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Bungee Fun!!!! :-)

Hey, I went Bungee Jumping and it turned to be ultra ultra funawsmfunawsmfunawsm experience! Please do visit the limited branch near Mall of Asia (MOA) care of San Miguel Co., only until January 4 2010. GO GO GO TRY & FACE YOUR FEARS! :-) :-)

merry christmas!

i miss you people :)
i miss blogger :D
i'll get back soon. :*

Resist temptation

This is what I've been reiterating to myself...everyday, since I entered college.

Temptations are, I must admit, quite fun and exciting. Who would not want to get stuck with Facebook status and applications for the whole day? Rather than write some pesky personal essay requirement, and enumerate long boring American history, I'd rather stare and be amazed with some lovely vivid computer graphics. Plus points, it's the mostinteractive and highly addicting game I tried!

"Though my rants seems absurd, but I badly want to get back with reality. With who I really am. With what I love to do."

I'm sick of running after the freaking deadlines!

Well everything is up to me. Maybe I'll try.. someday.

"Here I am to say that You're my God."

His Power is limitless. His love is forgiving.
Eternity will never separate me from my God.

UP Sagip-Isko

I volunteered! I VOLUNTEERED! I volunteered! I VOLUNTEERED!

Dahil sa hindi ko inaasahang pangyayari, ang pagragasa ni Ondoy sa Metro Manila, may kung anung pumitik sa puso ko. Alam kong kailangan nila ang tulong ko. Ngunit. Tinatamad ako. Yehey.

Hulog ng langit talaga 'tong si Shaira, kaybuti at nagGM siya sakin, voila! Tapos ang problema ko! Niyaya niya ako sa Sagip-Isko, proyekto ng University of the Philippines University Student Council, na naglalayon na makahandog ng kahit kaunting donasyon sa mga nasalanta ng bagyo.

Yes! Seriously, you know, I went there! I'm confused pa nga e kasi mahiyain ako. Baka hindi ako makajoin sa mga nandoon kung ako lang mag-isa, diba? Again, blessing in disguise, kausap ko si Shauna that night, vinolunteer niya ang sarili niya. I so like it! May kasama na ako!

Gumagawa ako ngayon ng term paper sa Fil25 tungkol sa pagvolunteer ko sa Christ of the Risen Lord. Ipopost ko na lang dito kapag natapos ko na. Ang dami ko nga gusto isulat dun e. Di ko na alam kung pano icocompose ng maayos. Ang weird lang kasi na lahat at pinakasimpleng detalye, gusto ko mapasama sa paper ko. Mukhang malakas ang tama ko sa pagvolunteer ko na yun a.


First day, SEPTEMBER 30 '09

• Lutong - Bahay - first time ko dito! Yummy!
• Kuya Carlos - nag-orient sa amin. May glasses siya. Yay! He's cute ok.
• Pusoy dos - marunong na ako! Yes! Achievement!
• Human chain - we crave for this! 2x a day kami!
• SC Grocery - first time ko na naman. Tnx to Shai.
• L300 - Naks! I salute you for 15 years of loyal service to us. And 2-day service in CRL.
  
• Ate Bia - very pretty lady. Brown curly hair. Crush ni Shauna.
  
• Ate Ame - Ame wave. lol. AKA Kaye Almazan. Very mabaet. I like her! She's so grateful of L3 :p
• Ate Brandy - Charot! May bandana sa ulo. Maliit. Educ. rep in USC. Kumakausap sa amin sa pick up ni Kuya PJ. "I'll bet my life on it."
  
• Kuya PJ - Owner ng pick-up with big wheels. I say with really, biiiig wheels. "First time niyo?" "Secret lang to ah" Lakas ng apppppeal. Diba Shauna? :p
• Kuya Jose -Mech. Eng'g. Environmental Councilor ng USC. Boardwalk. "Bracket A si ate." English 10. Ang baet niya, team head namin siya. Yiiie pero bitter pa rin ako. :p
  
• North Fairview - super depressed area. Natouch at na-insult ako at the same time. But what a experience. Worth it.
• Kuya Kule/Keppy? - oh no. Forgot his name. Keppy ata. Writer ng Kule. Cool!
• Alcohol - Bawal ka! Huhu
• Plastic bags - 2 for clothes, 2 for goods. Yay!
• Door-to-door - better than line. Nakausap ko ang ibang nasalanta.
  
• Dominic Ochoa - ang puti. Nakasakay sa Sagip Kapamilya Shuttle.
• Shauna, Shaira, Kwan - first day buddies!
• Wrong move - fave quote!
• Apol - misssssssed 3/4 of her life!
  

Second day, OCTOBER 1 '09

1ST TRIP 9-12pm @ TUMANA

• Brgy. UP Campus Hall - shithead. *sob* dapat dapala sa batch kami ng Oluandez kami para nakasama ko si....
  
• Tibak - aka Aktibista ng U.P.
• Tumana, Marikina - hi. 2x ka namin binisita. Immune na kami. :p Masangsang. Brown. Brown. Brown. Brown. Plastik. Kahoy. Salamin. Putik. Putik. Bota. Gulay. Okra. Plywood. Stuff toy. Plastik. Gloves.
  
• Kabataan partylist - kasama namin nagcommute.
  
• Basura - everywhere of Tumana! Buti kung maliliit, e mountains of garbage e! Basura = Tumana = Putik
• Putik = Brown. Also everywhere! Be careful kapag nagconverse kayo, magiging pinkish brown na ang style niyan.
• Amoy-basura - Kaming lahat.
  
• Downy - Dapat kaming magbabad nito since di gumagana ang Alcohol namin.
• Alcohol - Hindi bawal pero mahirap dahil may plastik ang kamay.
• 8 Missed calls - Like, hello pa, Mabaho slash madumi ang kamay ko, may plastik pa, paano ko sasgutin yan???
• Dump truck - na di ko pa rin alam ang spelling kung damp o damb o dumb truck :p nagkalat sa Tumana. Di rin naman namin napuno.
• Boots - nainggit ako! I want one!
• Converse at Jansport ko - Mahal na mahal ko kayo! Saya no? Naexperience niyo magtravel. lol.
• Ate Ram - tibak. mp.
• Kuya Milo - educ. piyudalismo.
• Kuya Alvin - ayiee ate jamie. stand-up. di ko nakilala. kainis :p
• Sorry - masasabi ko di ko na maalala kung sinu sino yung mga tao sa umaga na to waaa.
• Carl - kiniss ako nang nagkita kami sa sakayan ng jeep. sinabihan ako ng very good. yay! kilig ako!
• Amoy - basura - hanggang U.P. naaamoy namin ang sarili namin.
• Ulan - thanks to you, nawala ang putik sa paa nila Shauna at Shaira
• Tae - normal na bagay na lang. Nahawakan ko na e
• Kuko at kamay - bawal idikit sa ilong. Maghanda ka ng magpakamatay kung gusto mo. Impyerno ang amoy.
• Saging con yielo - tnx!
• L3 - tnx! to Tumana agen. lol
• Lutong - Bahay - hello agen! :p

2ND TRIP 4-7 pm @ TUMANA (again)

• Extra clothes - ty! u did a great job!
  
• Kuya EZ - nag-asikaso sa amin. yey! cute cute niya, sige lahat na.
• Kuya PJ - driver ng owner. yeah! claps for Shauna!
• Kuya Jose - :( san ba nagpupupunta to. Di ko manlang nakasama :( "Tumana kayo??" Last words from him. :( Hahaha emo
• Tumana - hay. what to define you pa?
• Monster pick-up ni Kuya PJ - Eksena! :p pinag-agawan ang goods sa likod.
• Kuya Niko - tagabantay sa likod ng pick up, hala sige picture lang. Nagkakagulo na, picture pa rin :p
• Parish - wala ng goods, clothes na lang.
• Clothes - nasa L3 yun ok. Lagot kami. Intense.
• Kuya Pj (ulit) - pumasok ng L3 and nagkwento ng experience ng pagdumog sa pick -up niya. Kulit! dapat daw may baril na si kuya niko next time :p
• Diether Ocampo - ngpakain sa Tumana. Yung styro nakalagay Aquanox catering.. c/o Diet. bakit kaya may pangalan niya pa no? hmm
• 2 mins human chain- that's all it took us in traveling Marikina. lol kidding.
• Tumana bridge - scary. yun yung umapaw, e ang lalim kaya!
• Iska-kwa - nagkagulo sa pick up. walang modo. walang disiplina. nakakuha ng 5 plastics of goods. mga sakim :(

3RD TRIP 8-12 pm @ MANGGAHAN, PASIG

• Kuya pj (forever na to) - Ako: Kuya pwede kami sumama? Kuya: Oo sige sige. (To shauna) Basta secret lang to ha.
• I'm sorry - words I'd like to say to the 3 lovely ladies whom we are with inside the pick-up. I say, they're very lovely and pretty pretty 10x.
• U - turn - practice driving moment. Forever kami nag-uturn nito.
• Military truck - cooool! swear! I wanna ride there! A 60's truckkk!
• Phil. Army - hi guys. 6 nights na di natutulog. heroes kayo!
• Numbering - lol niyo mukha niyo. nakarating kami ng Pasig nang walang number assigned to us. I think and I hope na walang nakahalata nun. :p sponsor: kuya pj
• Pasig - walang signal. traffic.
• Eskinita - lokohan ang pagpasok at pag-u-turn dito :P
• Trish - "Who is Mara with? Who is she with?"
• The boys - Insane daw ang place na pinuntahan nila. Yung mountains of garbage, natatapakan at najujumpo over nila, literal, tumatalbog ang pick-up.
• Siopao - wow ang dami.
• Kuya OK! Ang laki - idk his name :p
• Killer killer - nilalaro nila Serg :(
• Hansel - gusto kainin ni Shauna.
• Maki sandwich - exclusively for Kuya pj! hahaha
• Kuya pj - tae talaga shauna eksena ka dito sa post ko. Kuya: Ay pwedeng papatay na lang ng ----forgot---the-name--- light? (sabay abot ng key) Shauna: Ay sige. Ariane ikaw na, di ko alam yan. Ako: Di ko makita. Asaan??Give up. Shauna: (inopen ang lights) ito o. ang cool niya nagulat ako biglang nag-utos. (kinikilig)
• Cellphone ko - weird. sinabi ko kay mama na andito talaga ako sa Pasig. Sinabi ko Chill ka lang. lol talaga
• Convoy - flashy lights ang gamitin kapag may umepal sa convoy niyo! Now ko lang nalaman to.
  
• EDSA - humarurot na si kuya pj. wala ng convoy. sumakit ulo ko. lalo si shauna gutom na yun.
• CRL - at home at last. may hinahanap ako. kaso wala na siya... *Sob*
• Cp num - kinuha ni kuya pj ang cp num namin ni shauna. Siyempre, kinilig si shauna.
• Badtrip - ako. buong. gabi. dahil. you. know. hahaha. si Kuya J kasi wala e.
  
• Kuya J - biglang sumulpot from nowhere. last look ko na yun sa kanya. hate it! hate it! hate it!
• 12pm - wow parang ang aga pa nito a :p
• Ate ame - kwentuhan lang about Tumana. Goodmorning to her! :p
• Pick - up namin - sinundo kami ni shauna sa SC. Yayyy! Si mama nagdrive lol
• Sabon - numipis dahil sa pagligo ko. 7x ako umulit ng ligo hahaha
• Apol - misssssssed 3/4ths of her life.
• Wrong move - fave quote!

Next time na ang summary (kung titiyagain pa ako haha)

I SO LOVE USC! Heaaaaart heart them :p

With Tamaraws.

Kagabi, sa isang daingan, hindi ko alam ang tawag sa restawran, kumain ako kasama si MarkDave, Milver, Jumpei, at King. Sila ang mga kaibigan ko sa YFC FEU Fern. Hindi lang naman sila ang mga kaibigan ko, pero natutuwa lang ako na nakasama ko sila kagabi. I consider that as bonding moment.
Segway, may naisip na naman ako, :| Palagi ko na lang ito naiisip. Paano kung isang araw, ang pagsulat ko sa blogspot na ito ay matutunan kong isulat sa multiply. Ang site ng multiply ay isang pampublikong networking, kung saan makikita ng lahat ang mga ipopost mong larawan at mababasa ng lahat ang announcement, notes at blogs mo. In short, kabaliktaran talaga ng blogspot na very public.
Minsan ko na din kasing napangarap na mabasa ng ibang tao ang nararamdaman ko, pero mahirap, hindi talaga ito madali. Lalo pa't sa tulad kong hindi ko alam ang pinag-ugatan ng aking pagkamahiyain sa pag-open up sa ibang tao. Naiimagine ko kasi ang senaryong, tuwang-tuwa ako sa dami ng nagprapraise at tumatangkilik sa blog ko. Yung tipong naiinspire pa sila at nagagalak sa bawat salitang nailimbag doon. Pero, bilang isang tipikal na Pilipino, ang laki ng doubt ko sa sarili ko. Takot na rin siguro. Takot mapintasan. Takot sa mga reaksyon na tila nakakapatay ng kaluluwa sakaling alipustahin ang gawa ko. Ah! Ewan ko ba! Nahihiya ako.
Balik tayo sa FEU Fern, masaya ako at unti-unti ko na silang nakikilala. At hindi na ako ganoong nahihiya kapag kasama ko sila. Hay. Masaya kahit nakakapagod. May kung anong saya ang pumupuluport sa mukha ko, sa tuwing makakasama ko sila. O kahit text lang. :)
Magkukwento ako sa mga susunod pa....

Bheszt is officially back!

Wiii this calls for a celebration!

Good thing my KAS 1 class yesterday has been postponed. As my rough school day is about to end, another unbelievable experience made it smooth and manageable in the end. Thing is, I didn't know why Dyari asked me to go to Technohub, he even asked all the II-Bagobo to go there, too. Why would I go there, I said to him, but he said it wouldn't be a surprise if he tell me right away. And so..... He fooled me for believing it would be Ruzzel Ticsay, Charles Rivera or most specialy, Marc Ching to come over there. But it's not. :|

@ Technohub
I noticed Dyari is walking towards the restroom with a couple of friends. One of whom I thought is Joseph Alonzo. Then I saw a very attractive girl wearing yellow clothes from top to bottom. I got a hint, it would be her, but I said, why now? I rushed over to the restroom to fix my messy do. Yes, even my hair is already rebonded, it just can't resist tangles and waves. The air from the pub caused too much dryness in it. :(

@Thub rest room
There, I reached the threshold of the restroom. I saw Keith. There, it confirmed that maybe she did really arrived here. But I keep myself cool and I tried not to expect too much. I know it would hurt me, again, if I expect that she's coming home. Then I opened the heavy white door. The rest was a fuzz. I couldn't remember the details, but I remember myself squealing and shouting, and of course hugging, an ultimate bear hugging experience with my bheszt. It was just good to recall everything. High school days rolled back in my mind. I missed the noise, the trouble, the sweet and not-so-sweet people, the crazy actions and everything else. Finally, after a couple of conflicts, there, I am with my bheszt friend Reika Yamada once again.

@outside the rest room
(Yes, it has to be detailed. Because, I knew once I read my blog once again, the details would make it lovelier and fresher to recall.)
Hey you Dyari Paz, you told me it's not her! How could you! I said to my Besty. And if I told you, would it be this exciting to meet up with her again? I replied a smug with that. And then started the "Kumustahan-session" with my long lost friend.

@TOSH (it's good that Nathan and Dyari know this and shame for me not know this. It means The Old Spaghetti House. A restaurant at the ground floor of Thub)
Tons of talking and sharing of stories about Japan. Dyari and Nathan has been interrogating her about how women was there. Reika told them that unlike the Filipinas, Japanese are wild and liberated. Men don't need to court, they just admit their feelings and if the girl likes them, there they go. The relationship is on! Of course the rest made us rolling on the floor laughing. She also said if you want to have sex, just say it to the one you like and he/she would compromise and most likely do it everyday, as long as you want it. Hayy... Good moments. On the pic above, Jonathan Gatchalian, Dyari Paz and Reika Yamada. I missed having good times with them.

@Ministop
I treat them ice cream. Yumm! I texted our old barkada, the Ekkerz to come over and see me because I have a problem. Haha. And the plan failed because I and Reika didn't even planned for it. i just texted them right away, without thinking what to reason out for them to go to Thub. I want them, too, to experience how was it to see a friend in a surprisingly, unexpected moment.

@taxi
KBYE. Kidding. Dyari has been flirting all the way to Reika's house and I can't help "kiligin" with it. We're just waiting for Evert's confirmation if she's coming.

@Reika's house


*to be continued and edited some other time. I need to finish my darn Hum1 assignment. Yesterday is a wonderful day. Very unforgettable.*

Lord, alam ko mahirap maging isang manunulat. Pero as I go on with this homework, I know, everything would be perfect as long as You are with me. I lift up to you my worries and anxieties. Lord God, help me with everything. Help me with my time management. It's never easy. Amen.

August frustation

WTF. NEWS WRITING HAS NEVER BEEN THIS HARD FOR ME. YES, LORD, I GUESS THIS IS MY BIGGEST FEAR NOW. TO BE REJECTED. I’VE BEEN WANTING TO EXPRESS MYSELF IN THE NOT-SO-NORMAL WAY, AND IF I FAIL TO COMPLY WITH IT, IT WOULD CAUSE ME RAPID DOWNFALL AND ENDLESS FRUSTATION. :( DID YOU ASK RAIZA MACARAEG FOR ME TO THINK ABOUT, OR BETTER YET PRAY OVER WHAT I’VE DECIDED? I’M SORRY FOR CAUSING YOU SO MUCH TROUBLE. I’M SORRY FOR MY CARELESS DECISION, NEITHER HAVE I ASKED YOUR CONSENT REGARDING THIS. AND IT MAKES ME FEEL WRECK IN THE INSIDE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. WILL I STILL PURSUE THIS? PLEASE LORD, HELP ME, L WHAT TO DO NOW. WHAT TO DO NOW. WHAT TO DO NOW. GIMMMMMMMME SIGN. I’M A AFRAID TO MOVE FORWARD WITH YOU. IT’S JUST….THERE’S THIS SMALL BUT HUGE DIFFERENCE WHEN I STEP FORWARD WITH YOUR LIGHT AND GUIDANCE.

Ribyu ata ito ng Toradora (not yet edited)

Bitin ang Toradora! Si Aisaka Taiga (Palmtop Tiger) at si Takasu-senpai. The best :D Napahanga na naman ako ng mga cartoon mula sa ibang bansa. Hindi ko sinasabing perpekto ito, ngunit dahil, simple ang pagkakalatag ng istorya dito, hindi ako nahirapang irelate ang sarili ko dito. Maaaring isa na ring dahilan na nais kong maranasan ang buhay ni Taiga. O dahil love story ito, kaya sobrang bukas ang isipan ko habang pinanunuod ito.

Naalala ko ang Boys Over Flowers noong winter-snow accident na. Niligtas ng guy yung nadulas na girl, then napatapat ng pag-ibig ang girl sa guy, well, unconsciously.

Ang sweet ng flow ng events kasi very light lang nito. Hindi iisipin ng manunuod na may napakalalim na problema ng mga pangunahing tauhan. Kahit ako, hindi ko inisip na sisidhi ang ganoon nilang mga suliranin. Kaya, sakalagitanaan na-hook ako.

Ang cute ng personality ni Takasu, kung yun nga ba talaga ang tamang term doon. Hindi siya arogante. Kahit may itsura at appeal siya sa mga kababaihan, hindi niya ito inaabuso. Tipikal na torpeng lalaki. Mahiyain at hindi handang umamin ng nararamdaman. Sa kabila ng kahinaan sa pag-ibig, isang malaking side ang naitulong ng pagiging suportado niya sa kanyang kaibigan na si Taiga. Hindi iniwan sa gitna ng kadiliman. Tinulungan siya sa mga pagbagsak niya. Ang loyal at masugid na aso ni Taiga.

Si Kitamaru, noong una gusto ko, kasi nabibigyan siya ng sapat na atensiyon. Naipahahayag ang pagiging gentleman niya. Pero noong huli, gusto ko pa rin siya, kaso, weird lang na naging comedy ang dating niya ng iniwan siya ng minamahal niya. Binansagan pa nga siyang "God of the Brokenhearts" Ano kaya yun. Parang tanga. Pero nakakatuwa.

Si Kushieda, ok ako sa kanya. Nakita ko ang sarili ko sa kanya. Yung tipong palaging masaya at matibay sa labas, pero sa totoo ay nagdurugo at nanghihina na sa loob. Wala akong ibang komento kundi martir siya matalino at napakabuting kaibigan. Hindi ko alam kung magagawa ko ang mga sinakripisyo niya, pero hanga ako sa katibayan niya.

Si Kawashima, pansin ko lang, halos lahat may K ang pangalan, or nabubulol lang ako kaya K ko na nababanggit ang letter T at L. Bumalik tayo, si Kawa, ok feeling close ako, akala ko noong una, inlove siya kay Takasu. Akala ko isa siyasa mga masugid na admirers ng bida. Yun pala, nakadikit ang paghubog ng personalidad niya sa bidang babae na si Tyga. Na kahit may isang tao lang na makaka-intindi sa kanya, masaya na siya. At si Tyga iyon, kaya nais niyang ibalik ang pabor kay Tyga na mapaligaya din ito kahit papano.

Syempre, ang pinakahuli at impostante sa lahat, si Palmtop Tiger o si Aisaka Taiga sa tunay na pangalan. Ito ang taong basagulera, pang-babaeng term ang basagulera, mahilig sa suntukan. Ah hindi lang pala, binubugbog niya ang mga tao, babae man o lalaki. Pag nagkaaway kayo, oo, hindi ka lang uuwi ng may 2 o 3 pasa, mga sabihin na nating, 7-10. Kaunti pa lang yan sa mga pasang natamo ni Takasu sa kanya. Sa totoo, siya ang simbolo ng bunga ng niyog. Napakatigas ng ipinakikita sa harap,ngunit sa loob ay nagtutubig na ang damdamin sa sobrang hirap ng nararanasan. Hindi ko masasabing gusto ko ang ganoong karakter, pero dahil napangatawanan niya ang pagiging Bully-type na soft-heartened girl, oks din siya. :D


Quotable quotes:

"There's somethig in this world that no one has seen before. It is gentle and sweet. Maybe if it could be seen, everyone would fight over it. That's why no one has ever seen it. The world hid it so that no one could get their hands on it easily. However, someday, someone will find it. The person who deserves it the most will definitely find it."

"Since ancient times, the dragon has been the only best to equal the tiger."

"When you trip while running in the hallway, you'll get a nosebleed. When you trip in life, you'll cry."

"Even after 10 years, 20 years, 60 years, life goes on."


P.s. Sorry ha. Trip ko magreview sa ganitong oras. Minadali ko lang ito. Kasi yung feeling of excitement, wala na bukas eh. Kaya isusulat ko na :D goodnight.

8/16/09

I went to TriNoma with Neil Selva. Details to follow later. Got to go :)

Here's the details I've promised:


Dora - very exciting ang laki ng pwet at ulo niya.
Had a long walk in the corridors of Tri. As in, looong.
Finally, we decided sa KFC na lang kumain. First time ko sa potato thing food na may cheese, syempre nasarapan ako. Nag-fully loaded siya. HAHAHA. sabi niya kasi mag-over loaded daw siya. E di ko nagets haha.
Super fun--KWENTUHAN! at TAWANAN! This is what I missed with my HS friends. I missed small talks and picks on me. Rather bother, it completes my day.
Kahit hectic sked ko, I did find a way na makasama si Neil. And just what I thought, may plano si God. :)
Ganon pala ang relationship nila ni Kath...
At, ang pangit ng kinain naming icecream. Makunat ang cone. Sinuyod pa namin ang tri for that. amff.
Dumaan kami sa Adidas, nagsisi daw siya sa shoes niya. Sabi ko ano ba naman yan, okay lang yan nabili mo na e. Sabi niya, kung gano kaimportane ang sapatos sa akin, ganun din ang mga damit mo sa iyo. Napa-Ahh okay lang ako e. Hahaha
Gusto ko na maka-ipon ng malaki! Oo nga pala, naghanap kami ng ATM machine for Landbank, naman kasi, nakalimutan ko yung password ko. :| Eh wala na talaga kaming pera, kaya siya naman yung Landbank, basta tagal naming umikot. Tapos sa foodcourt sa ilalim kami ng kwentuhan. Hay HS days, kamisssssssssssssss :(

8/15/09

I had a great time with my blockmates @ June's 18. Held at Bistro Mateo, Tiendesitas, everyone wears a semi-formal attire. I am with Abby's long gown with black, white & red circular designs.
It was fantastic. I thought, it's going to be melodramatic, and serious on one side. But it turned out as an informal, wild birthday celebration. And me myself, I enjoyed every minutes sitting there, laughing and giggling with my funny UP friends.
That night, I came to imagine, how am I suppose to celebrate my birthday. Before going to this event, I want it as a simple dinner with my most important friends. But now, having experienced the real debut thing, Oh my gosh, I want one, too!
Well, that's the drill. I just hope we could afford such ostentatious celebration. :)
p.s. I am to raid the malls for new dresses! Dress means cocktail, not long gown, okay? :D

Nagtext si Kua Pol: Eventhough he likes surprises, hindi niya bet ang Workshop surprises.

Ako, petix kanina pa, nagsesearch ng bagong sites dahil naguilty sa discussion ni Sir mykel na i-explore ang internet -kung maaari pag-aralan ang mga pornong pelikulang napapanuod, e naghanap nga ng mga makabagong websites na mapag-kakaaliwan. Pagkatanggap ko ng mesage, kinabahan ako. Nangatal. Ano pa ba i-eexpect ko? Ayaw na ayaw na ayaw na ayaw kong na-prepressure ako. Pinaka-una sa listahan ito na nakakapagpasira sa kaygandang simula ng araw ko. Ayoko ng rush sa mga pinapagawa. (Pero, gusto ko ang rush id. at rush printing. Malaki ang tulong. Magkaiba lang talaga sila.) Nasisira routine ko. Nagugulo utak ko.

Dahil sa text niya, nag-ugat ang aking pagkakaba sa gagawing akda. Alam ko, hindi ako ipinanganak na mahusay sa pagsusulat ng malilikhaing akda. Kasama pa kung iisipin ko kung maihahabol ko ang akdang ito upang mailathala sa Bagito9. Sinong hindi mag-aalala hindi ba? Sobrang pressure na. :|

Pampalubag loob. Sisimulan ko ng magdasal. Gusto ko bago ko gawin ang napakahalagang akda kong ito, mapanuod ko muna si Jesus. Miss na miss ko na kasi siya. Nawala ko kasi ang Didache ko, kaya hindi ko masubaybayan ang gospel sa buwang ito. Sige, magdadasal na ako. Para mawala na lahat ng kaba at pag-aalala ko sa puso at isip.

GUSTO MO MALAMAN ANG SAKRIPISYO NI JESUS SA IYO? Here's the link of At The Cross by Hillsong. Sana kahit limang minuto lang, mapanuod mo, limang minuto lang naman mababawasan ang pag-Facebook mo eh.

A Letter of Parents to their Children

posted by xo_chaka (Feb 21, 2009 @ 9:13PM) from this link.

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Sa aking pagtanda, unawain mo sana ako at pagpasensyahan. Kapag dala ng kalabuan ng mata ay nakabasag ako ng pinggan o nakatapon ng sabaw sa hapag kainan, huwag mo sana akong kagagalitan. Maramdamin ang isang matanda. Nagse-self-pity ako sa tuwing sisigawan mo ako.

Kapag mahina na ang tenga ko at hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi mo, huwag mo naman sana akong sabihan ng “binge!” paki-ulit nalang ang sinabi mo o pakisulat nalang. Pasensya ka na, anak. Matanda na talaga ako.

Kapag mahina na tuhod ko, pagtiyagaan mo sana akong tulungang tumayo - katulad ng pag-aalalay ko sa iyo noong nag-aaral ka pa lamang lumakad.

Pagpasensyahan mo sana ako kung ako man ay nagiging makulit at paulit ulit na parang sirang plaka. Basta pakinggan mo nalang ako. Huwag mo sana akong pagtatawanan o pagsasawaang pakinggan. Natatandaan mo anak noong bata ka pa? kapag gusto mo ng lobo,paulit- ulit mo ‘yong sasabihin, maghapon kang mangungulit hangga’t hindi mo nakukuha ang gusto mo. Pinagtyagaan ko ang kakulitan mo.

Pagpasensyahan mo na rin sana ang aking amoy. Amoy matanda, amoy lupa. Huwag mo sana akong piliting maligo. Mahina na ang katawan ko. Madaling magkasakit kapag nalamigan, huwag mo sana akong pandirihan. Natatandaan mo noong bata ka pa? Pinatyagaan kitang habulin sa ilalim ng kama kapag ayaw mong maligo.

Pagpasensyahan mo sana kung madalas, ako’y masungit, dala na marahil ito ng katandaan. Pagtanda mo, maiintindihan mo rin.

Kapag may konti kang panahon, magkwentohan naman tayo, kahit sandali lang. inip na ako sa bahay, maghapong nag-iisa. Walang kausap. Alam kong busy ka sa trabaho, subalit nais kong malaman mo na sabik na sabik na akong makakwentohan ka, kahit alam kong hindi ka interesado sa mga kwento ko. Natatandaan mo anak, noong bata ka pa? Pinagtyagaan kong pakinggan at
intindihin ang pautal-utal mong kwento tungkol sa iyong teddy bear.

At kapag dumating ang sandali na ako’y magkakasakit at maratay sa banig ng karamdaman, huwga mo sana akong pagsawaan alagaan. Pagpasensyahan mo na sana kung ako man ay maihi o madumi sa higaan, pagtyagaan mo sana akong alagaan sa mga huling sandali ng aking buhay. Tutal hindi na naman ako magtatagal.

Kapag dumating ang sandali ng aking pagpanaw, hawakan mo sana ang aking kamay at bigyan mo ako ng lakas ng loob na harapin ang kamatayan.

At huwag kang mag-alala, kapag kaharap ko na ang Diyos na lumikha, ibubulong ko sa kanya na pagpalain ka sana … dahil naging mapagmahal ka sa iyong ama’t ina…

Lord, can I pray here?

Help niyo ko. Ang dami pinagagawa ng org ko. Pina-pagaw ako ng bagong akda. :( Kinakabahan ako. :| Hindi talaga ako creative writer, pero Lord, I know I could do this with you. I know you could help me Lord. Sana all through out the process na ginagawa ko yung work ko, wag niyo ko iiwanan. Wag niyo ko pababayaan ha, Lord? Ang hirap mag-isa.
Pero here's a small truth, I'm starting to love my course. Well, I don't know how. I don't know why. Pero starting noong nabasa ko yung sa Blogger ng isang poet. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaay. nainggit ako. Sana in no time. Makagawa din ako ng ganun kagagandang akda. Yung mapapa-ohhhhhh at iyak talaga. Hay. :)
This day, wala naman masiadong gagawin, pero sana matapos ko yung Fil25 ko. I know kaya ko ito Lord God. :) I lift up my worries and anxieties to you. Bigyan niyo po ako ng peace of mind.

AMEN.

Procrastination. It does no good with my schedule. Would you believe I explore Facebook a lot in this very hectic time of my college life? In time where it's mandatory to be aware of political issues and course-related issues.
Instead of brainstorming on my papers and overdue workloads, I overwhelmingly stare on my restaurant in Restaurant City, a popular FB game. Just by watching it, I feel extremely proud with the number of my furniture and the continuous level up of my menu.
It cuts down all my pressures. It unwinds me. How can I help it? Temptations really are everywhere. And internet is the best provider of it. Well, FB to be specific.
Please try not to procrastinate. It's indeed a bad omen to a better future.

3rd hh @ Mary's place

Ransacking Mary Nielle's home-made ensaymada :)



My lovely FEU Fernians :)

Have You Forgotten How Good Yane Tastes?

I. Go to: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
II. Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question.

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
- Just do Yane.

Not really.

2. What do you want other people say about you?
- The Yane that likes to say yes.

Yeah!

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
- When The Going Gets Tough, The Tough Get Yane

You know the drill :)

4. How would you answer a booty call?
- Good to the Last Yane

I am the world's last Yane. Yeah.

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
- Biting the Hand that Feeds Yane

Hoo?

6. to someone you dislike?
- I've Seen The Future, and It's Yane-Shaped

The. Cruel. Greedy. Selfish. Yane-shaped. Future.

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
- If You Like A Lot Of Yane On Your Biscuit, Join Our Club

Ang baboy ew :))

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
- Yane Unscripted

Benta! Hahaha :))

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
- Turn Loose The Yane

Turnilyo na ako ngayon?

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
- The Man From Yane, he says "Yes"

Swak na swak!

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
- The Lion Goes from Yane to Yane

Gwwwrr! You're dead. Bang!

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
- The Yane For All Ages

..will never die.

13. What are the best words to describe you?
- Make Fun of Yane

Just great :D

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
- Ho Ho Ho, Green Yane

:O

15. Your last words before you die...
- Give That Man A Yane

Playgirl \:D/

The title for this survey:
- Have You Forgotten How Good Yane Tastes?

Just Do Yane.

http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi" method="get">Enter a word for your own slogan:

Generated by the http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan">Advertising Slogan Generator. Get more'>http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan?word=yane">more yane slogans.

It's my interview for UGAT org application tom 3pm. They'll critic my work, for the third time around. I'm nervous. :-/ I'm not expecting for a perfect interview/literary work/outcome. I'm simply hoping that they would appreciate my big efforts in improving my work. I never thought applying would be this harsh.

Kiss me goodluck people. Pray for me. :* >:D<

Naki-rally ako! Yeaaaaaaah! It was a different type of experience. And I may say, nothing can overcome it. The hassle and everything are worth it. I mace history with almost 11, 000 people. Their efforts now reflected to me vibrantly that I felt extremely lucky having this bountiful life. :D

Ang galing galing ni God. Humingi ako ng simpleng sign sa kanya, ang laki laki ng binigay niya :3 waa. He sent Kuya Pol Diva for me to appreciate UGAT matters. He told me they don't need perfection. Honest efforts are enough for them. And he sees that in me. :( :) I'm so touched and overwhelmed. I don't know how to return the favor, the conversation, the advice he gave me. But I know, this could have not been possible without God who has always been my greatest and best companion. I love you :)

Rebonded na hair ko! :) The reflection in the mirror looks gorgeously perfect! Hahaha

Lord di ko na alam gagawin ko sa ugat. Naiiyak na ako ngayon. I don't know if I can give it up just like that. I don't know if I can let go of my acads just like that. There's a feeling inside, na at least try mo Yane. : :( but almost 80% tells me not to pursue it coz it will hurt me rather....
I need a sign. I will ask you for a sign then please guide that sign so I would know where and how to go. : Lord, help me. I don't know what to do. :(
:(

"I'm sick and tired." -Ate Sierra Mae Paraan

Magtatagalog na ako. Ang hirap ng course ko. Ang hirap ng application sa UGAT. Ang hirap ng college life. Ang hirap ng U.P. life :( :)

Hindi kasi masarap mag-aral kung hindi mo kinukuha ang pinaka-gusto mong course. Tena talaga! : Sakit sa ulo, sa mata, sa puso : :(

Winorkshop ang akda ko kanina. At alam mo ba?? Walang tama doon! Tena talaga! :

Goodnight! :

I feel dizzy : well, it's kind of luck to experience this for it's tragic. No. My health is tragic. And it's fatal. :)

I so crush my crush who I find have no crush at me but I'm still crushing him. He's none other than. JOKE. hahaha :D

Err. Lord, help me with my quiz tomorrow. There are lots of figures, symbolisms to memorize, yet I couldn't set my mood to study. A little help?? I know you could take all my worries away. :) One more thing... I lift to you my poem. As I revise it tomorrow, let me feel your presence so I won't feel alone and pressured and devastated.. as a poet haha! :( Lastly, please bear with the coming EUPHORIA! I have done all my efforts. So it's up for your plans to decide who or not would/could come. But I hope...... 50 sila! plus more! The more the better. The merrier. The louder. The naughtier. The funnier. HAHA! Kaya to Lord! :) Love you po <3

Pag nagka-anak ako,

• I want him/her to be a fluent English speaker
• I want him to be enrolled in Kumon (for Math purposes, just in case he/she is worse than me.)
• I want him to practice driving during his 1st year high school years
• I want him to finish at Ateneo De Manila University BA Law or Uiniversity of the Philippines Diliman Doctorate (yeah right :p)
• I want him/her to ber sports inclined, at least in ice skating, which is my dream since I was a child.
• More to follow.

Lots of things I want to offer him... :)

Nalulungkot ako for Jumpei :( Sino ba pwedeng tumuong sa kanya? I wanna help him! But I don't know how. :( I hope there's more for him in the near future. Hays. :

1.5 sa Fil25 paper ko? Waaa Lord, isn't that pretty amazing? :p Thank you sooooo much :)

"Dear Lord, sana po marami maka-experience ng extreme happiness sa EUPHORIA HS High a Sat, 3-8pm. Kayo na po baala sa FEU Fern YFC. Thank you po. Amen."
P.S. Sana everyday niyo rin to dinadasal. >:D<

I have just sent this GM to my Fern family. I felt the urge to do something, even little something, for Euphoria. I soooo love it :)

I'm still up 3:30 in the morning staring at my laptop's monitor. and I think I have gone crazier and wildier and wackier (if there exist such words.) Fil 25 paper is putting too much pressure in my head. Imagine a news writer doing a paper of manly description, pare, solely description of a person on how he/she walk/talks etcetera. How am i suppose to do that? Whooooo. Good thing I have chosen Shauna, it would be easier and funnier. I get to remember my bhest even I'm fully loaded with school works. Lord, I trust in you. I lift all my concerns. Kayo na po bahala. Amen :)

Moreover this day, I had this take home quiz in Filipino 50 to be submitted today at the Filipino dept. Then until 3 pm, I'm still working on it. My mind is rattling of the things I could have done earlier. So I would not need to cram and do the details at the due date itself. Arg! It's mentally and physically exhausting.

Bakit pa kasi ako nagkaron ng Facebook. Specially the Restau city. Ka-adik. :)

But, I guess, I'm building friends thru this social network.. more of my panic story soon. Haha I thought I graduated from it na eh. Not yet pa pala :D

Dear Lord, i wanna thank you for this wonderful day! This isn't just wonderful. But great, spectacular, fascinating and awesome! Got nothing more to say.
Being with my YFC FEU Fern family brought number of miracles in my life.

• Multitasking
• Martyr, i guess?
• I start treating people as sisters/brothers
• Time mgmt? uhm. soon. haha
• Lesser burden (even though it's more burden in my sked)
• New friends
• Happiness
• Contentment

See? What else will you look for? It's just so perfect in my eyes. :)

Wanna change my url into:

• blogeristah
• twistofnails
• laughnotloud
• donotacceptifsealisbroken
• expiredblog
• noparking

Which one kaya? HAHA

They misinterpret. Kuya ronel do.

Seth really is something. He's an awesome friend to have. :)

Why all of a sudden, people have to go and immigrate? Have I done something bad for them to take away most of my precious friends? It's kinda hurting.

Seth's grad will be on 2001 and by that time his father will be taking him to abroad, and there he will be given a high-income job. Of course, for engineers. The fact that he will become successful in the near future, is approving for me. But the idea of he, too, leaving the country, makes me weak all of a sudden.

I hope minor disruptions would occur so as to delay him. haha kidding :) I would miss him a lot :(

Happy birthday Julian Ching :)

~a lot has changed. but I'm still missing you. hope you'd get this message, for can't gather enough strength to text or comment you :( i still feel guilty at everything. and i regret it. you must know that.

could not contain.

I'm extremely happy for my best friend Dyari. Contrast to what I expected, i didn't feel jealous for his attention after all. This, for the first time, I freed my self from his capturing embrace. and it feels so good after all. :)

Having entered Kalayaan college, he met his new girl. simple yet charming from within. she has this captivating smile and compared to other girls he had, she's an ordinary girl. no kikay-stuffs. plain. I adore those girls who could carry themselves even just thru their tee and pants and slippers outfit.

I really hope their relationship would last. I don't want my Besty to get hurt. again.

missed here.

Good thing this blog isn't public, I could share my my ideas, thoughts, my thousand of thoughts, any time of the day or month. Can't find multiply.com as exciting as what others see...i only admire their photo album, for pictures there have unlimited storage! And that could serve as your online USB, no need for hardware devices to keep bulk of your photos.

I think my last blog was last month, school has been keeping me busy and unaware of my online accounts, websites, blogger, etcetera. School increases my anxiety level and I could feel pressure within the four corners of our room.

Though I'm not yet acquainted with my blockmates, i think, though, they're fun to be with. All i have to do is let myself get exposed with their trips and activities. Simple as, I need to lay my trust bank open to them. If i can't, then God would open it for me.

LORD, si Jumpei ba pinadala niyo sa akin para tibayan ko pa ang service ko sa YFC? Kasi kung siyanga Lord, aalagaan at mamahalin ko siya ng sobra. Salamat po! :)

Just as what I feel now

On this day of your life, Yane, we believe God wants you to know... ... that happiness has nothing to do with pleasure.
You feel pleasure when you want something and you get it. Or when you don't want something and you remove it. Pleasure is always relative. Happiness is absolute. Happiness is the understanding and acceptance of life as it is in this very moment as completely perfect, because every creation of God is perfect. The degree to which you do not accept life in all of the Divine forms is the degree to which you suffer.
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Naiiyak talaga ako ngayon eh. Nagtataka lang ako na sobrang bait ni Lord, eh, pinatawag niya pa si Dave sa kin for sake na ma-explain ang mga nangyayari sa buhay-buhay YFC. :))
Madami siya nabanggit, kaso feeling ko inaantok na ako? :D Lord, may pain pa rin po dito sa loob, hindi ko lang talaga maalis. Parang ang hirap lang. Pero, Lord, kaya ko to eh. Anjan kayo. Kayo ng bahala dito. Idol ko kayo Lord e. :) Wag niyo hayaang mawala ang Fern sa mga kamay at puso ko ha? :)Please? Nagsisimula ko na silang mahalin eh. O, minamahal ko na sila? At patuloy ko nang mamahalin pa...
Gusto kong sisihin si Alain. Naiinis ako sa kanya na di ko magets. Wala namang totally makakabasa nito so it's better to blurt it all out. Pag tinatago, mas sumasakit eh. Sorry ha. Kung nangyari man to, na there is only 1 HPV per school, either co-ed or not at bawal naman talaga ang partner-partner. F*ck pare. Sana di nalang kami pina-asa at pina-abot sa ganito na handa ko nang ibigay ang sarili ko sa mga batang yun. Mga loko yun, kahit di ko pa sila kilala, mahal kona sila. :(( Naiinis talaga ako sa kanila e. Ayoko pa sabihing naiintindihan ko na sila Alain, Kitin, Ate kreng, Ate Tin. PERO :(( Ang sakit kasi na walang nag-alaga sayo eh. Ang sakit na di ako dumaan sa household. Ang sakit na naturingan akong I.A. pero di naman talaga ako minahal nung Household head ko. Akalain mo yun?
LORD, KAYO NA BAHALA. DI KO PA ALAM GAGAWIN KO NGAYON. PERO I SWEAR, ANG BAET MO, AT DINALA MO SA KIN SI DAVE. ANG GALING MO. :) LOVE KITA. :*:*:* Goodnight na muna ako. Loveyou ulit. :D

First day is irremarkable. Arggggh! I hate to be alone, especially when I walk at the corridors. :( People there are definitely low profile. Lower than what I imagined. They looked not like students, rather workers and employees. Haha kidding! :)
And so.. I get to know some friends naman, they are: Maricel, Krisinia, Kristine, Anna, Kathleen, Joahn, Melai, Arwin, Carol.. and many more. Actually? They are my blockmates. I enjoyed their company, but I still missed those laughtrip I had with Amorsolo. Hayyyys :
And so, the day had gone fast, or am I not really noticing the ticking of the clock because of my obvious amusement to my new school. Haha! :) Hum 1 lang ang prof na pumasok :)) Cool nga eh! :) Ayoko pa iedit to tinatamad talaga ako. Ayun till next time bye :D

Highschool Program Volunteer (HPV) na ako ng Youth for Christ Far Eastern University Diliman!!!!

It's fascinating to know that I have grown deeply inlove serving with God. :) I could have rang the red glass button, with "Fire alarm" letters on top of it, could have ran away from that HS Overnight and could have scream my lungs out as I knew it! Malapit ko na dapat gawin yun. Kaso, nagpanic lang ako. And panic. Nervous. Panic. Nervous. Panic. Nervous. Pan. Nervv and so on. Pheww!! Good thing, I almost-accepted it. It's some sort of half-hearted acceptance..kasi, ewan, first timer ako and I must admit, my skills and experiences aren't enough for me to take these risssks. I could fail FEU Fern in the near future. And it's not impossible na ako ang cause ng tumult at pagbagsak nila. And if that happens......well, di mangyayari yun. As far as I know, I am affirmed by God eh. Why must I not grant the privilege given to me? Minsan lang ako ma-tititle-lan ng HPV sa buong buhay ko, pakakawalan ko pa. Bobo ko na nun. L O S E R pa. : HAHA.

And so...I'm starting off my job since last June..no. days before our household. Ang saya. At ang sarap magmahal. I have nothing to worry coz I know..and I believe, He is always within me. :)

Love you Goooood! Hmwaaa :*

Paz misses meeeee

Nyahahahah i so love the title :D My besty truly missed the hell of me. He called me over the landline and we had an almost 2hours of chit-chat about our recent updates in life. It was incredulous, that I, Ariane Gale D. David, a univeristy blahblah student, is still capable of laughing out loud with him, of reacting naturally to his jokes and everything. Wala lang, I just thought of dying as a serious collegian, yung tipong, di na ako makakatawa, pero narealize ko, di ko pala kaya. At ayoko. May difference diba. I can, but I don't want to. :)

Paz is my Besty for life! Siya lang ang may trono para sa Besty na title! ;D He is my prom date lastlast prom and so I enjoyed his acquiantance all-through out my sophie, junior, senior year. Indeed, without him, without his nagging attitude and whole-package of kakulitan, my HS life would not be that perfect. Ironic amp. :p Well, perfect pa din naman kasi anjan sila friends, pero parang naging sweeter and more colorful with him. Naks! Ngiti na jan Paz! :))

I f*cking missed him, too.

"Paz; pag nabasa mo to, go to bed. Kunyari wala kang nabasa. Haha."

Shauna's!

It's Shauna's birthday celeb yesterday.. yeah it is so-called celebration but there were only 4 of us in the condo. So cooool. :D Only us, the closests of friends ever, Me, Shauna, Apol, Christa :) I had great time with them, especially, we have eaten tons of sweets and anti-diet foooooods. Grrrrr! I'll miss them :-\ Happy bday again, Shauna! :D

It's last May 30 since I had an overnight for HPV's, whether incoming or old ones. According to my clueless mind, it meant Higher Power Viction, hahaha, it got my nerve knocking when I learned from the North B HS multi site that it is Highschool Program Volunteer. Whoooo! Speculations! ;)) Syempre pumunta din ako doon,


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Diane sent an sms and it goes like "Ate yane!:) i mishu! Haha."
*OMG! OMG ulit! OMG talaga! OMG nanaman! Wait let me scream. HUWAAAAAAA*
Kahit nagpa-share-a-load lang ako kay Inay ng diyes pesos, nagawa ko pa ring titigan ang text niya, at dahan dahang pinindot ang Option at sinunod ang Reply na button. Ito ang adrenaline ng isang ate pag nagtext ang alaga, "Wiiiiii imytoo! Musta kna? Nsa manila kna?" syempre, dali-dali kong sinend dahil baka maghinayang pa ako sa load. Na sdya ko namang ikinataka. Imagine? Since I was born, Im teased (or insulted, in other word haha) na yayaman daw ako paglaki, dahil bato daw ang pera sa kamay ko. UNLIKE my sister na, over-extra gastos at unta sa tindahan kung may extra singkong mapulot sa ilalim ng kama. As isang dosenang kendi at lollipop yun. :-\ Tapos, tapos, tapos pag sa mga damit naman, yung mga cheap yung binibili ko para may extra money ako, and guess what, every time na grumagraduate ako, napapa-realize ako na "Huhuhu! Sa projects lang LAHAT ng pera ko napunta? Walangya! Nag-ipon pa ako! :((" Siyempre na-bitter ako, malapit na dapat tumulo ang gintong luha ko ng sinapak ng kanang kamay ko ang hugis-bilog kong ulo, parang narinig ko pa siyang nagsalita ng, "Tange! At least now you know how to manage money matters! Dibale ng kuripot, basta't maganda ang kinapuntahan ng pera." Wohoooo? Kampeon ang kamay ko eh no? Nagsasalita! *Palakpak*

Segway lang yun pampahaba lang. Ang totoong story, uhm, di naman peke yan pero may mas cute pa na story, which is *drumrolls please* nagkatextan kami ni Dianne, AT, take note, I even did impossible ways just to have a chit-chat with her! Swear! Di ko ginagawa to. Yung tipong mag-feefeeling close ka, mangungumusta kahit di mo siya kakilala talaga, at mag-kwkwento ka ng buhay mo sa stranger. Akalain mo yun? Sa batang to, parang na-witness ko na ang pagbabago sa sarili ko. Hindi pa naman ganap na pagbabago, ngunit kahit papano'y nararamdaman ko na ang salitang, "Magmahal ka lang." Dahil, nagmamahal na ako ngayon, totoong pagmamahal. :)

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Yung tungkol sa HPV Camp, naipalabas nun ang widest smile ever ko! Even my teary eys, pinalabas niya. Wala pa ang broken heartd dun noh. Super lakas ng tama ko dun. Kudos kay Ate Tin! Mahusay na mananalita. Yuck! Mananalita? Pwede namang speaker. Parang ang lalim nun huy. Haha :)

End ng camp, no not yet, kasi nasa venue pa kami. I was called by the sector youth head and he told me I will be the partner of MarkDave in serving FEU FERN. I expressed almost everything na lahat ng pwedeng ma-express. Joke. Wait. Tuloy ko tom :)

May kwento ako bukkasssss ;D;D;D Nakakatakot kasi ito eh. Wala lang. ;) I felt the need to be understood kahit minsan lang.

Hi pare, musta na yooouu? I miss the hell of you eh? I've been out for soo many days this week, mostly because of YFC activities. Namiss talaga kita! I missed talking to you! Musta ka? ;D

Heck, what am I speaking to my blogging site. Geez! Di ako makakatulog ng hindi ako nakakasulat sayo. Tae, I felt that twinge of insecure na dumaloy dito oh..sa spine ko, sa back leg ko, sa ilong, sa tenga, sa lahat. Ang laaabeeeet talaga ng Blogs ni ate kitin!!!!!!!! I want to be like her, too! In some other way naman noh, like being a writer eh. :) She's an ultra natural writer, and I love how her feelings touch and press on the keyboard and poof!!! It's like yun yung hinahanap kong kind of blogs since then pa... :)

Really, I wanted to be fluent in English. Tas bigla pang nagparamdam ang site ni Ate kitin, oh shit na talaga =) LORD, Sana maging mahusay din akong manunulat, sa Ingles at tagalog. Huhuhu ;p

Tra-la-lalalala-lala-lala-la-la. Wala na akong LSS. Nawindang na ako sa mundo ng boredome without music. At ito, hindi ko na alam ang mga kanta nila Ne-Yo, Paramore, Jamiee Foxx, etc. Sana bumalik na si social life. Excited na ako. :)

PSSSSST. Namiss talaga kita! May isang tao kasi jan na nagtake-over sa mundo ng pagiging writer ko! I don't blame her for the thesaurus-abusive-act she have done, pero my gulay, naapektuhan ako no! Now, I felt the need to write at my own cause and purpose. Not because I wanted to impress you people, but because I need to express my deeper insights ::

Papunta na ako ng future school ko. This is it. Enrolment na :) Pray hard for me guys. Mahal ko kayo.

HAPPV ANNIV APOL DOLOR AND RAMUEL GRIMALDO! :)
HAPPY ANNIV FRIENDSARY SHAUNA 'BHEST' CERVANTES

How to Lose Weight As a Teenager

CREDITS: www.wikihow.com How to Lose Weight As a Teenager

If you're tired of people bullying you at school, or perhaps your parents nagging at you to lose weight, read this article and take the advice into consideration. It may be harder to lose weight as a teen because of all the goodies you see in the lunch room, or when you see your friends eating pizza. It is going to be hard, that's for sure, but if you are really determined and motivated, then you CAN do it! Follow these simple steps and you will be thin in no time at all! But Remember, don't overdo it because that is unhealthy!

Steps

Consume healthy foods and do not skip meals. Eat three meals each day and some healthy snacks if you get hungry. Your blood sugar level will be steady, and you will not feel as hungry.
Eat at the table, not standing up. Have one specific place you will eat all your meals (unless you are out with friends). This keeps you from eating food mindlessly in front of the TV. Take time to chew, count to 30 for each bite. Chewing more can help you lose weight. You will find that you will get full faster, and will not have to eat as much. Remember that it takes at least 20 minutes to actually notice that you're full or not hungry anymore. Try not to overeat, when you feel satisfied stop eating. and don't let yourself eat anymore if your not finished.
When you snack, choose healthy fruits and vegetables rather than candy or chips. Or, if you really hate veggies, get some fat free dressing to go with it, or instead opt for the new low-fat chips that have recently appeared these days. Light yogurt helps boost up your metabolism and tastes great. Popcorn, minus added salt or butter, are excellent munchies. It is full of fiber, will fill you up, and tastes good.
Walk as much as you can (the average person burns about six calories per minute walking). Try to walk at least one mile a day to start. Each day walk a little further. Walk at a brisk pace, and if you find you are getting out of breath then slow down. In the beginning it is more important that you at least walk, rather than walk fast. Take the stairs instead of taking the elevator. Dance by yourself to the music on the television or your MP3 player. Any movements will make you lose weight, so have fun and dance your way to a thinner you!
Exercise. It doesn't matter if you lift weights, walk around your neighborhood, swim, or jog on a treadmill, you will lose weight, as long as you exercise 3-4 days a week, and burn more than your calorie intake. If you don't have a treadmill, find a pool, walk into waist deep water, and run in place, this burns just as many calories as running on a treadmill.
Drink at least 8 glasses of water a day. You probably don't have to drink that much, but many think that there's nothing wrong with it. You do not have to drink them down all at once, but keep sipping all day. Do whatever is comfortable and convenient for you, as long as you drink that amount of water. This will help you feel more full.
Anything you drink will contain calories, but drinking only water is boring, and becomes a chore. Simply taking in more fluids daily will improve your health and digestion immensely. Fruit and vegetable juices will add sugars and calories, but they'll also add nutrients and anti-oxidants. Go for juices that are not from concentrate ("Simply Orange" is a good one and so is V8 and V8 Splash) or make your own to minimize the bad parts.

Weigh yourself every week on a certain day in the morning before you eat and after you go to the bathroom. this will show you've lost weight rather than weighing every day.
Record your progress. This way you can notice any major changes. Keep a log of everything you eat, every exercise you do, and how many inches your waist is (or whatever kind of body part that needs weight loss). Add up your total calorie intake of that day (try and keep it at a maximum of 2000) and how many calories you burned (most exercise machines will give you an estimate of how many calories you burned). If your diet or exercise changed you can see what plan worked best for you. Also, if you record the calories you have eaten, you can input them in websites that will then calculate whether you should have eaten more, or less calories that day, and you can plan from that.
Be Confident. If you are confident about losing weight you will be more likely to have some great progress! It actually works!

Tips

Teens need to get about 8.5-9.5 hours of sleep per night.
Tired of that tummy? Try doing sit ups, crunches or leg lifts.
If you get hungry between meals, have a healthy snack. It will keep your blood sugar up and keep you from overeating the next meal.
Occasional indulgences are acceptable. Mom made her famous cherry pie for Christmas? Take a small piece. Better yet, don't eat the crust. Personally, I don't like the crust or the top layer, so I just eat the cherries in the middle and the bottom crust. You get the taste, minus a few calories.
When exercising, think how you'll look after you lose some weight, it boosts your wanting to exercise.
Listen to music while exercising. Try doing a different exercise every song.
Rather than sitting,stand. Standing burns calories, too.
Start off with a small amount of weight to lose (3,5,7,9) when you see that 3,5,7, or 9 pounds pop off, you'll feel great and feel like any amount of weight that you lose is a revelation.
Think about joining Weight Watchers. They have teen programs that are very effective. Attend the weekly meetings to be with people like you who also want to lose weight.
Read books about exercises and healthy snacks that are yummy.
Do not keep thinking that you are on a diet. Just think thin, and remember, you are not on a diet. You are just eating sensibly, and eating less to be healthier!
Make sure you do not let anyone talk you out of losing weight. (Unless you are doing it in an unhealthy way.) Once you make your mind up, go for it!
Try drinking tea or vegetable juice before every meal. You will feel more full before you start eating.
A positive attitude always helps!
Some people find it easier to "diet" with a friend or even your mom!
Remember: You lose weight when you burn more calories than you consume. So watch your diet and exercise.
It is also important to keep in mind your body type; don't expect to look like a model if everyone in your family is stocky, or not so muscular.
Visiting a gym can be a fun way to exercise.
Dress in slimming outfits, it will make you look thinner and you will feel better about your self!
Talk to people about why you want to lose weight. Most people have excellent ideas on how to do it.
Ask a friend if they think that you need to lose weight. A positive comment always helps!

Warnings

If you are dieting correctly, you should lose 1 or 2 pounds a week. That's 5-10 pounds a month! If you lose more than 3 pounds a week, you could be losing weight too fast, which is unhealthy, however depending upon your weight and amount of weight loss needed, it might not be unhealthy. Always talk to your doctor if you are worried.
If you find that you are not losing weight after a few weeks, you may want to see a nutritionist.
Avoid becoming obsessed with the numbers on the scale. If you are exercising but notice that you have gained a bit of weight-- don't panic! You have probably gained muscle, which weighs more than fat!
Make sure that you have a realistic weight goal. Try not to become obsessed with a certain number. The mirror and your own feelings are a better indicator of your success.
Watch and check nutrition labels. Just because they say something is low in fat on the front doesn't mean it's good for you.
Being obsessed with losing weight can lead to eating disorders.
Don't be so anxious to tell everyone about your diet, they may tease you with certain foods and try and sabotage you!
Tests have proven that if you get on a scale too much you actually gain more weight , so it's better to base it on something like how you feel in your favorite jeans.

TriNomadness

It’s been a procrastinating week, and/or day for May 21, 2009 and I had nothing to do but stare at my laptop and scroll the window up and down and up and down again. Wowowee has been lifting my soul, making me chuckle hard, as what it always does to me and my whole family at noontime. Ara and Sandy are paying a lot of attention to Willie’s jokes and Pokwang’s nerve-cracking statements. Past 2 in the afternoon, the phone rang, and Ate Melds told it’s for me. Oh you’d never guess how lucky I felt that I am called by this sweet person on the other line. Thanks for her, for saving me from distress of boredom.
But I never guessed she would be the greatest best friend I ever had, Shauna Cervantes. And slowly I’m getting the point of her sudden call. I then remembered it is 21! Holy shit! She’s here in Manila! And our old-barkada-swimming (Ekkerz and Bandidos) was cancelled. And heck! I know what she’s up to, now!
I found myself striding along the school corridor, with Sandy, yeah she’s there too at my unexpected down-syndrome-of-agreeing-with-my-most-demanding-that-you-can-never-reject-at-any-of-her-request friend alive. Yeah, she’s Shauna. And abruptly, I’m there standing outside the school after I met up with Apol, who is secretly following me from the overpass, and even giggling by the way I walk, which I found nothing wrong at all. Oh weird people. Why am I sharing a bit of my minute with them? Grrrr.
100PHP: Our taxi fare which isn’t fair. Does the traffic jam need to be there and increase our fare up to 20php?. I could have bought a drink for that. Irritating noh.
Beeeeep beeeeep. Oh Shauna’s calling. What am I suppose to say? We prank her that I cannot go with them anymore because of an emergency purpose. Geez! I bet her blood boiled! And her mood shifted from excited to madden. But I rather not tell that it’s a surprise until we reach Krispy-kreme.
Oh it’s so sweet and calming and exciting to meet up with your closest friends at a cram time. And I hate it, but I must admit, I missed them. Even though they didn’t fill up the group we had, I.S., I still felt happy seeing them two. They’re still the same and I hoped for one last time, that we’d stay forever.
The day, or afternoon or whatever went smooth and fun. I love it. I adore the movie we watched, “House.” It’s pretty creepy to believe that it’s a true-to-life story, because I swear, no part of it, would you believe in! Spirits, black magic, devils, saints, lightness, darkness, dead, alive, trauma, fears. No. I can’t associate it with any of the modern reality. No matter how hard you push those weird creepy stuffs to me, back off, it’s worthless and I hate it. Unless! If and only if, it would truly happen to me. Ehem. That would be different and/or another wilder story! Cool!
Then we bid each other farewell. A farewell that signified how long and important this relationship would be. I love my best friends. Shauna Rae J. Cervantes and Alyzza Coleen J. Dolor, you’ll always be at my heart.
I love them, I even had a punishable sin that I regretted the hour it happened. I told my family, or more specifically my parents, that Shauna would be treating us in TriNoma for her birthday. You know what hurts more? I even brought Sandy to my situation. I asked her to lie, too. She told my Dad that we ate at YellowCab which on the other hand is only in DairyQueen. It’s absurd; I know I could have asked a proper permission. But I’m really afraid of rejection so..I did it. And that’s crossing the line. And I really hate slash regret doing it.
The day after it, I received a quote from Debbie Manalili, “You choose to be good or to be bad.” And it stabbed me, four times in my heart, at least I felt it. Oh well, I had great time with the three of them and I hope this isn’t the last.