Sunday, August 23, 2009

August frustation

WTF. NEWS WRITING HAS NEVER BEEN THIS HARD FOR ME. YES, LORD, I GUESS THIS IS MY BIGGEST FEAR NOW. TO BE REJECTED. I’VE BEEN WANTING TO EXPRESS MYSELF IN THE NOT-SO-NORMAL WAY, AND IF I FAIL TO COMPLY WITH IT, IT WOULD CAUSE ME RAPID DOWNFALL AND ENDLESS FRUSTATION. :( DID YOU ASK RAIZA MACARAEG FOR ME TO THINK ABOUT, OR BETTER YET PRAY OVER WHAT I’VE DECIDED? I’M SORRY FOR CAUSING YOU SO MUCH TROUBLE. I’M SORRY FOR MY CARELESS DECISION, NEITHER HAVE I ASKED YOUR CONSENT REGARDING THIS. AND IT MAKES ME FEEL WRECK IN THE INSIDE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. WILL I STILL PURSUE THIS? PLEASE LORD, HELP ME, L WHAT TO DO NOW. WHAT TO DO NOW. WHAT TO DO NOW. GIMMMMMMMME SIGN. I’M A AFRAID TO MOVE FORWARD WITH YOU. IT’S JUST….THERE’S THIS SMALL BUT HUGE DIFFERENCE WHEN I STEP FORWARD WITH YOUR LIGHT AND GUIDANCE.

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