

Donut read if you're not an oso.

Kasama ko siya kahapon. 12pm - 10pm. One of the best days I had in my life. Why? Because he always make me feel special. ALWAYS.

Gusto ko yata siya. Di ko pa alam. Ayaw ko pang magpaka-sigurado. Kasi.. kasi.. as usual, i'm too afraid to give. Natatakot na akong ipagkatiwala ang puso ko. Napaka-fragile na nito e. Alam mo yun, ayow na masaktan, ganun.

Kaya nga I carefullyobserve my tongue, kasi baka kung anong mabitawan kong salita na hindi appropriate for my feelings. At baka makasakit lang ako ng tao in the near future.

But whatever, I don't care. Siguro, God is telling me, ienjoy ko lang ang company niya habang masaya pa kami, habang tengga pa kami sa service, habang hindi pa complicated ang sitwasyon.

Actually, na-shock ako sa sarili ko kahapon, at nung isang kahapon, at nung andun kami kila Chello. Whoaaa. Hindi ko naman kasi alam na kapag andiyan na pala, iha-hug ko na siya ng sobra sobra. Alam mo yung feeling na... pwede akong magpakipot e. Pwede talaga. Or pwede kong pigilan yung sarili ko, para hindi mukhang cheap at bigay lang ng bigay whatever chu chu. Yung ganung tipo. PERO WALA E. WALANG EFFECT yung pag-iinarte ng tulad sa ibang kababaihan. Basta ang alam ko, nung nakasama ko siya, gagawin ko ang gusto ko. Masaya naman ako, masaya rin naman siya. So ano gagawin ko? Alangan namang unahin ko pa yung iisipin/sasabihin ng iba.

Ok ako na weird. Sabi ko kanina hindi ko pa alam kung gusto ko siya, pero kung maka-hug ako sa kanya, parang wala nang bukas. E bakit ba. E sa masaya ako. At masaya rin naman daw siya. (sana)

Ewan ko ba. Siya ang kauna-unahang guy na naka-bonding ko sa kuwarto't bahay niya mismo. Mas kumportable pala HAHA ok ako na malandi hahahaha

May time pa nga kahapon, nasi-CR na ako, e edi nag-aayos na ako ng buhok, magsasalamin ako, so malinis na ang pusodko. Tas mapapalingon ako sa kanya, i-eextend ko na naman ang arms ko, i-hahug ko ulit siya. E bat ba. =)) mga thrice or four times nangyari yun HAHA tas sabi niya, "mamimiss mo ko no? di mo ko maiwan" HAHAHAHA PARANG, YATA, SIGURO, EWAN HAHAHA =))

Tapos, rinevolving hug niya ako. :"> first time kooooooooo, okay. :| :))

Hay nako tapos she keeps on telling me, "Ganda mo!" as in. Paulit-ulit =))))))) tapos naisip ko, "wtf? that's not true" pero napapa- :"> ako =))

Naalala ko nangatok yung househelp nila, taranta kaming tumayo agad e =))))))))) nag-ayos ako ng sexhair kong buhok! =))

pilit kong inaaalala yung iba. Hmmmmmmm. ahh, the sweetest, the last hour :) kasi alam naming may taning na kami, kasi pupunta pa kaming Hagikhikan sa UP. So gets. :'D then he hugged me, so tight! nakapatong siya sa akin. Ang bigat niya ok. Pero, wala, idk, mamanhid na ako't lahat, magpapahug pa rin ako HAHA >:D<>

Moving on, hmm, before pa pala nun. Nanuod kami ng movie :) 50 FIRST DATES. The sweetest position i had ever while watching a movie! he let me make sandal at him HAHAHHA tapos sa kalagitnaan pinause namin yung movie. then we hugged each other. i can't fully remember, pro naaalala ko sabi niya, "wag na tayo manuod.." HAHAHAHA

tas binuhat niya ako sa top niya, then i hugged him, he hugged me. ENOBAAAAAA. Isn't that sweet HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA K.

Later that afternoon, naalala ko, piniem niya anak namin. Tapos sabi ko, "wag naaaaa" sabi niya, "bakit?" "ahh basta wag naa ha?" "gusto mo lang akong masolo e" something like that. peroo yeah, parang totoo HAHAHAHAHA

Ano pa ba? Btw, i love tickling him. HAHAHAHAHHAH. Cutecute niya pag nagpipigil siya. at ayaw niyang umaming nakikiliti siya :"> basta sinasabi lang niya, "tama na.. yanie talaga, kulit-kulit" waa. ewan ko cute cute niya! kaya inuulit-ulit ko e. nanghina na nga raw tuhod niya dun sa UP HAHAHA pero cute pa rin! so tutuloy ko pa rin HAHAHA =))

Ano pa ba. ahh yung dun sa last 20 mins or last hour namin, may pinakita siyang playlist sa ipod niya, title "AGDD" then i opened it. tas boom. message na mga kanta. arranged sa gets.. sa message. ah basta. sige na hahahahaha. tapos nagpatugtog lang siya all the way forever ng super nice songs. ewan ko lang kung dedicated sakin yun hahahaha. basta ang solemn nung night :D bla bla bla.

ano pa.. woo brain storming :D

ayon, so 6pm na yinayaya na kami for dinner ni tita oyet. i am so kinakabahanzzzzzz! :( sobra :( as in :( alam mo yung feeling na.. "WTH PLEASE? GANITO ITSURA KO. HAHARAP AKO SA NANAY NIYA?" =)) tapos yung mga thoughts na, waaaaaa ano sasabihin niya sakin, paano ako haharap jan, or ano paano ko siya pakikitunguhan, chu chu. first impression blabla HAHA

pero hinug ako ni J hahahaha tas yun naging okay naman ako. Pero hindi pa rin e hahaha kasi grabe yung mga titig nina Jillian, Tita, at nung dalawang househelp. OMG lang talaga :))

pero, wala, comfortable naman ako. mabait naman si tita ehehehhehe :"> hmm. tae nasspeechless na ako forever :)))))

Naalala ko andun ako nagdinner nang may first na nagcaroling sakanila ihihihi ok wala lang :| tapos may last slice ng Braso ng red ribbon. first cake namin ni J :))

Ah wait. Nahawakan ko na pala yung balbas niya HAHA. dati ko pa gustong hawakan yung ganun ng tatay ko e, pati yung ganun ng best friend ko, pati yung sa iba kong pinsan at friends... pero siya yung una kong nahawakan na ganun. okay wala lang. talk about nonsense. :))

Pag may naaalala pa ako, dagdag ko mamaya.

So dun sa UP Hagikhikan, Faculty folies. Nagtaxi pala kami pagpunta. Wala akong pambayad e. so siya nagbayad HAHHAHAHA. di ko pa rin kabisado bahay nila. haha. basta hinug ko siya before kami makalabas ng hi-way, at dun sa loob ng taxi. ah bat ba. anong pake ng ibang tao at ng taxi driver at ng security guard HAHA :)))))))

tas sa UP, nakita namin si June, with Nicco! Hehe. Kulit ni June forever :| napapahiya ako e. kami. Narinig niya pa nung palabas na kami ng theater, sinabi kasi ni J "Pinagod mo kasi ako e.." tas biglang lumingon si June. Tas nang-asar. HAHAHAHA panira e. :))

Tapos ewan ko pero ang kati-kati ng likod ko kagabi. kairita. tapos kinamot niya hahahaha. Tapos walang upuan kahapon, e isa lang kasya dun sa top, so umupo siya dun, tas kinandong niya ako :3 lalala =))))

tapos naaalala ko, nahihilo na talaga ako kagabi, f*Ck this migraine forever! :( minamassage niya ulo ko haha hoho. tas hinahug niya ako :)) pero may bad siyang ginawa, kiniss niya forehead ko =)) e bat ba, ayoko pa magpakiss e. earlier pa pala nun, kiniss din niya kamay ko, sabi ko wag muna. basta wag muna :D tapos inerase niya sa forehead yung kiss. tas nagpa-tickle siya. HAHAHAHA sbi niya pa, "Sige na go, i deserve this" with matching sad pacute face pa e :)))))) waaaa =))

Tas ayun natapos na hehe hug ko ulit siya sa pathway. Nasa thub pa pala sila mama, nakasama ko pa sandali si J. Kinain naminyung tirang butterscotch HAHA gutom na kasi kami e.

Then, byebye na hehe.

Ayuuuuun. Stream of consciousness to. Draft. para mas mafeel mo pag binasa mo na. Ha? Ha?

Basta tandaan mo, nag-enjoy ako. At kahit maging sobrang kulit pa ng mga housemaids niyo, babalik ako jan, hahahahahahhahahahaha thank you J! You're awesome :">

oh btw, yung pics natin, wala lang ganda hohoho :D lantern parade na bukas, will see you again! hihihihi :">

Joshie :D

We ate kwekkwek @ CAL parking lot, then ice cream @ UP Shopping center.

Ang kulit e. He will keep me safe raw. Osige na, siya na :))

I didn't bring with me my camera, thus I got no photo to share. Next time!

Will now update my Flickr regularly

Since I've been involved in photography activities recently, I decided to upload photos in a photostream and promised to update it regularly. Well, you got an amateur here, so don't expect that crappy much. HAHA. Check it out here.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

FLY YOUTH CAMP

POSITOOTS.

Okay ang flow ng activity after ng Friday accident. Ginawa ng mga ate at kuya ang mga dapat gawin.

Nakapag-deliver ng food. Walang nagutom na bata.

Natuloy ang pagiging solemn/holy. Natuloy ang lahat ng sessions.

Officers, members and facilitators tumutulong sa lahat ng bagay.

Smooth ang program flow, walang aberya. Nasunod ang schedule.

Walang problema sa pag-alis ng student leaders, dahil may magtitake-over sa mga tasks.

NEGATOOTS.

Miscommunication - nasunod ang program , pero linimitahan kaya maagdang pinauwi ang mga bata, para di na lumala pa nag problema.

Reply slips vs Wavers

Waiver - gagamit ng lugar ang yfc sa feu.

- liable ang school sa mga student sa kung anong mangyari sa kanila, para di masabing pinabayaan ng school ang mga bata, kaya naghigpit dito, pero di nakapagbigay ng mas maaga.

Reply slips - walang liability ang YFC

- legal sa YFC, but not in FEU Fern.

Nakalusot ang waiver waiver last year.

Listahan ng participants at support, hinihingi na Monday pa lang ng admin, pero di nabigay.

Officers, hindi finoforward ang activity sa Overall activity coordinator and Moderator.

Walang official music ministry, nagkagulo sa talk4 music.

Yung iba, di naka-attend ng YCT.

Student leaders na kailangan nang umuwi

Jumpei - walang pirmadong waiver

Shik - family problem and exam tom

PROTOCOL.

Lahat ng letters, list, time, drafts, direct coordination from HPV to moderator.

Dapat transparent na tayo.

Bago magsaya, dapat dapat at tama muna ang gawin.

Trees That Wood

Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the first tree said, "Someday I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems. I could be decorated with intricate carving and everyone would see the beauty."

Then the second tree said, "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of the world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull."

Finally the third tree said, "I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time and people will always remember me."

After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. When one came to the first tree he said, "This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter" ... and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest.

At the second tree a woodsman said, "This looks like a strong tree, I should be able to sell it to the shipyard." The second tree was happy because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship.

When the woodsmen came upon the third tree, the tree was frightened because he knew that if they cut him down his dreams would not come true. One of the woodsmen said, "I don't need anything special from my tree so I'll take this one", and he cut it down.

When the first tree arrived at the carpenters, he was made into a feed box for animals. He was then placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for. The second tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The third tree was cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark. The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams.

Then one day, a man and woman came to the barn. She gave birth and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time. Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe. The men woke the sleeping man, and he stood and said "Peace" and the storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat.

Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets as the people mocked the man who was carrying it. When they came to a stop, the man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill. When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as was possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it.

The moral of this story is that when things don't seem to be going your way, always know that God has a plan for you. If you place your trust in Him, He will give you great gifts. Each of the trees got what they wanted, just not in the way they had imagined. We don't always know what God's plans are for us. We just know that His ways are not our ways, but His ways are always best.

Source

Ito na naman ang mediocrity ko, umiral na naman :(

Parang ayoko na magsulat, I feel like a failure. Gusto ko nang tumakas sa mundong to, di ko alam, pero ang hirap, di ko po talaga alam :( Di ako makapagsulat ng tulad ng gusto nila. Lord, tulungan mo ko. Napipressure lang ako. Di ako masaya sa ginagawa ko. Tulungan mo ko maging masaya, Lord. :(

Share a psalm!

SHARE A PSALM

When words are difficult to find or the pressures of events distract my thoughts I find it helpful to share a Psalm, making the words of the psalmist my own prayer or request and applying them to my own situation. Here are a few examples of where I look for help in the Psalms when I feel,

• Afraid 3, 91
• Alone 27
• Envious 73
• Like giving up 34, 43
• Sad 13
• Weak 40, 121, 142
• Worried 37
• Tempted 141
• Unimportant 139
• Like praising God 96, 100, 145

PRAYING THE PSALMS

The Book of Psalms is really a book of prayers. From praise and giving thanks, to asking forgiveness, overcoming temptation, dealing with discouragement, facing fear, finding guidance, seeking wisdom or gaining courage. No matter how we feel, in the Psalms we find words to express every human condition and they teach about how God wants us to communicate with him. It’s reassuring to know that the psalmists had the same feelings we do, and weren’t afraid of expressing them to God!

http://insight.typepad.co.uk/insight/prayer_and_young_people/

10 Simple Prayer Ideas for Teens

http://www.rethinkingyouthministry.com/2008/06/10-simple-prayer-ideas-for-teens.html

Praying

http://www.orthodoxprayer.org/Daily%20Prayer%20Basics.html

6th talk

How to be blessed by the bible?

SHS 1st meeting after camp, Sept 7.

Sobrang sarap ng feeling

Define panic at kaba. Taranta kong sinimulan at tinapos ang sigsheet ko for Iris in one night! Dun pa talaga sa FR night! Waaa alam mo yung feeling na gusto ko na tumalon sa pool at makipagtawanan sa mga new mems, at makipaglanguyan dun! pero wala e :( i just had to do my sigsheet! or else, di ako magpapa-interv! :(

Copy dito, paste doon. Hala sige gupit, dikit, Sulat, kabisado. Etcetera etcetera.

It's not the BEST sigsheet I could produce. I know that to myself! Pero gets? Galing ni God kasi nasimulan ko, natapos ko, at may bonus pa akong ring binder from Meme.

Galing ni God, pinrovide niya lahat lahat ng kailangan ko kanina!

Kahit may dala akong kanin, at napansin pa ni AJ Sarmiento ang kanin ko :(((((((((( nakakahiya ok.

Akala ko kasi parang pambabalaj at pangbabara ng UGAT, ang nagpasidhi ng emosyon ko. Akala ko di ako magiging confident, at nenerbiyosin lang ako all the way, pero wh

at the heck =)) super natural interv lang! nothing to be afraid of really! Objective, at ang cutecute nila! :))

I love iris! super nabunutan ako ng tinik after nun, kaya kumain na lang kami sa TomatoKick, Maginhawa! Alfredo fettuccine ftw! yumm

I'm in awe when I read Paulina's event invitation. She is really dedicated.

Starting today, Paulina will be detached from

1. her cellphone
2. Facebook

Contact her through:

1. email: pmiranda_2990@yahoo.com <-- THIS SHE WILL KEEP
2. Enzo Miranda's facebook account. YOU CAN MESSAGE HIM
3. personal meetings or trysts or whatever
4. secret emergency phone
5. landline

She is doing this to/for:

1. learn time management
2. focus
3. have direction in life; stop being aimless
4. stick to her word; wants to be on time
5. have more personal relationships with you; when she is there, she is there for you; she is yours 100%-- set a time and date, and she'll be there
6. growth
7. detachment; an application of the wisdom of Christ and Buddhism

How long will this go on?

For as long as her family isn't complaining about how hard it is to contact her; as she deems it necessary for academic purposes (sometimes she keeps in touch best through facebook)

It is quite impractical but this will teach her a lot. She needs this.

SEE YOU IN REAL LIFE! Hope to have a more meaningful life!

5th Talk

Who is Jesus Christ to Me?

Delivered in SHS camp. Sept. 3, 2010

I am one lucky girl. I love them!

(though i somehow felt my best wasn't good enough)

4th Talk

"How to be Blessed by the Bible?"

- delivered in DPS meeting Sept 2 '10 :D

Will i get an UNO for my subjects this semester?

Queen of Wands

You are strong enough to gain wisdom from a challenging experience.

King of Wands

Among your many options, choose the one closest to your heart.

Seven of Coins

Use the powers of your mind to focus your energy.

Cool website. Click here.

Mga pangarap ko OVER OVER

• Video editing
• Paint anything
• Upload photos in Flickr (personal)
• Nail-art

I want so many things that satisfy me. I didn't realize that I have been forgetting and dumping God's promise - the Kingdom of Heaven.

Tambak

Bakit pag marami akong gagawin para akong nalilito sa buhay? Pag marami akong hinahabol na duedate, feeling ko, di ako makapag-ientertain ng iba? Yun tipong pag tambak ang dapat sulatin, tapos maraming abala, di na ako magkanda-ugaga kung ano ang dapat unahin/gawin. Di ko ma-set kung ano ang mas importante. Acads ba, friends o YFC? Mahirap mamili lalo kung lahat sila mahalaga sa akin.

Ito ang prayer ko ngayon:

Lord, guide me with my priorities. Show me your way. Amen.

Letter from an aborted child

Letter from an aborted child

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this letter circulated the net long time ago but i think it must be re circulated again and again to save the innocents and give light to disturbed pregnant mothers.

"I am writing this letter to all mothers that have aborted a child. I, a victim, write this letter from all of us who have died in the hands of evil. I want to tell all mothers to stop crying for our absence because we are fine here. Our dad, God, is happy to have us, however we would be happier if we were with our parents. We are very happy and pray to God for you, mothers, so that you would not abort more children, neither would you allow more children to die this way. I want to tell you my story and tell all mothers the reality of abortion.

I remember very well the moment that separated me from the most beautiful living paradise; the moment that a machine detached me from my mother's womb. I had just finished eating and was ready to go to sleep, as usual. Listening to my mother talking I heard a strange voice. This voice projected me fear and I cried. I remember my mother feeling uneasy and scared as I felt her heart beat going up rapidly. I felt a huge device approaching me. I remember yelling, "Mommy! Mommy! What are you doing to me?"

All of a sudden I felt this device trying to reach me to destroy me. Impatiently I yelled again much louder. With all my strength, I clung to the most beautiful thing I had, my mother. I remember very well thinking to myself, "Why are you the most beautiful woman in the world, the one with a loving heart and full of tenderness, doing this?"

I was only a defenseless baby, or a "piece of meat" as that strange voice called me. I just wanted to be born, to fill you with kisses, hugs, and tell you that you wee the best mother in the world. I wanted to be born to brighten your gloomy days and fill you with love and happiness and, occasionally, be mischievous. I thought of the moment when you and I would hug each other, laugh at one another, cry and comfort each other. Now I see that all my dreams are about to end.

As I was thinking this, the machine grabbed one of my tiny legs and detached it from me; then the other one. I yelled with pain, "Mommy! Mommy! Don't do this to me! I beg you mama, take this pain away from me. I promise I will not do anything that you don't like. Please, don't let me die! Please mama, I beg you!"

Then my right arm was clumsily detached. Full of pain, I pleaded with my mother not to let me die. Then the other arm was detached. As a baby that loves her mother, I kept fighting against the horrible device threatening. I didn't look like a normal baby any more. I had neither arms nor legs, but I didn't care. All I wanted was my mother to tell me that she loved me and wanted her to take this pain away from me. The end was close as some clamps destroyed my head and, with an "I love you" I said good-bye to my mama.

Mama, I only want to tell you that I forgive you and I love you. Don't suffer for me. I also want to ask you for a small favor. Tell the expecting mothers that what they have in their wombs is a baby that only wants to make them happy. "

I love you mama.

Source.

Ricky Lee Day!!! \m/

I thought di ako ma-eexcite pero whoaa ganun pala feelin g pag nameet mo ng personal ang isang sikat na iskripwriter/novelist/Creatives' manager ng ABS-CBN.

Take note: My Himala and Trip to Quiapo book got signed! \m/ I really am so luuuucky! Wii

Necklaces

Yesterday, I bought random necklaces from yukimakesthings and freestylenecklaces. They're so cute :P Thank you so much to my high school friend Marga for letting me in their event! I love love love it! Praise God!

But, yes, I am somehow guilty with the money issue. I was very coward to stand on my own, thus, I failed to bring honor to my Jesus Christ.

Shocking

Weird lang.

1. Walang ginawa sa PE
2. Nag-sit in ako sa PapPil nila Meme

3. Dumating si Kuya Luis sa kalagitnaan ng klase

4. Bumaba pa tuloy ako at naputol ang panunood ng film

5. Nag-sit in sa Komm 3 Landicho

6. Nag-group work sila. Kinausap ko si Joems sa cp. Mahal ko tong mga alaga ko kaya di na ako lumabas ng class. lol.retard reason!

7. Tinawag ako "What group are you?"

8. Lumapit ako, Maam, seat in po.

9. "Sit-in without permission? Sit-in ka na lang nag-cecellphone ka pa! Get out! Bastos!" - in front of her class. wow.

10. =))))) FTW MENOPAUSAL =))))) at napagbuntungan lang ako ng galit >:))

First time to, but it's my fault, so it's okay. Dibale, next time iiwasan ko na mag-cellphone. I learned my fucking lesson! \m/ Buti na lang di ako member of the class :)) Wag ko na lang daw pansinin yung matanda sabi ni Dindin, aww I love Dindin! Lessthanthree her!

Wait that's only part of the shocking day.

10. Pag-uwi tulog ako

11. Tumawag si Joems, kausap ko siya for almost 2 hours

12. Mabait naman pala siya, makabayan, at emo HAHA

13. Tumawag si Papa

14. Kumusta na raw school. Isipin ko na raw ang kurso ko.

15. Siyempre, kinabahan na naman ako dahil alam kong wala akong patutunguhan sa kursong ito.

16. Lalo akong napressure nang sinabi niya, "Basta siguraduhin niyong 4 na taon tapos na kayo, dahil tumatanda na rin si Papa, at gusto nang magpahinga."

17. That fucking hurt/pressured/inspired me. I don't know what to say. I really am disappointed na nagMP ako dahil baka di ko ma-meet expectation nila. Mahal ko pamilya ko, gagawin ko lahat for them. Kaso itong course, pano kung nagugustuhan ko na, pero di ako bagay dito kasi wala akong maipapakain sa pamilya ko pag nagtuloy ako dito. Hay nako :( Nalilito ako Lord, lagi na lang ito ang pinakamalaking issue sa buhay ko. Bakit pa kasi ako nagpumilit mag-UP e.

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Then,

18. Puch. Pinahahanap na ako ng boyfriend >:))))))

19. Pero mag-aral daw muna ako. Para pag pinakilala na ako nun sa pamilya ng lalaki, ikarangal ako at di maliitin ng pamilya ng niya

20. @_@ First time sabihin ng tatay ko yun sakin Na-exite tuloy ako magboyfriend. Sino kaya? Hmm. Kailangan ko na tumarget! HAHA joke, nahiya ako sa kanila, aral muna ko, gusto ko sana muna magtrabaho e.

Di pa tapos :P

17. Pinag-iisip na naman ako ng tatay ko, Debut o Pera?

18. Siyempre si masinop girl, iniisip ko na naman makukuha ko sa pera ko, mga bagong damit din kasi yun

19. Matagal na nga ako nangangarap ng debut e. Nakahanap na nga ako ng photobooth e

20. Gusto ko lang makasama ang mga special friends ko on that day

21. Sabi ng tatay ko, "Okay yan, kaso isang gabing kasiyahan lang yan, bukas wala na ang pera mo. At lalo na ngayong, nagpapagawa tayo ng bahay, para tayong nagsisimula sa simulang-simula. Basta pag may pera ako, bibigyan kita, pero pag wala na akong pera, ano na?"

22. Sagot ko, "Wala po"

23. Sabi niya, "Alam ko naman understanding ka e. Isipin mo na kung magkano ang magagastos mo sa debut at kung gusto mong i-cash na lang."

GRABE =))))))) SHOCKING PO ITO >:)))

Acads, don't go

Lagi na lang ako umaabot sa ganitong punto, maiiyak na lang ako, dahil di ko na alam kung ano ang dapat gawin, o kung ano ang dapat unahin, nahihirapan ako seryoso na, kung ngayon nararamdaman ko ang pagpatak ng mga luha mula sa aking mga mata, mas mabigat pala sa pakiramdam iyong 5 days kang nakatulala at wala kang nagawa, Lord, pa rang ayaw ko ng mag-aral, parang di ko na kaya, parang nahihirapan talaga akong simulan ang bawat malikain kong akda, Lord, hirap na hirap na ako, ang sakit ng ulo ko, pero di gumagana ang mga daliri ko, halos maliitin ko ang sarili ko sa mga akda ko, Lord, para dito ba talaga ako sa kursong to, kasi kung oo, bakit di ko maramdaman, bakit ang ilap ko sa mga homeworks ko, bakit pag ibang tao ang lumalapit sakin,a ng bilis kong umuo, pero bakit pag calling na ng academics, ba't ganito ako, Lord, ano baaaaaaa, patuloy pa rin ang pagbagsak ng luha ko, tulungan mo naman ako mahanap ang mga kasagutan kasi iniisip ko pa lang ang mga dapat kong gawin, naiiyak nako, hindi ko na talaga agad kaya, Lord, make a miracle i need one right now, i love you so much i don't want to waste my opportunity to study in UP, i love you so much i don't want to hurt my parents if they see my failing grades, i love you so much i want to graduate as a laude, i love you so much i want to make you proud, love me Lord God, hug me, I need one right now, I want to be inlove also with my academics, I always want to, pero nahihirapan na ako talaga, tulungan mo naman ako, I LOVE YOU, I know you'll never let me go thru it all

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What is the theme of the story? In: Literary Terms [Edit categories]

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"Theme is the central message of a literary work. It is not the same as a subject, which can be expressed in

a word or two: courage, survival, war, pride, etc. The theme is the idea the author wishes to convey about

that subject. It is expressed as a sentence or general statement about life or human nature. A literary work

can have more than one theme, and most themes are not directly stated but are implied. The reader must

think about all the elements of the work and use them to make inferences, or reasonable guesses, as to

which themes seem to be implied." (from Laying the Foundation series of books published by AP

Strategies in Dallas)

For example, if love is a topic/subject of two novels, a major theme in one of the novels could be "Love, if

taken to extremes, can be negative rather than positive," while in the other novel, the theme might be "Love

can conquer even the greatest evil." Notice that the topic/subject is the same, but the messages about that

topic/subject are different in different works.

Consider this:

A theme is a meaning of a work. (Yes, there can be more than one "meaning.") Can the meaning of a work

be love? hate? greed? No-that makes no sense! Those are just topics, not themes. The theme is the

statement an author is making about a topic.